Help Me Get Divorced
Strange youth.

"Li-five months," I said. A little nervous and awkward too. Where he thinks so.

Not suuzon, I'm just uncomfortable. Not even a little pretentious, I'm just uncomfortable being stared at like that. Yes, although actually my appearance is now more progress than before. Now I have time to take care of my body. Not a lot of thoughts, not a lot of heart eating. Since I've been able to take care of myself and Adel.

"Dead divorce what is a living divorce?" ask again.

I swear, I'm not really comfortable with this guy. Although the maid isn't I'm older. If said by Maura, Raka's age is only two and one. The final semester lecture.

"Living divorce, Den."

He's just a beard. I don't know what the contents of his head until the maximum so.

Never mind, take it safe mending I run away. Afraid of being questioned again. If asked, I am not comfortable. But being ignored is getting worse.

"Then I stay, yes, Den," I'll connect after I wash Adel's dishes.

"Dodging?"

I certainly look again. Baffled. How could he say I was avoiding? Even though I actually want to avoid. But, what seems obvious?

Duh, it's getting worse. He must be thinking something that is not.

"Aren't you going to eat?" continued again.

Yes, I want to eat. Eating now is impossible. There he is, I'm not comfortable.

"Eating here is okay. I won't bite, either, Ma'am."

It's not a matter of biting. I just can't. He's Bu Maura's son who is automatically my master as well. It is not polite to eat a table.

"Let's eat here. Laura will wake up later," he continued.

I weighed for a moment, then nodded obediently. I approached the table and picked up the side dish. We sat facing each other.

Surprisingly, when we eat, we actually eat. Hmm, I mean nothing else. He doesn't want it anymore and I'm grateful for it.

After lunch, I went back to Laura. The boy still sleeps in a swing. While Adel, he took a nap in front of the TV. About Raka, don't know where. Maybe to his room.

Never mind, I don't intend to find out either. He's the employer and I'm just a worker.

I'm continuing the work. Lift the dry clothes, then iron. I worked it near Laura's swing.

I don't think time is turning fast. Ma'am Maura came home as usual. Exactly at five. Her husband does not exist. Looks like coming home late.

"The seven children of the Mother are beautiful …." Ma'am Maura immediately grabbed Laura from my sling and kissed her many times. Possibly anxious. And I understand this feeling. I have children and that feeling of longing is always there. Let alone all day, one hour just feels missed hard. Salute to working mothers who are required to be away from children but they survive.

"I'm saying yes, Mom. And Laura had eaten a snack" I said.

"Yes. Uh, where's Adel?"

I spontaneously looked back and was shocked when I didn't see Adel. Where the hell is he? Could it be inside?

"Inside maybe" said Maura.

I followed him inside and was shocked when I saw Adel playing with Raka. They both look joking. Adel laughed near him.

I was stunned for a moment. Confused not knowing how. Adel is not very fond of strangers. But look, he's so comfortable near Raka. Raka also makes me not believe, he looks flexible playing the same adel. Could it be because he also has a sister?

Hmm .. somehow.

I approached Adel, then waved my hand. "Go home, yuk!" take me.

Adel stood up and grabbed my hand. I paid my respects to Maura and slightly carved a smile onto Raka.

"Buk, Om Raka said he wanted to be a grandpa dad."

I was stunned to spontaneously stop, then look at Adel's plain face. We just got out of Ma'am's house.

"Yes." Yeah."

I was silent about not knowing what to say. But because Adel's eyes are still staring, I also squat neatly her hair a little messy.

"Om Raka was just kidding," I obviously looked back and was really shocked when I saw Raka standing next to our eyes.

Swear, weird. How is it clear. Raka's look was strange. I got scared.

***

I'm face to face Adel. He is currently sleeping on the side. Peace, beautiful. I'm glad to see it like this. It's just that when I saw him I remembered Bang Darwis. People who are so sick do not think. I can't deny I'm sick. Stuffy. Sultry.

Huf!

I looked back at the rented ceiling. The mind drifts into the past.

Semrawuts. At the same time I was thinking about the future. Dizzying what steps I should take in the future. It can't be this constantly either. I'm just troubling Aldi. 

And also, Adel needs school. It's been five years now. Not long after she had to go to Kindergarten. As for me, the divorce certificate just doesn't have it yet.

By the way, Aldi, I really can't speak. In too good. Different much the same Bang Darwis. He was considerate to Adel and looked sincere. The figure of the father of attention precisely Adel can from his om.

Kuraih hp who was under the pillow and was shocked because at the same time there was an incoming message. Message from Aldi. I opened it.

[What is it now?] tanyakanya.

I typed back. [Rest]

[Can be Fotoin Adel. I want to see. Missed him]

I followed what he asked. I sent you a photo of Adel being closed. It might have been like this. Almost every night Aldi asked for a photo of Adel to show to Mom. Sometimes he asks for a video when Adel plays.

[Ibu kangen said.] reply Aldi.

Heart melos. Gak. Mother was close to Adel and because of me they separated. Not really, but how, we can't be together. Approaching them again, that means I will meet Bang Darwis again.

No, I don't want to. The plan is that you will go home to Kalimantan when the divorce deed has been held.

[Tell my mother I'm sorry] I reply.

Go back to Aldi's message. [It's not your fault. This is his destiny]

My tears have come down. Grief, pain. Even though it has been a long time, the wound is still felt. I'm still hurt by Bang Darwis's behavior. He's betrayed.

Re-entering a message from Aldi.

[He's saying he's staying at your house tomorrow, no]

[Of course you can. Come, Adel would be happy.]

I took off my HP and went back to Adel. She's asleep.

"Assynnya!"

I flinched spontaneously sitting when people faintly heard greeting while knocking on the door.

"Assynnya!"

I answered with a gasp. Then, get off the bed and get out. Kiraku said hello to the guests next door. Knows guests. The silhouette is visible from the window.

But, who? For five months, I never had a guest besides Aldi.

Kusibak window curtains and frozen some jokes. The reason that knocked and said the greeting was Raka. But, why is he here this late? It's ten o'clock, you know.