Home For My Heart
Abandon

"You accepted your Papa's proposal?" Kendra took a deep breath and nodded, "Have you thought through cooking? Mama doesn't want you to accept just because Mama suggested. Mama only sees your future. Mama wants to see you successful and happy, even though it has to be through people who have hurt Mama though. My sincere mom, Ken."

Hearing his Mama's wish for him to be successful and happy, Kendra's defense collapsed instantly. He cried in the lap of the woman who had given birth to him. Women who are willing to be reviled, humiliated and exiled in order to give birth safely, but still have to sacrifice so far.

Mama's hope he became a suskes after studying in a country people might be possible, but he is not sure can be happy if the girl he loves can not have.

"Kendra, what's wrong with you, son?" A mother's instinct says her son is not okay. His hand rubbed Kendra's head.

"Ma, how did you feel when you left Mom to be with another woman?" ask Kendra lirih.

The simple yet graceful woman, took a deep breath to calm her chest pounding. His son's question this time was very unexpected and it was like scraping an old wound that would never dry up.

"Reluctant," replied Mama Kendra in a choked voice.

"Why is Mama still hanging on and going to see that guy?"

"Because your father gave you to Mama." Kendra lifted her head and looked at Mama not understand, but a second later she hugged the frail body tightly after her eyes radiated love for her.

"You why? You don't usually ask something like this."

"I can now feel what you used to feel."

"You're in love?" Mama Kendra glanced at him.

"Break heart, Ma." Kendra chuckled on the back of her cries.

"Rejected or your boyfriend turned to another man?" ask Mama Kendra softly.

Kendra was silent contemplating her relationship with Maura lately. He just felt that he was actually the one who forced their relationship. He used Maura's wounded heart to infiltrate. How could she fall in love with him in such a short time? Who he is to feel so much more worthy of love than Harvey.

Why should he be angry if Maura returns to Harvey's arms, because his half-brother is much longer with Maura than he has been close in recent weeks. It turned out that he was the arrogant one all along.

Kendra shook her head with her fake smile, "Only love claps one hand."

"Try making sure before backing off. Express your feelings. Maybe the girl feels the same way about you, but she's ashamed to show it."

"It was, but she chose to go back with her ex-boyfriend."

"Ow, it's okay, son. It's all a process of life. Mama is sure after this you will get another replacement. Is it because of this that you also want to accept Papa's offer?" Mama said suspiciously, "Don't be rash to make a decision just because of a broken heart, later the results are not good. Cook because your girls moved out of the country?" continued Mama while patting Kendra's feet gomasy.

"If I don't get far from here, I'll meet and see him. Maybe even my whole life, I can't avoid it. I can't do it, Ma." Kendra's eyes glared far away.

"Why can't it? I wonder what kind of girl makes my son look like."

"Beautiful, unfortunately she ... Harvey's wife-to-be." Kendra pursed her lips to endure the pain in her chest.

"Ow, it's right you better give up. Women are not the only one in this world." Mama nodded and looked at him pity.

Mama didn't say anything, she just rubbed her son's back to give him strength. Even though he still needs strength every time he sees the woman who seized his lover first, wrapped his hands on the arms of the man he loves.

"Have you told your father?"

"It." Kendra nodded half-heartedly.

"Well, you can only support what's best for you."

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Kendra left without saying goodbye or just telling Maura her intentions. He was afraid that if he met the girl, his defense would melt and hug and not want to let it go for Harvey. It would be very embarrassing if Maura herself did not want him.

"Ken, are you okay?" Mama rubbed Kendra's shoulder. His son had looked uneasy since they arrived at the airport waiting for the departure of the plane that would take him to the other country.

"Don't go if you have a burden on your heart. Finish it first, let your steps in the future will be light," continued Mama because Kendra just shook her head.

Instead his father looked happy, his son who used to feel distant now wanted to hear it. The tall man walked quickly to his two favorite people who were sitting in the waiting chair.

"Come, it's time to get on the plane."

"We're leaving first, Bram." Mama nodded slowly. His eyes only glanced at a glance not daring to stare for long for fear of wishing for more. He had been suppressing his feelings only so that his son would have a decent enough life and get complete affection.

"Be careful there, I will also visit you often. Ken ..,"call Mr. Bramantyo when the son turns around without saying anything to him, "Papa's sorry. Papa can't be a good parent yet, but Papa will keep trying to do what's best for you."

Kendra nodded faintly, she just kept silent not returning her Papa's warm embrace. The first hug since he understood that his Papa was not really his and his Mama's.

'Forgive me, Papa, Ken. Papa didn't mean to throw you far abroad. Papa doesn't want you to continue fighting with your brother. I hope you find a good woman there. Papa loves you, Ken.'

Meanwhile, Maura finally realized that Kendra had completely avoided her. The man could not be found anywhere. At Kendra's favorite chicken noodle stall, she would sit and eat there for hours in hopes of meeting the man.

Even the muddy night market is a landless market, he comes and shops anything just to find Kendra there. As a result, the refrigerator is full without any intention. Maura opened and checked her phone once again, she grew increasingly upset when the profile picture in Kendra's message had vanished.

"Where are you!" Maura screamed loudly in her apartment. He was frustrated, more clearly when Harvey betrayed him first he knew the reason to hate the man. But leaving Kendra unannounced while her heart was flowering and falling in love was much more painful.

"I'm your kangeeen, Kendraaaa! You jahaaatt!"

"You see, I can now cook and wash all the dishes. You don't have to cook for me anymore, I can do it!"

Maura fried the eggs and ate them quickly. Her tears continued to flow as long as she cooked, ate and washed her dishes.

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