How To Love You
Searching Tasya

After collecting his life to rise, Fathur rushed to find Tasya. First he went looking for Tasya on campus. But after so many close friends Tasya asked, no one knew the whereabouts of the girl. Their answers were all compact, that Tasya did not enter today.

After searching for Tasya on campus, Fathur immediately searched Tasya to places they both often visited. But the result is the same, Tasya is not anywhere.

I better go find him at his house.

Arriving at the destination.

Tok tok!

"Assalamu'alaikum!"

"Wa'alaikum greetings," replied Ms. Beautiful, while opening the door.

"Eh, Son Fathur. Come please come in," invite Miss Indah.

"Thank you, Aunt." Fathur came in and sat in the living room chair, exactly opposite the table of the beautiful maam.

"Oh yeah, Tasya there's aunty?" ask Fathur.

"Loh, today's Tasya going to college. Didn't Tasya get picked up this morning by Nak Fathur?" Beautiful mom looks confused.

"Mm. .. Look, Aunt, this morning I brought Tasya home. I stayed a while to change clothes. After I got off, Tasya was gone and not waiting for me. I was worried about him, so I went to look for him on campus but nothing. I have also gone to look for them in places we often visit but I have not found them anywhere either. So I thought that Tasya had gone home to Auntie" explained Fathur.

"Loh, keep Tasya to where dong? Tasya is also not home."

"I also don't know Auntie, so I came here looking for her."

"Is it possible he went to his friend's house, Nak Fathur?"

"It might be like that, Auntie."

"Is there anything Nak Fathur wants to tell Tasya? Aunty's gonna tell him she's home."

"Mm .. I do have a very important business that I want to talk about with Tasya, Auntie, but I want to convey it myself directly, not through an intermediary."

"Ah, fine then. Aunty can understand."

"Then excuse me, Auntie."

"Well, don't you drink first, Son Fathur?"

"No need for aunt. Thank ye. Excuse me first. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikum salam. Careful."

"Yes, Aunt."

Fathur left the Tasya residence and his family. The young man drove his car without a clear purpose. He didn't know where else to go looking for Tasya. The girl's number was inactive so she could not be reached.

Suddenly Fathur remembered that Tasya still had one more close friend.

"Ah Goddess, yes really Goddess. I have to go see him at the store." Fathur immediately drove his car to a Mentari store not far from the place.

Arriving at the store.

"Goddess!" call Fathur.

"Eh, Brother Fathur. Tumben came here," muttered the Goddess. The girl immediately left her job, which was preparing items that had just entered the store closet.

"Can I help you, brother?" ask Goddess.

"Goddess, I'm looking for Tasya. Do you know where he is now?" ask Fathur expectantly. He really hopes the Goddess knows the whereabouts of the girl he loves.

Where the hell is he?

"Oh, so, huh? Thank you Goddess."

Fathur walked away from the shop with lethargic steps. I don't know where else he should go looking for Tasya?

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Tasya's residence and family.

Tok tok!

"Son .." call Ms. Lovely in a soft voice.

"Has she gone, ma'am?" tanya Tasya behind the door. His voice was hoarse because he had been crying for too long.

"Yes, he's gone. Come outside. You've been eating nothing all day," persuaded mom Indah.

"I'm not hungry, Mom."

"Tasya .. come out, son. You'll get sick later if this keeps on."

"Later on, Mom. Tasya still wants to be alone."

"Yes already. But don't keep yourself in the room too long, son. Not good."

"Yes, Mom. Tasya knows."

With a feeling of sadness and worry, Ms. Lovely then went from the door of her daughter's room. This was the umpteenth time he had persuaded his daughter but had not succeeded either.

Forgive Tasya ma'am for telling her to lie. Inner Tasya, while still crying. Until this moment his tears still could not stop flowing as well.

Since returning home, the girl has never been out of the room. She kept herself locked up in the room and never stopped crying. His head hurt because he kept crying. This was the first time he had experienced heartache from love. Such a deep feeling of love causes such a deep pain. A very painful first experience. Hopefully it does not cause trauma in the future.

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2 weeks later.

Days passed without a day passed by Fathur to find Tasya. Even the young man once barged into the house and banged on the door of Tasya's room. Bu Indah got angry and drove him away.

Bu Indah is embarrassed if there are neighbors who hear, surely they will be the gossip of gossiping mothers around his house. Ms. Lovely did not want that to happen to her family.

After half a month Tasya passed by locking himself in the room. He only went out for a while to eat and urinate because his room was not equipped with a toilet.

Right now the girl looked much thinner than usual. His eyes were puffy because he had been crying for too long. I don't know how many liters of tears he shed crying over destiny that is not on his and Fathur's side.

After feeling long enough to stay indoors, Tasya finally decided to go to campus. The campus tasks have piled up. He does not want to be too long in grief. Life is not just about love. But it's about how he is in the future. He did not want himself to be underestimated and looked at one eye again by others. He had to get up and start over.

Her feelings were a little more relieved as she tried to shepherd Fathur to another woman. To love also does not have to have. Maybe they were destined not to be a match, he thought.

This morning Tasya wants to go to college. Because her mother and father were out, and her sisters were going to school, she locked the door from outside.

But suddenly a white Tayato Alphord car stopped right in front of the gate of his house. A middle-aged woman with a very classy appearance got off the car. She is Susi's mother, Fathur's mother.

Susi stepped into the yard and walked arrogantly towards Tasya who was still standing on the terrace of his house.

Tasha greeted him expressionlessly. Perhaps because it had been too long in sadness, the girl had even forgotten how to smile.

"Tasya, Auntie wants to talk to you for a second" Susi said.

"Please sit down, Auntie." Tasya invited Susi to sit on the chairs available on the terrace.