Help Me Get Divorced
Ngaku.

Bandanku. Pain is not playing because it hit the wall. My head is also clingy. It feels amazing.

I saw again Bang Darwis. He's closing in fast. After that my body was pulled again, dragged, rejected again until it fell. Sore palms, injured knees.

Be ill. Now it's not just my heart that's hurting, it's physical as well.

Oh Allah ... What kind of creature has been my husband all this time.

My eyes are heating up looking at him who is violent.

"Gone again!" decreed

"Certify me!"

Brakhs!

My body was thrown back. I fell to the foot of the sofa, after which he approached and pulled my chin. We're having a look.

"You will never divorce me. Never will!" his anger was full of emphasis and affirmation.

"Then tell me who that woman is!" I screamed not to accept. "Who is that woman!"

Plaque!

Hot cheeks along with choked breath.

He slapped me? O Allah.

If you don't want to split up, shouldn't you say who that woman is? This is even hand-playing. What a bad man this is. Why is the change so far away?

Before, he was understanding. Merciful. But look at it now. He looks more like an animal than a human.

Tears are shed again. I swear to God, I hate this guy for whatever. I hate!

Hijabku. He forced to look at her. "Never divorce me!"

"How could you do this to me. What's my cage? What wrong? Until your heart is like this. Didn't you think about Adel? Our household."

He was silent, his breathing sounding irregular. Yeah, I'm sure he's upset. But I also have the right to be angry.

"Take care of me, Darwis. What did you love me so much that you dared to cheat? What's?"

Again, I was slapped. Head until severe twitching. The view also began to blur because it blends with tears.

My chin is back in the grip. Be ill. Grumpily. I think something is broken. Just, want to complain it does not feel right.

"I'm not cheating, Nabila," he said in a stifled tone.

"Lied!"

"I'm not stupid. I'm not cheating. What's cheating for?"

"Then why would anyone give your name that."

"That's …." His license was hanging, he also looked nervous. A chance to get away. I took her hand off her chin and looked at her.

He looks agitated. Yeah, he's agitated. That strange feeling is proof that he is lying. This man is full of lies.

"Why? Don't want to know who he is. Afraid I'm gonna attack and make a calculation?" my many. He stared hard.

"That's it. I'm tired. I'm tired of living a life of destitution. I'm tired of worrying about you but being betrayed. I'm tired!" I pushed him backwards. I used that opportunity to stand up.

"What sacrifice am I lacking? I'm all the way from Borneo flying here for you. I usually live comfortably with parents willing to come here for the sake of same household as you. Years of living with you in the sniffling. I never complained even though I ate potluck. I also never complained when your mother fell down and blew me up when Adel was sick or something. I always accept it because I am devoted to you. Butwhat? What is this, how could you cheat."

She's quiet. But I know he's still growling. His hands clenched at the side of his pants.

"So what did you say? Not cheated? Then give me your savings book. I'm gonna take it to the bank and see where your money's going."

He's still quiet. But there is a change now. The face that once looked ferocious now looked bumpy. She's nervous. What exactly is he hiding?

"Love me!" yell again.

My body was pushed rough until it hit the wall. I saw him open the door. Gonna go.

But it can't. He can't leave before the explanation. I don't want to be cheated.

"Where are you going?" interceptu. But this body was pushed back and damn it on the door I saw Aldi. He looked at us.

"Bang Darwis, are you cheating?" ask Aldi. He held my husband's arm. But brushed.

"It's none of your business!" bang Darwis Reply.

Aldi looked and I spontaneously threw my face away. I don't know why there's such shame when brother-in-law sees me being such a mess. All this time I was always covering up, always acting like I was happy and the household was fine. The reason for that was because she did not want her mother-in-law to interfere. If he finds out, I'll be the one to blame.

Tears and tears I wiped them. I cannot be weak. Can't do. Now I look like my husband. I will not waste these tears. I have suffered enough. Thats enough. I'll end it.

"Bang, are you cheating?" ask Aldi again.

