HIGH SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP-SHIT!
The surprise! 59

Who, yeah..

Heh. The burden of my mind. I think all this time, all the bad things I've been through, Vita's the culprit. But he said, not him.

Argh.. I closed my eyes and leaned on my stool.

Today was a lot of surprises. Moreover, Vita, after apologizing so, he was called the principal to account for what had been spread on social media. Then Arsya, was he called too? What if he gets kicked out of school?

Isk!

By the way, who took their photos? Vita cried because her picture was so spread. I think he did it on purpose.

I pulled out my phone and opened the number of the person who sent me the photo. After I checked, the owner of this number does belong to Vita.

He sent this to me on purpose, wanting to make my heart hot. Well, even if he did make it.

I think there's a lot I don't know the answer to. And all this, it's really exhausting.

"Think what, Bo?"

Kai. He came and put ice chocolate on the table. It was still a break, so the class was also quiet and only filled with a few people. He came alone, and sat on his bench.

"Thanks." -." I said, then sucked the chocolate ice.

Gee. If you are stressed again, it is very suitable to drink ice chocolate. Not bad, can flush the brain that is again kinky hit by problems.

"Where?"

Hngs?

With the straw still on my lips, I turned to Kai.

"Nake?" Ask. Kai's hand was propped up on the table facing me.

"E-good."

"That's good for stress, as easy as it is said Lee S Berk."

"Hjp? Who's that?"

Kai laughed at my question. He then remained silent for a few seconds before asking.

"It's too heavy, huh?"

My eyes widen. Kai knows? What a look, huh?

He sighed, then sat leaning back on the chair while looking ahead.

"Gue noticed you were dreaming a lot. I know at least how you are, your situation."

Not only Adit's brother, Kai also realized that I was contemplating a lot.

"Don't think about it, just take it easy."

"The client, that is. But.." Heh. I breathe again. Where could...

Problem's heavy. It's not just about the family, but also the feelings that come to the wrong person.

"Lo tried. So far I have seen it strong enough. Though you know there are people who want to hurt you. But lo ga nyerah. Lo ga stop and really pinter this situation. Lo's great."

Kai's right thumb shuffled, giving me a smile that he thought was great. I have been complaining and crying a lot.

I feel like my life has never been happy. Until I thought, why are the parents who dumped me his life even happy? What about me?

What a sin I did, until the second year of school made a lot of spots of disappointment that was so felt in my heart.

"You need to talk the same way, deh."

Huh huh?

"Adek. I don't have a bitch."

Kai laughed softly. "There was. The inner child."

I shut up, inner child?

"All the wounds, traumas, whatever was painful in the past, it's not actually gone even though we've tried to bury it deeply. The memory will remain. Despite the magnitude of this." Kai formed his hand as if he was holding a green bean. So tiny.

"Every time we're stressed, there's a problem, that memory will pop up again and make us keep remembering those hard times."

I looked at him inside. Something serious I heard from a Kai. And this conversation amazed me and realized how Kai was a smart kid.

"Lo would like to say hello to Adek lo? The inner child is still well preserved here." Kai patted his chest softly. "Talk a little, so you can be better."

I pondered for a moment. What, you mean Kai? But it sounds interesting.

"Gi-how'd it go?"

Kai grabbed my hands and crossed them like I was hugging myself.

"Okay, now close your eyes."

My eyeballs are rolling right and left. This serious? No more fighting me, right...

"Close-close-close." Kai snapped his finger in front of my face. Until I close my eyes.

A few seconds of silence, I peeked. It turns out Kai did the same. He closed his eyes. Then start the ritual.

"Breath through the nose slowly..."

I do it slowly.

"Get out of the nose slowly..."

Kai said that a few times, until I felt a little calmer.

After that, Kai started again. "For my little self..."

Baritone Kai's voice sounded. I peeked, and she still closed her eyes by hugging herself as I did. Then I closed too.

"Thank you for holding on when you feel that even you won't be able to survive...." Kai said slowly.

I started listening well. Kai's voice comforted me, and the words that came out made me reflect on my hard times.

"You're so great... You don't have to prove a lot, you don't have to do anything because I love you unconditionally. I love your flaws. We grew up together, yuk."

Kai was silent for a few seconds, and all this speech made my chest start to rumble, permeating word for word Kai said.

"We're really great. I am proud of every process we have done. Cool, today you too have done a good thing. Tomorrow we're just gonna do the best thing again, yeah. One more thing, thank you for living and surviving until today..."

"..hug your body tighter, Ariva..."

I'm doing. I hugged myself even stronger until it turned out, my tears were already flooded...

"Tell me in your heart, say thank you to yourself..."

Thanks, Ariva. You're terrific. You're still a dozen years old, but what you've been through is amazing. Hurricanes and storms, nothing. Your heart is strong even though many times betrayed.your feelings do not necessarily fall into a slump when your mother does not admit you. You're great, Ariva. You're terrific...

"Pull your breath and then take it out slowly."

Kai was silent again, while I was already crying.

"Ariva.." he touched my shoulder, then I opened my eyes.

I just said thank you to myself. I admit that I am strong. The little boy who was dumped in the orphanage is now big and able to overcome his own problems. The little boy had grown up and was in a state of shock with many wounds all over his body.

But he stayed and stepped. And I, continue to say thousands of thanks to myself for being such a strong woman so far.

I lowered my head, letting all the flood tears wash over my face.

"Riva! Jesus, Ariva why, Kai??" Karin asked frantically, then pushed Kai aside and he sat down next to me.

"Vaa. who has loo..."

I shook my head as I continued to try to throw away the tears hiding in my face. I want these tears to run out until I forget the last time I cried.

"Kai! What's up?" Karin asked Kai because I was still crying for myself.

"Ngga. Recuperation. Yeah, right?"

I wiped away the tears, then nodded and tried to smile.

"Recovery of what.here I hug." Karin stretched out her arms and hugged me.

I saw Kai smiling at me. Thanks, Kai. This is better.

TB

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