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"We go home tomorrow morning" Izza sulked after her cries subsided.
Izza was still in Rama's arms. He just turned his head to Rama's face. Rama wiped the remaining tears at the end of Izza's eyes.
"Okay. later Brother try to ask if there is a ship tomorrow the morning" replied Rama.
"Keep the man away from Izza. Don't you ever try to bring Izza together with her" Izza pinta.
"Yes... I respect all your decisions" replied Rama.
"So, you never heard this story. No need to be investigated and no need to follow up again" continued Izza.
"Pretend not to hear yes can not De, but respond wisely can. It means that Brother will follow all your decisions and remain in touch with Mr. Sandi. Regardless of whether there is a relationship between you, Mr. Sandi is now a business partner. In about a week we will sign a contract of employment" explained Rama.
"Don't cooperate with him. Brother cancel it. There are still many other companies that you can work with" said Izza.
"De. It's business, it can't be mixed with personal things. Brother in Abrisam Group as a leader, so know which ones are worth collaborating with or not. I hope you can respect my job. Trust me. cooperation in work, will not change the decision of Brother to respect your wishes against him" said Rama at length.
"So Brother defended him? Do you believe he is the father of Izza? the man who has degraded the dignity of the woman is not worthy to be met again. The habits of the real person will not change. Or is it that you are inspired if you are successful will do the same?" said Izza while releasing his embrace then standing away from Rama.
"I don't think, the discussion about this we stop first. You are still in a state of anger, so it will be difficult for us to talk about the thing you just heard. The discussion also went unclear. Brother and Mr. Sandi are both men, but you are not worthy to judge all men will do the same. All this time you know how Big Brother is still beside you despite the past that is not comfortable. Stop to think far away everywhere" break up Rama.
"Because Big Brother is disgusted to have senista's in-law? or regret marrying a woman whose origins are not clear even Izza could be the result of adultery?" ask Izza.
"What the hell is this talking about? let's not even be a fuss over this. Many istighfar De" replied Rama while sitting on a chair.
"But Big Brother also opened the room for him to meet Izza. Should be the husband, Brother is doing his duty to protect Izza. Don't try to find us. Not even put in this kind of situation. Why don't you talk to Izza first? Why is it that every decision is always made by the brother who decides for himself? Brother understands how Izza destroyed during the kidnapping incident first. Now Brother flush again vinegar in the same wound. After all, brother turned out. Izza just got up to focus on building our family" said Izza who still could not accept with the presence of Mr. Sandi.
"I'm sorry if you consider Brother presumptuous. Without prior notice and discussion, immediately agree to bring you together Mr. Sandi. When Brother heard his confession, I understand that Mr. Sandi is very sorry for his actions. The man in whose place is caliph, it seems that he has now improved many of his khilaf, why do we not love the opportunity? De.. Brother told Mr. Sandi before, all decisions are in your hands. Mr. Sandi just offered a DNA test to clarify if you're the kid who's been haunting his mind. If you refuse, he is very sporty. He knows it must be hard for you to accept. He also does not force you to accept his presence as a father. So please stay calm and live your life as usual" said Rama.
"Keep that the results of the DNA test there is no match between us. What would he do? just forget about it after humiliating Mom in front of Izza?" continued Izza who still can not control his emotions.
"Can't we have a conversation with a cold head? if you can't tonight, we better sleep first, tomorrow morning we look for a return ship to mainland Jakarta" said Rama firmly.
"After becoming the ringleader of this riot, Brother can still think of sleeping?" Izza is becoming.
Rama was silent. It's been lazy to chimed in all of Izza's chatter. The more answered, the more it will be a storm.
Rama goes into the bathroom, brushes his teeth and washes his face then goes up to the bed to rest his soul and body.
"Sister.ok even left to sleep???" Izza Protest.
Rama remained silent and closed his eyes.
Izza was getting upset. He then picked up his jacket and sat on the terrace of the room facing the beach.
Enjoying the atmosphere of the beach is actually not just sunset and sunrise. Even at night the beach can still be a fun place to enjoy. The reflection of the moonlight on the surface of the water like a beautiful natural painting.
Izza stared at the open sea, he saw the waves chasing each other. Izza pondered his life story. Along the way he has passed, there have been many stories that he did, although now it is just a memory that will be remembered in the heart of the heart of the heart.
In life there must be things and events that inevitably we have to accept sincerely and airy chest. Including this moment, it felt heavy and unbearable. It is difficult to accept the harsh reality that he is suspected as the child of his mother's affair and Mr. Sandy, a striped man who only knows how to enjoy the body of a woman as a mere gratifier of inner needs.
It felt like Izza wanted to rebel, it was hard to accept the fact that her mother had a despicable job. This is the second time Izza knows how her mother was in the past. A reality that broke his heart again.
Whether when Izza was born into this mortal world, his mother was still pursuing the same profession or not. Izza can't deny, without money from his mother, maybe he can't survive. Want to just scream it feels, so that the turmoil and rumble in his chest that will explode can be channeled and feel relieved. But Izza was still thinking rationally, it was night, the guests and citizens were already resting. Don't let him make a scene.
Immediately Izza wiped her tears with her hands. Izza tried to think again, his mother was willing to do everything for the family, even selling her pride was done. After all, the figure of the mother Izza knows is a hardworking woman and diligent worship. Whatever her past, Izza must be able to accept her destiny.
"Is it because you're still selling yourself that you often hit Mom? it deserves a strange family, always seeing the quarrel between them that leads to physical violence" Izza murmured.
Without Izza noticing, Rama had stood behind him for a long time, watching his movements. Rama sat on the floor right at the door.
