Help Me Get Divorced
The hidden reality.

The next morning, after morning prayers I saw money shopping at the table. Fifty thousand lay there. My husband went out of nowhere. When I prayed just sounded like she was taking a shower. After that prayer, no one. Just left money to shop at the table.

Near the table tears were shed again. I hold the money tight. If you do not know the belangnya, maybe I will smile happily given this money. With this money I can cook a good side dish, then buy Adel snacks. The rest can be stored five thousand items for impromptu needs.

But, after remembering that the shopping money was shared with a woman named May, my heart ached. Immeasurably. Like slashed. Very well, I swear.

Fuck people to tell me what I am, selfish or weak. Whatever. I am actually selfish. Let alone love, money shopping divided I do not rido. The result is I can only cry all night.

"Nrt …."

Adel's voice called. I rubbed my cheek and saw him approaching. My son slid his head into my stomach which was still wrapped in mucus.

"Dedek is hungry" his chatter made me grimace. I wiped the tears again.

"We eat fried rice with eggs first, yes. Later new to the market to buy vegetables with chicken," I said softly.

Adel nodded and followed me to the kitchen. He sat and watched me make breakfast. Me, I don't stop wiping away tears. Still ranting about the harsh treatment of Bang Dervish yesterday and his speech to May that.

And now, he doesn't exist. He left without explaining. So much for him. Two years close and five years of building a household did not make him want to explain.

God, I really can't. Unable!

Finished cooking me and Adel had breakfast together, without Bang Darwis of course. Usually, he took a seat drinking coffee while accompanying Adel to eat.ya although hp never separated from his grasp.

"Oh, what father?" ask Adel. My boy dyed. Maybe I just realized that there's no father here.

"Dad's gone down to work" I replied, scooping the fried rice and feeding it to him. He was grumbling and then chewing again.

Adel suddenly stopped and saw me clingy. After that, stand up and sit on your lap. He rubbed my cheek.

"Hubby cry?" tanyakanya.

The test! Tears dripped without my permission and Adel wiped them away.

"Don't cry, Mom. Adel is not naughty," he continued.

I wiped my cheek and hugged Adel. I hugged tightly. Unable to speak. After the tone calmed down, take off the hug and bribe him again.

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After breakfast I took Adel to the market. The market and the house are not too far away. It only takes ten minutes to walk. I walk because there is only one motorbike. It was also used by Bang Darwis to work.

Ah, remember that guy my heart hurts again. Because of him I had to cover my face with a mask.

As usual, after a few houses and cooking, I took Adel to rest, lying down. Maybe because I didn't sleep all night, sleeping my son Bablas until half-four. I saw Adel playing with a doll next to me.

"Have you been awake for a long time?" my many.

The boy nodded his head.

"Laper isn't?"

He shook his head and went back to playing.

"It's hard to pray?"

"Yes." Yeah."

However, just getting off the bed suddenly my phone on the table shook. It was a message from Aldi.

Gurgling my heart. I don't know why the feeling is bad. Did he get evidence of Bang Darwis' affair?

If yes, what should I do?

I saw Adel. He's still playing. When I saw it suddenly I became worried, thinking, whether this child would be sad if separated from his father.

But, the doubt I tepis, I throw away. Tight is round. Anyway I'd like to ask for a divorce if she's really having an affair.

I went out leaving Adel in the room, then sat in the living room. In the living room I stared at the late hp while arranging my heart. I even breathed a few times rough. Hope relieved. The need is still heavy.

Bismillah! I slide the screen and put on a photo of Bang Darwis. The photo that made me grimace in pain. I sat down and looked at the photo Aldi sent.

Pain, pain, anger all lumped into one to the point of not knowing what to bring out first. I'm disappointed in him.

In the photo, Bang Darwis is holding a little boy while bribing him. The boy I thought was just a year old. In the photo, Bang Darwis smiles happily. Next to him was a woman bribing food. From this photo they seem to be having breakfast in one of the stalls. They are like a happy family.

In the message from Aldi, the message I'm guessing is the address of the woman.

[This is the address. You can go to that girl. Do what you want. Then this photo, whatever you want. With this evidence, you can get support from your mother.]

I kept my mouth shut so this cry wouldn't break. Oh, my God, this sick. I'm agony. Sacrifice and everything I love is not appreciated at all.he cheated on me and even had a child.

There was a motor outside. Familiar motor.yes, that's my husband's motor.

Now what am I supposed to do? Did she ask him or complain to his mother?