HIGH SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP-SHIT!
Ungkapin Feelings 63

After considering, I finally decided to activate the phone with a new card, then connect the connection to the internet.

I put down the phone, I'm sure there will be many notifications coming in. And right, my phone keeps vibrating indicating a lot of notifications that I have to open.

After it subsided, I grabbed my phone and saw so many calls and chats from friends, as well as Arsya.

My thumb was ready to press Arsya's name to see what she sent me. But I did and prefer to open Karin's chat.

[Va, have you been there?]

[Va, how are you? How to get active🥲]

[Ariva, I miss. Kai and Hajoon too. We are so sad there is no lo. Especially Kai. Suddenly much silence because the stool is empty.]

[Va, you're busy, huh? Not yet in school, right? Not good there?]

[Va, news for you. Do you know what caused Hani to be expelled from school? It turns out Arsya made him out. Arsya sent the cctv footage when Hani ngunci lo in the bathroom and nyiram you use the dirty water. Not only that, Hani is also the one who nempel lo photo in Mading pas lo diceburin in the pool, also when you hug the same bokap lo. Everything's done, Va. But you're gone.].

[Va, new news again. The photo of Vita and Arsya is Hani. Trus Vita ngaku if he was just joking, but instead caught aloof Arsya and this case was brought into the police domain until it was revealed everything. Arsya himself again cracked the backbone, so it is not the schools. Lo know? I think it does, because he covered it up. Not long, Vita ngundurin himself from school and moved with his mother. Btw mama her papa divorced, I'm sad, anyway. But all because of Vita herself. Bokapnya in fact Vita about the cooperation.]

I sat in bed after reading all of Karin's messages. I hold my phone firmly. I don't know much about Arsya. I didn't know he was fractured, I didn't know he was dealing with me being doused in water that I had forgotten about.

Arsha... This treatment of yours makes me feel guilty. I thought you were cut out for me. I don't think you care.

I glanced at the papers papa had given me. Looks like I should say something to you, yes.

I glanced at the clock. At 9 p.m. Means it's there at about 5 p.m.

I walked over here. Should I call? Then what am I supposed to say? Thanks anyway?

I touched my roaring chest. During this time I didn't calm down because of how I felt about Arsya.

I looked at the phone that showed Arsya's number on the screen. I've been far away, separated the country, and I don't know when to return. Just as Kai expressed his feelings for me for not wanting to regret having covered up the feelings, I would also do the same.

I opened Arsya's chat and I read it slowly.

[Ri, where are you?]

[Ri pick up my phone. Mama said you left? You don't tell me?]

[Ri, where are you? I'm at the airport. I want to see you make the last one]

[OKAY. No matter what if you want to go. I try to understand the position you want to deket same bokap lo. But at least I'm ri. I know I've been wrong to you a lot. I hope you apologize for me.]

[Ri why did you shut down access to me? Please bales ri.]

[Bri. I have to do something to make you sorry.]

My tears are falling. Arsya.. to the airport yesterday?

I wiped the tears and quickly called her.

What have I been doing all this time? So careless. I want my own feelings but I don't think about Arsya.

Ah, goddamn. My tears didn't stop netes and Arsya won't pick up my phone.

Again, I called him. This time he picked it up.

A few moments quiet. I didn't dare speak, and there Arsya was silent.

'You don't matter I close-'

"Yes.."

She's quiet. I close my lips when my voice shakes.

'Daddy..'

I'm glad to hear his voice. I miss you, Shay.

'I-this is really lo, Ri?'

I nodded as if Arsya could see me.

I heard a breath from there. I knew he was relieved that I finally contacted him. I think Arsya will forget because there is Vita. I can't believe he called Papa's office to get my new number.

'Why don't you tell me you want to go, hm? I get angry when I leave. I'm the same Vita has nothing to do with it. I told you how many times. He also fucked me, I know he sent it to Elo. I don't care, but I have a lot to tell my mom. I know I was wrong, Ri. I-I'm'

"Yes." I stopped the word that wanted to come out of his mouth. I already know. I know, Yes.

