How To Love You
Inspiration

"You're done talking? I'm going out." Tasya said while facing outwards. He could not see Fathur's face because it would only make his tears fall back.

"Well, can I stay with you a little longer? I still want to be with you, Sya," Pinta Fathur.

"But I don't want to linger in the same car as people's future husbands" Tasya said.

"Tash, please. Give me a moment. I still need time to accept all this reality, Shay. Please ... This is for the last time before we actually part. Please accompany me for a moment. Yeah." yeah."

Hearing Fathur's request, Tasya grew sobbing. We have to part with the people we love and love. But how else, fate is not on the side of the two of them.

"My biggest regret is that time cannot be repeated. If time can be repeated, I want to fight and correct all my mistakes as you do. I want to fight for our love no matter how." There were no tears Fathur began to drip. He was no longer strong enough to hold her back. He had never before thought that their love story would end up being this sad.

Long enough both of them were crying in silence, which sounded just a sobbing of the two of them.

"Yes, will you forgive me for my helplessness in fighting for our love?" ask Fathur.

Tasya took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"You're not guilty of anything, so you don't have to apologize. Maybe this is our destiny. We were not meant to be together. I will also learn to let you down, and I hope you can too" said Tasya, wiping his tears with tissue.

After crying for a long time, she was finally able to master her emotions.

Fathur paused for a moment and said, "May you get a much better replacement than me, not a loser like me. And may you live happily ever after."

After saying those words, Fathur's tears flowed again. Imagine Tasya being edited by another man who is not himself really he is not willing.

Tasya turned to look at Fathur. He could not bear to see Fathur who could not stop crying.

"Fathur, come on, don't cry anymore. Let's both learn to love each other. Did you forget? The soul is God who is good. God will give his servant what he needs, not what he wants. Maybe in the future you will need a woman who is like Doctor Fani as a companion to life rather than a woman like me."

Fathur did not reply, instead covering his face with both hands.

"Look at me, I promise you, I will definitely live happily after this. And you also have to promise me that I will live happily with your wife. That way we will both live happily in our respective lives in the future. Don't be sad like that. If you are sad, I am also sad. You be a man don't crybaby dong."

"Yes, thank you for the happiness you gave me during i-ni." Fathur said in a disjointed voice.

"So. I should be thanking you. You who have fought hard to make me happy, try to understand me, always take care of me, and always protect me. I don't know if thanking you is enough to get back at everything" Tasya said, trying to calm Fathur.

"So. You don't have to thank me either. I do all of that because I really love you from the bottom of my heart. I always want to make you happy, make you smile, always look after and always protect you. My greatest desire to have you and be your priest must be gone so soon. God wants something else."

"Then let us learn from each other. God must have prepared something better for both of us in our lives in the future" said Tasya.

"Well, will you promise me one more thing?" ask Fathur.

"What's that?" he said back asking.

"Please promise me you won't come to my wedding."

"Why indeed?" ask Tasya, astonished.

"For you may be able to see me with another woman because you are a strong girl. But me, I will definitely never be able to see you coming to my wedding. And I don't know what's gonna happen and what I'm gonna do if I see you coming. I'm afraid I can't control myself, Shay."

"good. I get it, and I promise I won't come."

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2 Weeks have passed since the last meeting between Tasya and Fathur, and today is Fathur's wedding day with doctor Fani. The tears kept flowing from the girl's eyes, but not as hard as before. Maybe because slowly he has learned to mengikhlaskan Fathur along with other women.

His hope to live happily with loved ones has been buried deep. Because there was no hope for them to get back together. Now Fathur has officially become the property of another woman completely.

One by one the items given by Fathur Tasya put in a large cardboard until full so many. The girl did not want to keep it anymore because it would only make her remember the good times they had together.

After making sure that none of the items given by Fathur were left behind, Tasya then brought the large cardboard to the back of his house and burned the contents one by one. This way all of those items would no longer remind him of his wonderful memories with the young man.

After all the stuff burned out. Tasya was out using his favorite motorbike to a counter not far from his home. He wanted to sell Fathur's cell phone and buy a new one, and then replace his phone number with a new one. Too many memories stored the phone, Tasya could not possibly save it anymore.