HIGH SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP-SHIT!
The surprise! 56

I wish everything that happened last night was a dream. The heartache I felt only occurred in the delusional realm that I could deal with well. When my eyes opened, the pain came back.

My tears streamed past my nose bone, just coming out, probably draining the rest of my tears last night. Dizziness, and I could feel the weight of my eyelids that turned out to be swollen.

Ah, last night there was Arsya here. He hugged me and said he wasn't going anywhere. But, where is he now? Is that a dream?

I glanced at my window. Tightly sealed. Ah. it was a dream.

I thought so, until I turned around and found Arsya closing her eyes beside me.

Not dreams...

Arsya fell asleep with her arms crossed in her chest. Is he sound?

I suddenly remembered a short conversation last night. Arsya lay down next to me, facing me with her hand which she made a pillow.

"Don't be sad anymore." He said while wiping the remaining water on my cheek. "The anima I know is strong and doesn't like to think about problems."

I looked into his eyes, the first time Arsya and I had a serious and deep conversation like this. While lying down anyway.

"There was a girl who once said gini to me. 'when you fall, stand on your own feet. Crying will not solve the problem. Because you know, no one will help you when you are sad. And when you realize that you'll stop being sad."

Arsya stroked my cheek gently, then she continued. "When someone asks, 'are you in pain?' injuries that should not hurt, so it hurts. When someone asks you to cry, you even want to cry. So, to be strong you just need to avoid all (questions) that."

My tears are back. That's what I said, when I missed the two parents who never visited me when I opened in the hospital a few years ago.

My goal is to say it just to strengthen myself. Because I feel, I cannot continue to be sad. But what was Arsya's answer at that time?

"The question is also a form of attention and affection, and all humans need it. You also need, do not be wise. I think you are really strong. Everywhere is still asking for my anterin." The answer is relaxing while playing the game on his phone. And I fell silent because of that telling.

Now all Arsya's words I think are true. All this time I felt strong even without the love of my parents. But lately I realized, I'm not as strong as I thought.

Arsya is with other people I am jealous. Seeing my mom have a new family and another daughter, I was jealous.

I'm not that strong...

I looked back at Arsya as she wiped away my tears again.

"So far you've been a strong girl. You can prove it to me if you can stand alone." Speak softly.

"Gue wants you to stick with your old character. Forgetting the sadness lodged in your mind. Back to being a cheerful Ariva like yesterday. Sadness will not make you fall. Right, right?"

But this time it's different, yes. My feeling of tiredness was hit by a lot of trouble. And the peak is the speech of my mother that makes me unable to do anything again.

"Udah, yes. Tonight's enough, you have to sleep. It's 1 o'clock."

"But, Yes. Mama-"

"Sst..." Arsya moved closer to me. "One person goes, not the end of everything. There are still many who love you."

Arsya tucked my son's hair behind his ear. "There I am, who loves you the same."

A hidden statement that I might have misinterpreted. Arsyans.. Say, what..?

"Gue love you so much, Ri. I don't like to see you cry rich gini."

My feelings are not okay. My heart trembled at Arsya's statement.

"So, stop being sad because I'm going to continue to be on your side. I promise.." whispered again. Then he kissed my forehead long enough.

Arsya lifted the blanket up to my shoulder

"Good night.." whispered while gently patting my shoulder. For a moment I was calm with all his words. Like hypnotized, I fell asleep until I no longer remember Arsya still beside me. He really did keep me up until morning.

I looked at his sleeping face. I've just been able to enjoy your face, yes. I always miss, actually. Then this scar. The previous lashing done by Juna because of me. Is this sick, Shay?

I touched a bruise on his jawbone last night that made Vita cry. Uh. Arsya, what's your status, anyway.

Males thought that, I also glanced at the clock.just at 4, I inched down from the bed to the kitchen to take ice cubes in the refrigerator, compressing my swollen eyes. I don't want people at school to know that I'm crying. Shame on you, just became an important person last night.

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I left at 5:30 in the morning, and I was the only student in school. I deliberately stayed Arsya in the room because it would be strange to wake up together so.

I covered my head with a hoodie. The plan is, I want to continue sleeping on my bench. But the fact that last night continues to plague my memory. The words of my mother who told me to go to Russia kept buzzing in my ears.