"Can it beat me? Don't cut anything I say. Let me talk until I'm done."

I took a slow breath, then closed my eyes. I begged my heart to work well together, and not to beat as if it wanted to escape my chest.

Silent. I could feel Arsya being surprised there.

"Gue doesn't know why it's so rich. I don't like seeing other women. I don't like girls coming into your room besides me. What else to sleep there.." my voice was raucous, sobbing, and repeatedly shedding tears.

'Ri-'

"Stop, Yes. I'm done." I said again. Then I continued. "To be honest, I didn't leave because I was. Not because of your mistake. Not because of you, but because of me." I sobbed and wiped away the tears that had fallen again. "Gue ain't strong lo see, Sya. Frankly I lost the same feeling I had to you. I´m... I made the mistake of feeling for my best friend. I can't do this, Shay. I'm not calm because of my own feelings."

"Rl.."

"Yes. Please, hiks." I dare not hear Arsya's words. I knew he would be more logical to respond to me. But I just don't want to be disappointed. I don't want to be sad about Arsya.

"Gue's fine here, you don't have to worry. Sorry because I did not make a promise to lo because I could not long face you. You're fine, yes. I'll call you later if I'm ready. I'm sorry, Yes."

'ARI!'

I disconnected the call and deactivated the phone.

Weak-headed. Idiotically. Cowardly. That's my. I know Arsya is upset because I like this. But this is at least better. I feel more relieved because Arsya knows how I feel. Although there is a small speck of hope that Arsya also has feelings for me...

...**...

...The PoV Arsya Alexander Loui...

[Book Store, 17.03WIB]

"Damn. Deadened!" I looked at the phone in annoyance. Then ignore it and look back at the ranks of best seller novels on the shelf. I take two as consideration.

"Who?" Ask Danu. Come closer with some comics.

"Ngga knows. Asked by diem." My answer.

"Fans lo a lot, anyway." The drill.

"Udah? Very long." Babe Zaki is also the one who just came closer. He scratched his head because he didn't like bookstores. For him, 5 minutes was like hours.

Zaki watched me pick and weigh the two novels in hand.

"Buy two-two. Must like him, huh." Zaki said without asking for advice.

"Yes. Buying two is not expensive for you." Connect Danu. "Lagian lo diligently buy Ari novel. I suspect you have nothing."

Ignored him. This isn't the first time Zaki or Danu are suspicious. Well, it's my friendship and Ariva's rich gini. People must have been wrong.

"OKay I buy two-two." I answered while walking towards the cashier.

After arriving at the room, I put the bag on the bed and went straight to the window.

"R."

"Yes?" He who had been squatting on the bed came closer to the window.

"More." I handed him two novels I had bought for him.

"Wess. Szogi." He smiled until his eyes were perfectly closed. "I'll change the money."

"Ga needs. I don't need your money." I said as I reached for the phone in my pocket. A new message from the number that called me at the bookstore. Who'sisthis?

"Lo tuh, who's arrogant descendant, anyway? Mom and dad are not rich!" Ari's grumbling.

Drrt.

[Hi. Arsya, huh? This is Vita cheers. Sorry for calling but dare not say. Hehe. Greetings know😉]

Oohs. Vita who became the target of many people, yes.

"Yeah! Do I not listen, ehhh?"

"Yes, yeah. Denger. You take a shower!"

"Heyy, I took a shower, yeah! Eloo..!"

I was too focused on the HP screen until Ari ignored it. There was a snort from across the window. Snatch him, tuh. Let it be, at the very least baek himself trus minjem my book again.

Vitas. How can you connect?

Hehe. Arsya Charm.

I threw my phone on the bed. Let it go first. Reply later. I'm going to take a shower, yuhuu~