How To Love You
Chapter 120

After they entered, Fathur had not noticed the two brides standing there. He was only surprised to see Papa and his mother there too. When he was curious and wanted to look at the bride, his attention along with all the guests in the large and spacious room was diverted by a young man who was greeting on the stage there.

"Assalamu'alaikum. Good afternoon!" greet Radit who stood on stage using a microphone.

"Wa'alaikum salam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh." replied everyone in the room simultaneously.

"That's it, Radit! What don't-don't?" inner Fathur.

Fathur's feelings are starting to get bad.

"Before, I would like to congratulate you, Brother Hendra and Kak Tasya. Congratulations on your marriage. May be a family of sakinah, mawaddah, wa rahmah. Long lasting until grandparents. Blessed with a sholeh and sholeha child. Aamiin's."

Hearing the names of Tasya and Hendra mentioned, Fathur's heart felt pinched. Instantly the look of his face that was just ordinary now turned into pias.

"If I had known, Fani would have come to their party, I wouldn't have come with her. I'll find an excuse not to accompany him to come to this event." Inner Fathur.

He doesn't know what to do now. He wanted to leave the place, but he did not want to disappoint his wife. Nor did he have a reasonable reason to give his wife so that she could leave the place at that very moment. However, if he remains there, he also cannot see the person he loves with other men on a guarantee. Although he knew for himself that the marriage contract Tasya and Hendra had been held almost 2 months ago. But he could not accept that he had to see it directly. He feared that his efforts to love his wife would be in vain. He was afraid to get carried away when he saw his ex-wife-to-be up close.

"What should I do? Why do I feel so fucked up? I need to be able to master myself. I can't make Fani suspicious of me." Inner Fathur.

Meanwhile, Radit on stage is singing a song that he presents special to Tania. The song poured out his heart to the girl of his heart.

I am the one who is there for you

Slalu gave you my love

Can't you feel that

Until you love me too

My love is always there for you

Don't you ever doubt that

Until I can't when you leave

Far away from me

I'm here for you

Never think

Tuk left me

Alone without you

I'm here for you

Never think

Tuk's gone from me

Even if only for a moment

I can't live without you

(I'm Here For You Yunanda)

While Radit was singing Angga Yunanda's song on stage, Fani invited Fathur to approach Pak Rahman and Bu Susi. Papa and Mama Fathur as well as Father and Mother-in-law dr. Fani's.

Susi was surprised to see her son there too. Meanwhile, according to Mr. Rahman, it is only natural. Because he and Mr. Rudi are cousins. So it's only natural that Fathur was there attending his cousin's sister's wedding.

"Pa, Ma," said Fathur and dr. Fani's.

They then hugged to let go of longing because it had been a few months never met.

"Why are you here?" asked Bu Susi while occasionally glancing at Fathur with a questionable look.

"What did this mama say? Is it wrong for them to come to their cousin's sister's wedding?" ask Mr. Rahman.

Mr. Rahman felt strange and astonished by the question that had just been thrown by his wife.

"It's not so Pa, I mean Mama, were they invited to come here?"

"Why not? Didn't Fathur used to be quite familiar with Tasya?" reply Mr Rahman.

Mr. Rahman knew nothing about the relationship between Fathur and Tasya just yet. Susi never told her husband because she was sure that her husband would have blessed their relationship if Mr. Rahman had known it at that time. While he himself does not want to have a daughter-in-law who is not as level as his family. So he chose to match Fathur with dr. Fani, his friend's son. Well, although it cannot be denied, at that time, Tasya also played a role in choosing a future wife for Fathur.

"Cousin' sister? So Hendra's wife is his cousin's sister, Fathur? asked Fani confused.

"Yes. Didn't Fathur tell you, Nak Fani?" ask Mr. Rahman back.

Meanwhile, Susi no longer wants to comment. She was afraid of mistalking which could make her husband and daughter-in-law suspicious.

"No, Pa. I also just found out if they were married after I got here." explained Fathur.

Fathur did not want his wife to know about his relationship with Tasya in the past. Fathur would no longer look at his mother. Looking at her mother will only make her remember the bitter memories of her past. Not that he hated it, but the feeling of anger and resentment towards the person who had made his relationship with the girl he loved so much ended was still there. Although not as big as before.

"Then why are you here?" asked Mr. Rahman confused.

"Oh, about that, I got an invitation from Hendra, Pa. Hendra was my best friend in High School first." explained Fani.

"Oh, so it seems." said Mr. Rahman understood.

Fathur continued to look towards the bride. He felt very sad and hurt to see the person he loved look very happy with others up there.

"Tasya, if my mother would have approved of our relationship first, I would have stood there with you." Fathur's mind was sad.

On top of the guarantee, Tasya said a short goodbye to Hendra to go to the toilet. He had been holding back for hours about to urinate. He can't take it anymore.

"Darling, I went to the toilet for a second. I can't take it anymore" Tasya told Hendra.

"I'll go with ya, baby."

"No, baby. You're here to talk to your friends."

"Well, you be careful!"

"Yes, baby."

Tasya immediately went out to the toilet. After a few minutes in there, she then came out after finishing throwing away her wishes and tidying up her dress.

As he came out of the toilet, he was shocked to see the figure standing before him. Tasya's mouth was locked tightly, he could not utter a word. What he felt now was that his heart felt very pained to see a figure that was very familiar to him standing before him. The man looked at her with a sad face with red and teary eyes.

The man's gaze still remained the same as before, nothing changed in the slightest at the look of the man's eyes as he looked at him. It made Tasya's heart ache to see him.

Their memories were dashed a few months ago, when they wanted to ask their blessing to the man's mother. Those bitter memories automatically twisted back in their minds. That was the beginning of their love story. And also the memory of when they were forced to end their relationship because the date of the marriage of the man was set was automatically twisted.

"Tasya, what, how are you?" the handsome man asked softly with a trembling voice holding back the cries.