
Ari ain't coming back.
I don't know why that's what I got from this message he wrote. The words of thanks and apologies in one paper are usually intended for separation. What made Ari come to Russia with his papa? Why can't I believe that it was Tama who made Ari change her mind.
It's been 7 days. Ari left without any news. I've sent a lot of messages to Papa Ari's office. To the secretary, even to the general manager of the company. But there was no reply from them until now. It can't be the wrong address, right. I've checked many times, the email address is indeed that one.
Heh. Ari's really driving me crazy. He could have gone this way.
"Pa.."
I sat on the sofa opposite papa who was monitoring the company's progress from his laptop.
"Udah how many times papa said. Papa doesn't have his number." Papa spoke without me asking. It seems like I've already heard what I'm going to ask. That's Ari's number.
I sighed softly. Actually I can't believe papa doesn't have Tama's number. But I'm also sure papa ga might not let me get rich every day.
I also asked for her number to Kak Tari. But he said he only had a temporary number when he was in Indo. The rest is by email. It's the same email I've been sending messages to lately. Heh. Siall!
Brother Adit came in, stood looking at me who was moody in anger.
"Where's mama?" Ask.
"Neither know." Reply lazily.
"Adiits." Mom yelling.
"Yaa bun." Brother Adit immediately stepped towards the sound of mama coming from.
He soon returned with a stack of books in his hand with his mother beside him.
"Thank you, son. If Arsya's hand doesn't hurt, Mommy would have told Arsya and not to repot Adit." Mama said after Adit put all the piles on the table.
"Mother fuck, anyway. Kaya gini doang."
"You told Adit I was home." Papa to take off his work glasses when he saw Adit's brother who helped mama.
"You're, again, at work, Ga. I don't want to bother."
Brother Adit chuckles softly. "Well, if there's more, call Adit, Bun."
"Yes, baby."
Brother Adit left, and mama sat down to sort through the old magazines that were on the table.
Papa picked up one of those old magazines and read it long enough. "This is gonna happen?"
"Dispose."
"Huh? Time banished." Papa protest.
Then mom breathed. "It's gossip and news about you first. Want to be saved?"
I was interested, then took one magazine. There are lots of pictures of papa in it.
"It looks like all papa photos fit the gig ga pake clothes." I observed one by one the results of ancient shots on the magazine page. "Why, pa?" I asked without switching focus.
"Diagulau. His name also wants to hook women." Mom's answer made me raise my head. Look at me and my mom in turn.
"It's not that, honey." Papa began to defend himself.
"When you're dressed, yes. But until the stage opens." Keep mom again. Makes me smile. A fight, here.
"Kan, sweet gig. Sultry." Papa's alibi, close the laptop and shift the seat near mama.
"Yes, why wear undressing all. Must be so that the girls scream." I fan the flames of the feud.
Papa's eyes glared at me. I don't give a shit.
"That's it, old times, baby. I think we talk about this often. What matters now is that I don't play." Answer papa carefully.
"But the upset still feels yes, ma. Arsya who saw this was upset. How about mom."
Papa's getting better, but I don't want to see him that I'm sure threatens me.
After I noticed, young papa was handsome, yes. It is only natural that he is the target of many people.
"What year is it, pa." I pointed to one photo when papa posed as if he was filling up with gasoline.
Papa glances. "When, yeah. I think you were just born."
"Well, didn't papa stop before I was born?"
"Singing, yes. If the model offer still papa take some."
I muttered, while papa again persuaded mama who was busy choosing which magazine he would throw away.
Cool also yes, if our face is in a magazine and becomes a brand ambassador. I still don't want to be a model.
I flipped through the magazine, and found one word that made me remember Ari.
'Let someone with him sleep well, nearby eat you a lot, beside him your burden is gone, and in his arms you are calm.' By: Arga Xander's.
Lah, quote papa. When viewed from the year, this must be when mama left. And now this quote is suitable for Ari.
Ah, Ari.
"Arsya up, ma, pa."
I left two people who were reminiscing about their past through old photos, went into the room and took a piece of paper from Ari.
