Help Me Get Divorced
decisional.

I finally agreed with Aldi that we would look for evidence of Bang Darwis' affair. She promised to help me get divorced and get Adel's custody. He also said he would take me safely back to Borneo. He promised that in three days he would be able to get concrete evidence of the affair and its perpetrators.

After thinking about the words of Aldi there is a point. If I report it to the police, I'll just make her parents sad. I also will not be able to go back to Kalimantan because it does not hold money at all. If you ask the family there, the fear even adds to the burden of the mind.

After all let how Bang Darwis the first child of this family. It would break the hearts of his parents when he saw the child who grew up in prison.

Ah, it's me who's too pussy what gob lok I don't understand either. I was hurt but there was still pity. I've been sidelined in-laws but I'm still worried about his health.

Huf!

I caressed Adel's sleeping face. This little elf of mine is so peaceful in sleep. I loved him and could not get his father in jail. I don't know what possessed him to the point that I was so cruel. He's like a man of infidelity.

Remembering the incident this morning, my tears suddenly dropped again. Be ill. Stuffy. I regret marrying her. Tau he is like this at last of course I will according to what the parents said.

However, after I remember Bang Darwis was not gini. She's merciful. That's what makes me crazy love him.

In the past, even though he lived mediocre, he still wanted to hear my complaints, taking turns to look after Adel. The change is significant after two years. Shopping money is always cut. Not to mention that he was indifferent impressed by the same wife's children. I'm sure there's an underlying thing until he turns this way.

I looked at the wall and found that the clock had shown almost eleven o'clock at night. It was late, but he didn't come home yet. More heart pain. Could he have gone to the liar's house?

I removed the tears, then hugged Adel. My son squirms but I hold him. At this moment I just want strength and Adel is able to give it without him knowing.

Ah, imagining Adel would grow up without a father figure makes me go back to the nelangsa. But I promise her love is greater than anything else.

There was a motor in front. Bang Darwis motor sound. I memorized his voice.

Remembering to treat him this morning made me even more upset. I decided to ignore it. Pretend sleep.

The door of the room sounded creaking which meant that he was observing from it. Is he going to hit again just like before? Or ….

Steps sounded and soon the mattress I slept on felt moving. It means he's sitting behind me. Yes, I slept hugging Adel on my back to the door.

"I'm sorry" he said and rubbed my head. A warm kiss is also felt on the head.

Oh my God, why this smile? Why is he changing like this? What was in his head when he committed the violence and infidelity?

Suddenly his phone rang. It sounds clear because between the room and the middle space is only limited to plywood only.

Curious, I rushed out of bed and followed. He's headed for the living room. I'm the curious one peeking out of the sideboard slit. Is suspicious.

"Why else, May?"

May's? Who is May? Maysaroh, Maya, or Maylani?

Oh, my God, Bang. How you betrayed me.

I saw Bang Darwis. He sat on the sofa and pulled his hair. It seems he is angry.

"You just calm down. I'll send you the money again. You are what you are, so extravagant. Nilaiya not that."

My heart is really breaking hearing this. This has proven that the salary money he was given to other women.

"Oh, don't talk much. I'm going to bed. Tomorrow I'll send the money."

I couldn't do it, so I went back to Adel's room. I held Adel tight. Really, I didn't expect to hear this directly. My heart is really broken.

If he loves her, why keep me? Why not divorce me? Where to wear kiss the forehead of all.

Hmh! Hypocritical. Bad men!

I rubbed the head strong. Amused, I am really amused when I imagine his body that once kept other women touching me as well.

My phone on the table shook and I saw a message from Aldi.

[Whatever Bang Darwis mistake I ask you not to make a decision]

All right, I'm not gonna be rash. Aldi's offer is not entirely bad. I just want to split up and go back to the old man's house. Why serve him who is unfaithful.

My chest was pounding again, pounding even faster due to the growl. I'm curious about this May figure. I'll see who that woman is. I'll make them sorry.