Help Me Get Divorced
the unexpected guest

Today was exactly a month Aldi was in a coma. And because that was also the intention of going home I paused. In fact, I ended up looking for a contract near the former-in-law's house and got a job there. Work at the laundry. In addition to Aldi's condition, Adel also did not want to separate from Bang Darwis. Days whining asking to play with Fahri. My head is dizzy because of that.

How not dizzy, think about it, when I want to go my son even more sticky with them. They rarely sleep at home. Adel more often sleeps at the house of former in-laws who make him freely play to the house of Bang Darwis and Maya.

But I thought I'd take the silver. If not, I can't work. Aldi is like this because me and his family are short of money right now. Warung is operating, but different when Aldi is held. Mother-in-law is not very good at handling it. Lots of empty stuff. Bang Darwis, he was also busy because he was threatened to be fired if he made a mistake again.

Today I'm off work and the plan is to go to the house mother give me some salary money and pick up Adel. I want to bring him to Aldi because it is my allotment today. Every afternoon we change to see the situation of Aldi in the hospital.

However, the steps stopped when he saw Irmaya, he was already in front of the contract.

"Sir, can I talk to you for a second?" tanyakanya. Looks kinda clumsy to him.

"Can, sit down first." I let him sit in a plastic chair that was on the rented porch.

But there is something strange, instead of saying he just looked down while taking his own hands.

"May?"

Maya looks up at me.

"By the way," I continued. Honestly, I was wondering what he was going to say. We are not close, there is no reason for him to come here. There must be a strong reason. Hmm, I was curious.

He sighed. Probably nervous. Maybe because of our previous relationship. All this time I never said hello. I always keep my distance from Maya.

Actually not only Maya, but Bang Darwis as well. It's still fresh to remember when my ex-husband said out loud would come back with me and leave Maya.

As a woman I hate Bang Darwis. He has no heart, he has destroyed me, he wants to destroy Maya. The hearts of the children will be broken even more.

Fortunately since we parted, the madness disappeared. Even when I found out I was contracting around his house he never bothered. Pick up Adel. He never was desperate.

"May?" call me again.

"Mbak Nabila still love Bang Darwis?" I asked him what made me unable to speak.

Observe her.

"I've been thinking about this for a long time, Ma'am. And I think I have to hear everything directly from Mbak Nabila. Does Mbak Nabila still want to be his wife Bang Darwis?"

Speechless. I really didn't think he was like this.

"Maya, maybe you misunderstood. I'm with Bang Darwis already …."

"I know you're divorced and it's because of me. And after thinking about it again, I can't force my ego on both of you" he replied, which made me faint.

"What do you mean?" ask again.

"I want to give up, Mom. This marriage. Bang Darwis's. I'm not strong."

I took a deep breath, my head was throbbing listening to this. It's crazy rada. Really. I didn't think he could think like this.

"You jealous? I'm with Bang Darwis already …."

"I'm tired Ma'am" cut it. I can only stand by to see him down.

"That's not gonna change anything, Maya," I'm quick.

He's looking up. "But Bang Darwis …."

"I have no taste. We've been done a long time. My feelings have not been there since he betrayed me" cut me off again.

He's bowing back. "Sorry …."

"The past. I consider it destiny. The bitter destiny that you have to go through yourself" I explained.

I broke the heart of a broken household. But the more here this self can accept the reality. Getting down to the same thing for a long time will only hurt yourself, right? That's not good.

Maya is still down and I think she is currently in the regret phase. But regret is of no use either. Time keeps going.

"Bang Darwis doesn't love me, Ma'am. He was forced to stay because of his parents and my parents" he explained.

"If that's Ma'am no comment. Just Ma'am wants you to remember again, ponder, can't you guys get here for making a mistake?" the ungkitku.

Maya nodded.

"Look, you're not a religious person. But according to Mbak, as long as you can be saved, save Maya. Marriage is no joke. Even if your marriage started as an affair, marriage is still marriage. God hates divorce. Do you want to get angry again?" mylm.

Maya shakes. And I see Maya, it's a lot of change. When I met him his clothes were very open. But now it's different. Her clothes were getting more and more closed. Today I saw her coming with a headscarf on her head.

"Bang Darwis doesn't love me, Ma'am" he explained. Sounded stifling his voice.

"I'm not strong, I don't feel like there's a price" he continued.

"Bak sure there's love. Bang Darwis is not the type of person who is easy to do good with people if he does not care. He even defends your affair and introduces you to the family, which means he has a taste."

"But we rarely communicate, and what makes me sick is, several times he brought up and compared me to Nabila" he said.

"That's not something you should think about. That's no reason for you to sulk. Quite the contrary, you have to prove that you are better than Mbak."

Maya looks up. "Mbak Nabila …."

"Now Ma'am nanya, do you love Bang Darwis?" tanyaku seriously.

He nodded

"If it is to defend, try to approach him again, seize his heart, remove Mbak from his mind. I don't think he's indifferent to you because he's not in love, he's just busy. You know the responsibility as the head of the family is heavy and it's his own. You shouldn't be doing this with him," I said at length.

I saw Maya sweeping her cheeks, her tears dripping down her thigh covered in a robe.

"Maya, we've all made mistakes. We are all obliged to repent and do our best. Do not give up easily, Mbak sure your meeting with Mas Bang Darwis was fate."

"Mbak Nabila …."

I held her hand, held her tight. "Mbak has no intention to go back to Bang Darwis. You fit in and Ma'am prays for your happiness" I explained again, then hugged her. He's a little bit on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry Ma'am sorry …."