
I ran outside when Papa just parked the car. I heard Papa calling me. But I ignored it, I didn't want to be late.
I ran and went inside. I read the departure board, confirm whether Ari flight has taken off or not.
Ah, five minutes to go. I ran again, but at that time, I met three friends Ari who had seen his stool empty while in class. Apparently, they're here and know Ari's leaving.
At that time I felt small. I'm his best friend, but I don't know.
"Archina.."
I approached. "Ari's gone? Where's she?" I asked in a hurry. But they seemed silent in confusion. Even watching my sore arm.
"He's..." Karin, as she stuttered, pointed towards her back.
At that moment, I stared at the second floor. Damn, I can't go in anymore. There's a guard down the stairs.
"ARRICE!"
I screamed upwards. At that time, many people noticed me with strange.
I opened the phone and called Ari. Unfortunately, the number is inactive. The message I sent also did not arrive. A few minutes of waiting with a gaze that continued upwards hoping for Ari to appear, but nothing happened. Ari.
Heh. Be late. I'm late.
"Arsyas." Papa came, embracing me who was still silently staring up. I hope Ari comes from there. "Come, we're home."
I let go of the hand that touched my shoulder. I stepped away. Feels disappointed. Why wasn't I told in the first place, but I'm sure papa knew before we left for school.
In the car, I was silent. Sad, upset, disappointed, angry, I don't know.
I went into the house and went straight up to my room as my mother greeted me in front. Much the same. Everyone covered it up from me. They knew I was the closest person to Ari. But I also know nothing.
I locked the room door. Then open the window and enter Ari's room. I stared at many empty places.
The study table, no more books scattered on it. The table was empty, as was Ari's closet which was usually full of photos. There's nothing more there. His favorite pillow, and some dolls are missing.
Uh. I sat on the edge of the bed. The place where Ari and I are still sleeping and telling each other stories. Now this room is empty uninhabited. Why is it so fast Ari left without permission. What does he think, he can live quietly by ignoring me like this?
Naw. I'll find a way to get back to him.
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I'm failing.
I can't connect Ari with anything. None of the social media is active. Hp number especially. Because of Ari, I left my hobby. I'm not in the mood for a game. My work is even reflecting a lot. A lot of suppositions that come to mind, the chances of Ari not going if I do this and that. All I know is that it's pointless.
Ari was quite influential in my days. Because normally, I would sneak in just to watch him sleep. Bother him, buy him this when I'm outside. Being pestered about me putting off eating because of the game. Or busy tapping the window just to borrow a notebook.
It's all gone. Days like that no longer exist. And I miss him.
"Hoi." Zaki and Danu sat on my left and right.
"Gue denger Ari moved in."
"No, he didn't say we were."
Let alone the two. I'm the room five jengkal just don't know.
Zaki watched me silently turn the phone with his left hand. It seems he knows how I feel.
"Gue expected, anyway. But what do you want, his son's gone."
"Emang lo can't go there, Sya. I think if you go to Russia, you can do it." Danu said.
I let out a breath. Where it may be approved. Especially never been there before.
"What about the Vita case, huh? Is it kelar?" Ask Zaki.
"Hm." I'm nodding.
"Juna?" Ask Danu.
"On process. I think Juna should go to jail."
"Gee. Destroyed his future."
"Serem also papa lo, Sya. But I'm also horrified. Arga Alexander said he was angry."
"Ga knows. I've never seen an angry look." I answered and they were shocked.
"Masaa??" Ask them both.
"Yes. Let me tell you the most."
"Huh. Which is really lo?"
"Aakhs!" Zaki elbowed my right arm which was still covered in arm sling, until I groaned painfully.
"But, Yes. My aunt said she had been a committee of bokap lo singing event. Trus someone made bokap lo kelin and he was angry about it. Really, said my aunt!" Timpal Danu's.
"Where do I know. To me also if angry most of his face doang bent. But I'm right, kind boy, never make the same problem bokap nyokap."
"Delight. Well done." Zaki was about to vomit hearing that.
"Where's Ariva?"
The next second we were silent to each other when we heard a voice from behind us. The name of Ari.
"Well, that's it."
Zaki looked back, then back to face the front. "Kai and Hajoon." His whisper.
"Why connect?"
"Relgan." Kai's Voice.
"Did you ask for a direct answer?"
A few seconds, Kai answered. "I think it's important that I fill my heart. I said, if I just want him to know how I feel about him all this time. Well, even though he'll call me if he accepts me. But it's been a few days, I've been trying to call, the number's not active."
"Not changed number, times. Just be patient, maybe he'll call you."
"Gue ain't hoping. My goal is Confess to be relieved."
Don't ask me how I feel hearing that. Knowing that someone liked her and waited for an answer from her, made me riled up. I am the one who is stubborn now. What if Ari accepts? What if they're dating?
Uh. God fucking. Why is it this complicated, sigh!!
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That day, I went into papa's room. The first time after so long I never set foot into the private room papa at home. I came in when Papa wasn't around. My goal is Ari.
I'm looking for Tama's data. Who knows I found a number to call and I can ask Ari.
I dare not touch those files. If the arrangement falls apart, papa will be suspicious. I opened my laptop and found a picture of the desktop that made me smile.
Photos of young mom sitting on the beach. I think this picture was taken secretly, and I'm sure I wasn't born at the time.
After searching for a long time, I finally found a file about the cooperation of the company om Tama and the hospital that is well managed.
I recorded the company's email address, secretary number, finances, and everything that was on there. Then I came out after putting things together like they were.
Heh. Can also. I sat down at my study desk, then started taking small notes and pens to strangle Ari's company email.
I didn't find a pen, then pulled a small drawer to pick up a new one. But I found a little black thing that I'm sure isn't mine.
I've seen this. The watch box in Ari's room, which she wanted to give to Juna.
My heart thumped when I found one of Ari's belongings with a drawer. But why is it here.
I opened the box, there was a black watch and a letter.
I gulped, slowly opening the paper that Ari might have accidentally put here.
Ari's handwriting...
Dear Arsya, dear,
Best friend, best listener, best counsellor, patron, and one who understands me best. How are you doing? I hope it's always good.
Funny I asked the news, but I'm sure you will immediately find this letter after I leave.
Heh. It doesn't feel yes, yes. We used to ask each other for help. I am the one who always needs you. Now we can do everything ourselves, each.
Oh yes, I want to say thank you very much for all this time you have taken care of me, although initially for the sake of mother, but I really feel you really do protect and try to exist for me sincerely. I felt that. Thanks a lot, yes. I'll never forget that.
I also want to apologize for my attitude lately. I always avoid. But that doesn't mean I hate. I'm just confused again. But now it's okay, hehe.
One more, Shay. This watch, I bought specially for you. The first time I saw him on steling glass and I immediately remembered you. I thought you would be really cool if you used that watch. That's your birthday gift. Again, I'm so sorry for all the mistake I made. I love you, I hope you're not mad at me because I went quietly.
Sincerely, Ariva.
I quietly mutely permeated all the words Ari wrote here. His writing showed that there was nothing between us. He didn't talk about the night I expressed affection either. Or maybe he thought it was just a word because we grew up together like a sister.
I pu did not find a word that referred Ari to hate or like me. Nonexistent.
Nothing. At least he's not as angry as I thought yesterday.
The watch, yes. The clock I thought Juna made. He bought it specifically for me.
But in this letter, Ari doesn't say when he's coming home, as if he's going to stay there. Ah, Ari. I have to send you an email so that Tama knows that I'm looking for her son that she stole from me.