"It's none of your business, Aldi. Go home!" bang Darwis Sentak.

I swear, my chest is back. Aldi who yelled at me who was angry. My husband is somehow made of what his heart is made of. Just like my own sister like this.

Bang Darwis pushed Aldi to his knees, then just left us. Me and Aldi who stayed together had a look for a few seconds.

I'm shaking. How can I answer fine when my heart is really broken because of my husband. My loyalty, the sacrifice of even the youth I sacrificed ended in betrayal. Then, how can I be okay?

No, I'm not okay. If I could I want to go berserk. Beat up the bad guy. Until he cheated.

"Sir Nabila?"

I wiped away the tears and touched Aldi. He looks worried.

"We're going to the hospital?"

I shook my head, then wiped away the tears that kept coming down. Don't know how to stop it. This water continues to flow.

I took a deep breath.

"Al, please take care of Adel for a while. I don't want Adel to see his mother like this" I said, then closed the door.

"Sister, what exactly is going on?" Aldi knocking. But I'm not ready for the story. Unable.

"Oiya Al, don't tell Ibuk. I beg …."

"All right," said Aldi, then silence.

Behind my door I slumped to the floor. Bend your feet while covering your face with your palms.

Oath, during this household is the worst bickering. The persecution was also more convincing. Usually I just pinched and would leave a blue mark.

Now, all bodies are in pain. There's even blood. The mouth also tastes salty. I'm sure the inside mouth is torn.

Astaghfirullah, what should I do with this household?

Behind the door I looked down. Crying mourning the fate. Is this a retribution for disobedience?

Yeah, I feel bad. For the sake of Dervish, I rejected the soul mate of Mak. For the sake of marrying Bang Darwis I got into a row with the Father because the shipping money is not as you ask. I even sincerely added Bang Darwis money for fear that he was underestimated by the big family because of the small amount of money.

But what is this. My struggle is avenged by treason. Malicious. He's really evil.

Astaghfirullah ….

Mom .. Dad, I want to go home. I can't stand it. I'm sorry. Help When, Mom, Sir.

Suddenly the door was knocked. Of course I was pounding and rushing to wipe away tears.

"Sister, this is Aldi. Open the door."

I don't know why I'm glad he came. Not to be surprised if the one who comes is in-laws or neighbors.

I stood up, limped, and opened the door, and Aldi came in. For a few seconds I wave.

"Al?" I wiped the tears. Baffled. Aldi came with something. And after it was removed everything was wound medicine. He set it on the table.

Back my heart is breaking. Sister-in-law is so considerate, different from a careless and stingy husband.

"I treat Kak Bila," he said.

I refused, but was forced to withdraw. I was led to sit on the sofa.

First he covered my wound on the leg, then into the palm of the hand. After that, start treating the face.

I don't know which part was injured. You all feel pain especially in the temple and lips.

"Aragh!" I spontaneously moaned as cotton mixed with red medicine hit the lip tip.

"sorry. Hold on, yeah." He started to blow the wound on the lips. Then the temple also blown him times, after which we cried out to look.

At this time I remember the same Bang Darwis. Spontaneous tears just dripping. Look at Aldi I remember Bang Darwis. I told you, their faces look alike. So when I saw Aldi, I remembered the incident just now.

"Bang Darwis is cheating?" tanyakanya.

I don't know because he didn't tell me. But, from the way it is suspicious.

"He's got a mistress, Al," I explained slowly. This tight chest to the point of saying it's hard.

"His path. Does he want to make mistakes like you?" he nodded with a stifled tone

Yeah, I know this story. My father-in-law cheated on me when his children were young. Married to siri. I don't know how I finally got back.

"Can't, Bang Darwis should be warned. He can't do this as a wife's child" Aldi continued, which caused tremendous pain.

I wiped the tears and shook my head.

"Thank you for caring" I said.

"I should care. He's not sane anymore. He's crazy."

"Al, I'd like to ask you a favor."

"Yes, what say."

"Help me to get a divorce."

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