Help Me Get Divorced
Uncomfortable.

Raka smiled as we looked at each other, then raised the hand that was holding the black crackle. As if to say that he came here specifically to give that. If this is not possible to ignore.

Although I was a bit forced to open the door and a bit in disbelief when he gave away the crackle that I don't know what it was.

"No bother?" tanyakanya.

I'm impulsive. "No. Den Raka why are you here? And this …."

"Ah, this ... this is from Mother. Mother asked me to hand over this," he said.

Ma'am Maura love this? Butwhy? Usually never either. That means never until nganterin here at the time already malem like this.

"It's martabak" he continued.

Especially martabak. Usually he always put aside and put the refrigerator so that Adel and I can eat it tomorrow morning. But now ….

Is it possible because there's Raka that she's like this? No one had previously driven.

Yeah, I guess I did.

Never mind, I won't think negatively. The good intentions of others are not good to reject.

"Mr?"

I jerked.

"Next time don't call Den. Call me name aja. Taka."

"Call names? Duh, how ya."

"Yes, name aja. We're three years apart."

Want to not want me to nod as well and be a bit surprised as he came forward and handed over the crackle.

"Wouldn't you?" continued.

I shook my head slowly and then slightly carved a smile. Not meant to flirt, yeah, no. It's just an attempt to thank you.

"Thank you," I replied.

Although uncomfortable I took also the crackle that he loved and rather uncomfortable when he looked at the chest. Whether my feelings or how, I feel this Raka is not real. His smile was visible. So scared.

"Den?"

"Ah, yes?"

He seems to have daydreamed. Bizarrely.

"Why, Mommy?"

Why askanya? I should've asked him why he didn't go back and forth. It's late at night and I don't intend to look for other rented mothers. It's nothing, I just don't want anyone to say I brought a man in. Not to be labeled as an itchy widow.

"I'm sorry I couldn't come in. Already malem. Adel was sleeping too" I said a little. I hope he is not offended.

"Ah, yes." He scratched his head, then returned a smile. "I went home, yeah, Mom. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalight."

After he left I went in, locked the door and entered the room. I also lock the room.

***

"Sorry, yes, Nabila. I don't think I can go home either" Ms. Maura replied when I got a half-day work permit. His intention was to enter the divorce papers, so ask to be understood, so. It is a half day off. But, Ma'am Maura couldn't.

"When you, why? Are you angry with me?"

I who was silent impulsively shook my head, dismissed his guesses even though I was actually sad, but want to, I also can't do anything. Maura worked until afternoon. Full. Only Saturday Sunday is a holiday. The court office is also on holiday that day.

"No, really, Mom. I'm not angry. I understand," I replied.

This is what I can do besides nod obediently.

"Well, I've got Laura, yeah," she continued, kissed Laura on the cheek, then left with her husband. Now it's me, Adel, and Laura.

Errata, Raka. There's Raka here. He was playing HP in the front garden pendopo. We had passed by earlier.

Although uncomfortable with him, I still do the job. Fortunately, we did not interact much. He was just his alakadarnya, passed by him a few times. And I'm grateful for this.

As usual, Ma'am Maura will come home and be greeted by Laura with a happy chatter. Maura is like that too. He hugged Laura tightly and kissed her many times. Adel who saw that also began to hug my waist. Signs he also wants to hug and kiss.

"You're sour, go home, yuk!" I asked after kissing her. He nodded and smiled, holding my hand tightly.

"We're saying goodbye, are we, Mom?" I said. Maura's mother also agreed.

"Yet. I have money dak? Dedek wants ice cream" Adel said. I reply with a nod and a smile.

"Buy at the minimarket in front, will you?" askaku.

Adel smiled a sigh, then tightened the handle. We both headed for the front minimarket.

Now I have money, just ice cream I can buy. There is no drama. I work for the child, to eat the child, some parts will be saved.

As long as the child asks I can love him, I will love him. Without exception. I will pay back the mistake of the first time, because thinking Bang Dervish I until the mother maksa child this small to nahan desire snack ice cream.

However, only halfway there was suddenly someone calling. Of course I turned my head and was a bit surprised to see Raka approaching. He ran. I was silent. Confused about what to do. He still loved his eyes last night.

"Why, Den?" my many.

"Well, how is Aden again?"

I can only swallow, then say sorry to him.

"No promise tonight?" tanyanya while accompanying the steps.

"Do you have any promises with people?" reworked.

A promise?

Actually there's no. Only mother-in-law and Aldi will come. Aldi said it might be a little night. That's because it outwits Bang Darwis. Aldi says Bang Darwis keeps coming after me with Adel.

So, rather than being discovered, Aldi also planned to come rather late. Let's not recokin Bang Darwis.

"Mr?"

I was surprised. " Why?

"There's a plan? I'd like to take Adel down the road. We're having dinner outside" he explained.

I swear, I'm confused. Confused to find a reason to reject him.

"Bak daydream again?"

I refused with a slug. " No really. Just ... I don't think I can. Adel is usually fussy at night. Difficult to get out. His sleeping hours are always the same, eight at night has gone to sleep" I explained.

He was silent and looked at Adel.

"If so I say yes. Take a shower, Adel," I said.

I moved without him answering. Hurry away, afraid of being arrested again. I'm really not comfortable with him.

"Look."

I'm down. "Why, Deck?"

"Om Raka says he likes Ibuk."