God fucking. Really bothering me.

'Sadness will not make you fall. Right, eh?'

Bener, Yes. I want to start again as Ariva, the daughter of Nugra Tama who was in the spotlight at the business event last night.

I touched the forehead that Arsya kissed last night. My blood rippled thinking about it. Ahhh. What does this kiss mean, Syaa?

I don't know. I don't want to think too much about it. How do you know Arsya only gives this because I look too bad. Not something that means anything, maybe.

Before long, my friends came. They always left the three, sitting facing me in an unusual candy purple hoodie.

"Hm. Because of the same hug you had yesterday, Va, bokap told me to take you to dinner. I refuse it directly. There's a want, that's it." Sahut Karin.

"Ga nangka's. You still want to be friends with us, don't you, Va." Hajoon.

"Nega need to be more. I just wanted to show it to Vita Doang."

"It's a really good idea, Bo. I was so surprised to see you."

"Now they will no longer dare to bully you, Va."

I let out a sigh of relief. I don't think it's necessarily. Doesn't Vita have a high enough prestige? So my subordinate, where does he want.

And I proved it during the break. With a giant step I headed towards the cafeteria accompanied by a look of eyes that turned into a shock. Whispers were also heard, talking about who I really was.

I stopped when I was about to turn into the intersection of the hallway. I saw Brother Juna also stop when I saw me walking towards him. His face still looked bruised with a sad look.

"Va.."

Ergh..

I turned around, looking for another way to the cafeteria. Reluctant to listen again to all the ramblings of Juna. He didn't chase me, because he remembered what I said to him last night.

I thought my path would be safer, in fact I met Salma with her guilty face.

"Va."

Argh. I told you, I don't want to talk to her again. I turned around, but Salma quickly chased after me.

"Va, please with me, Va." He asked me while pulling the hand I had hidden in Hoodie's pocket.

"Gue's sorry, Va. I have hurt you."

Well, to be honest it's not so bad, Salma asked Juna to get me to be happy. That's also if Juna is good and really love me. The thing is, Salma's behavior became a joke Hani who made me look miserable, and Juna's treatment was also extraordinary, cheating on me 2 times.

"Lo ga bales my chat, don't pick up my phone, make me keep feeling sad and sad, Va. I know I'm bad when you're really good to me."

"Yes, it is. I'm sorry you." My heart is fast, I want everything resolved.

Salma had not smiled completely. His face looks wrinkled.

"Gue will do whatever you really sorry I am, Va."

"Please keep my distance. That's it."

"W-what..."

I walked again, leaving Salma speechless.

I immediately thought of my mother who asked me to stay away from her life. Ukh..

I was just following Arsya's steps. Disconnecting with people who are a burden and have no influence in our lives.

Heh. Oh, my gosh, really. Just wanted to eat food, Vita has stopped in front of me like this. What do you want, anyway. Not to get away even abstain.

"Gue knows your secret."

My eyeballs rolled, I guess.

I sat down on the canteen table, while Vita looked at me cynically and her hands were crossed over her chest.

"Before you continue, I just want to say, you have to be careful with your words." Threatened him.

"Gue ain't afraid of any threat from you." He took a step forward, with a soft voice he said. "Disposed child and not considered rich lo, do you have the guts to masturbate others?" Her smile expands. "Gue also looked at how you fell last night."

Keep the expression, Ariva. You should have thought about this, right?

"Gue will spread this news to reporters. And you know, your bokap lo image will be destroyed!"

My eyebrows fused together, can't believe seeing Grandma drop by this there's no fear of my threats.

I came down from the table, challenged him with eyes that did not look the least bit daunted. "Lo still have the guts to turn me on." I close myself and look at him without a blink.

"I told you, I'm NOT AFRAID!" Press Vita with widened eyes.

My emotions are not stable, my feelings are not good. But this kid threatened me.

"Prepare to kneel."

After saying that, I took out the phone from the hoodie pocket and stuck it in the ear.

"Cancel cooperation with Adisuryo company now." I stepped away leaving Vita gaping wide.

Hh. He thinks I'm kidding about the threat? I told you, I'm not going to mess around anymore.