Cellphone's ringing. I ignored it when I saw the new number on it.
While lying down, I went back to reading the message without getting bored, until I memorized what it contained. It doesn't make me feel better because I miss it more.
He's now.what's more, yeah. Does he not miss me. Does he feel like there's something missing from his life when I'm not there?
Not what. I know Ari is just as rich as me. I am used to each other's presence. Or... Does he feel Kai?
But, if there's something Ari likes and not me, I'm not papa. Looks like I'm not okay. The origin of the man is the best, although I am sure the best for Ari is only me.
Heh. I try to divert my mind to things that make me happy, even if there is none, I keep my eyes sharpened.
My phone rang again, still the same number. After I noticed, this number was a bit different. Well, there may be some important news. I lifted him up lazily while closing my eyes.
I put the phone in my ear with my eyes closed, waiting for the other side to say hello. But it's been seconds, there's no sound.
What a prankster, yeah. Ck. Don't know my mood is messy, what.
"It doesn't matter I close-"
'Sya..'
I opened my eyes immediately. Undeterred. I didn't hear wrong, did I? What a hallucination because I read the letter while imagining Ari's voice.
'Sya..'
My heart is beating so fast. I'm sure, this...
"Daddy.." I sat down with great surprise. "Is-this really you, Ri?"
Heh. At last..
I catch my breath, trying to calm down when my heart and heart are pounding.
"Why don't you tell me you want to go, hm?" I'll explain everything. Slow down, I want Ari to know everything. I will also reveal everything.
"Lo was angry with me until I left. I'm the same Vita has nothing to do with it. I told you how many times. He also fucked me, I know he sent it to Elo. I don't care, but I have a lot to tell my mom. I know I was wrong, Ri. I-i"
'Sya.'
He stopped the sentence I had not finished. Was I too excited in the hope that Ari would understand?
'Can it catch me? Don't cut anything I say. Let me talk until I'm done.'
I leaned my back against the head of the bed. Trying to calm down when Ari's voice sounded serious. He heard her breathing, then slowly he began to speak.
'Yes.. sorry I. I've violated something that makes our friendship so rich...'
My forehead shrinks. Breaking something.
'Gue has felt so far since I had a boyfriend and it makes me jealous. Do you know why? Because I....'
Ari paused the sentence that made me hold my breath.
'Because I fell in love with you.'
Wh-what..
'I don't know why I'm rich. I don't like seeing other women. I don't like girls coming into your room besides me. What else to sleep there..'
My heart, almost out of place. His hands made my hands tremble. All the sadness, disappointment, and anger that I experienced later changed into fragments of happiness that slowly fused together to form a bond.
But Ari.
"Rl"
'Stop, Yes. I'm finished.' Pekiknya from across.
'To be honest, I didn't leave because I was. Not because of your mistake. Not because of you, but because of me.'
He sobbed there, but I developed a smile. I can't help it.
'Gue ain't strong lo see, Sya. Frankly I lost the same feeling I had to you. I´m... I made the mistake of feeling for my best friend. I can't do this, Shay. I'm not calm because of my own feelings.'
A goof? It's the truth, Ri. Something I have been waiting for a long time.
"Rl.."
'Sya. Please, hiks.'
I don't know. Maybe whoever's looking at me now thinks I'm crazy. It felt like my room was full of flowers flying when I heard the sound of crying.
'Gue here is fine, you don't have to worry. Sorry because I did not make a promise to lo because I could not long face you. You're fine, yes. I'll call you later if I'm ready. I'm sorry, Yes.'
Eh?
"FROM!"
The connection was cut off when I hadn't spoken. What the fuck. After expressing her feelings, she just left me. I want to talk too!
Where the number is not active, again.
But. ah, that's it. What matters now is that Ari has the same feelings.
I put my head back on the bed. Heh. Why didn't I record, yeah. If not, I can continue to express it.
So I want to see him and see his face.
I got up and opened the arm sling, picked up the suitcase under the bed and stuffed the clothes.
"Yes.."
Mom came in and saw me packing.
"Lho, Yes. Where you going?"
"Russia."
"HUH??"
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