"De.... Why do you curse Mom? he is no more, you should pray for the best, may Allah forgive all sins and mistakes" Rama advised to open his voice.
Izza turned his face towards Rama, then returned his gaze to the beach.
Rama stood up and walked towards Izza, then sat right next to Izza.
"Didn't you also have a story that is almost similar but with a different version? not Brother wants to open the past, but the beginning of our closeness was all designed by the big family Mba Anin right? you did not think long. You finally accept the doctrine if you can't use your brain to think, use your body to achieve your goals. You must know, when you can successfully marry Big Brother, it means that your body has been handed over completely to Brother, even do not care if your sadism is taken, right? It is nothing compared to getting married for something and selling yourself. I'm sorry if I spoke out loud and must have offended .. please let all De. No one forced you to do a DNA test with Mr. Sandi, no one forced you to do a DNA test with him, no one is forcing you to accept the fact that Mother and Mr. Sandi used to have a relationship. De... Don't you always pray that you want to have the figure of a father who has been missing since you were a child? it is already in the figure of Papi, but is not this a bonus if you know who is the biological father? their family accepts your presence, right?" said Rama.
Izza tried to digest Rama's sentence.
Both are silent, both thinking.
"Sister has met his two children Mr. Sandi. The oldest female and the youngest male, including their respective partners. Even the idea of this DNA test comes from his two children, Mr. Sandi. This will be done in secret, so not many will know. Whatever the result, they will still welcome you Za" explained Rama.
"Have met my family and Izza said nothing. It's so good" Izza said.
Rama was silent. He did not want Izza to continue to accuse him as a defender of Mr. Sandi. Deep in his heart, it feels happy if Izza is his son Pak Sandi. At least Izza has a biological family.
"Maybe this is what makes Izza and Sachi soulful. Is it because both are present when a pair of people make love without a legitimate marriage bond?" rama thought in his heart.
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"Lung.Lung, Izza's face is very sad" Lexa said when she saw Izza and Rama sitting on the terrace from behind the window of her room.
Candra looked at the window.
"Barrels times huh? see also the face of Mas Rama is also rich people have quarreled" continued Lexa kepo.
"What would a honeymoon do if it ends up fighting? maybe they had a serious discussion again. Can couples talk about something with a serious face? everywhere when fighting must be far away, they even sit next to each other" said Candra.
"Honeymoon instead discussed seriously-seriously. there is stress and can not enjoy" replied Lexa while laying her body on the bed.
"Each household has its own problems, we are like them, we do not understand each other. Moreover, they are facing serious problems about the pregnancy program right? setau Alung if the couple who will join the program must experience the name up and down emotions. Alung believes that Rama is very wise and appreciates Izza. It could be that Rama did not want to come because he did not want to make Izza sick inner birth" said Candra.
"It could be .. but Izza is a quiet type and is very rich in the same husband. Look if we talk to them, Izza is more of a listener than a speaker" continued Lexa.
"The quiet person does not mean he is submissive or cannot think Miss. Perhaps silence because there is a heavy past story or thing that makes him afraid to speak. I'm sorry, don't think about the couple, we're spending the night with some affection. The two of our children are the same caretaker all in the next room" said Candra full of naughty smiles.
"Yes ga all out also Lung, was already, the days out of fasting forty days. continue to ask for more mulu" said Lexa.
"That's Miss.why when school used to be, Alung was the hardest to fit learning reduction" said Candra seriously.
"Tomens of distress techniques learn subtraction? that's basic math" Lexa asked.
"Yes. because with Acik all become all less time, less ration, less affection.
"Still wear the old fashioned lunggg style match.nih ya Acik sayain.my love is simple without formula, but use poultice. Because my love is countless and I will remember it all the time" Lexa said.
"Boiled berattt.. pack it mathematical logic.." ledek Candra.
"Transmision of Alung nih otak. so good at following ngegombal .. hahahaha" said Lexa.
"Can't've often transferred science" arrogant Candra.
"When did Alung transfer his knowledge?" ask Lexa.
"Every time is.. emang ga ngerasa if all this time Alung much love advice and example even direction?" candra said.
"Yes, yeah." - Lexa.
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"We rest first, De. slowly we think about the best way. Now we are in an emotional state that is not stable, tired, sleepy and certainly difficult to be able to think clearly" invited Rama to enter the room.
The two walk to the bathroom to wash their feet and lay their bodies on the bed, trying to close their eyes, even Rama hugs Izza to make Izza feel safe.
Izza kissed her forehead many times while rubbing her back so that Izza felt comfortable.
"Oh Allah. She has been given a very loving and protective husband. It has also been given a loving extended family, in-laws who, like their own parents, no longer feel material deprivation. What you want and how now is also easy to get. O Allah, forgive the servant who never gives thanks enough. This fact is very bitter, O Allah. Give the servant the best way according to You, Lord" Izza pinta in his heart.
Hugs are actions of meaning and power. Although the husband holds gently, the wife can certainly feel a warm vibration in the soul and body.
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Don't ask how Mr. Sandi feels tonight. Raging as one, there is sadness, joy, shame, fear and even feeling very guilty.
Mr. Sandi is complaining to Allah the All-Hearing. On the prayer mat he bought during Umrah last year, all poured out in his tears.
Her tears were enough to represent all the feelings that were in her.
"Is it worth it to be the father of a good woman who does not know the story of the past? why force Rama to bring us together? what if we did a DNA test and it turns out the results are not identical? Sandyyyyy... very stupid.. already know you're a jerk, why should be opened the story of people who are gone.." regretted Mr. Sandi.