How To Love You
Chapter 121

"Tasya, how are you?" the handsome man asked softly with a trembling voice holding back the cries.

Tasya did not answer the man's question. He still could not believe what he saw in front of him with his own eyes.

"Oh my God, why did he suddenly appear here?" inner Tasya.

They had been silent for a thousand languages there. They just stared at each other without saying a word. The last time they met was when they decided to part well that time. When the date of the man's wedding was set and there was only 2 weeks left.

"Tasya, I miss you so much. Really miss you. I want to hug you and not let you go again. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't fight for our love just yet." The inner man was heartbroken considering his past.

The man felt a deep longing for the beautiful girl wearing the wedding dress before him. But whatever the power, the longing is already forbidden to perch in his heart. Because the two of them are now both building their respective households.

"You look so beautiful today" said the man as he managed to stroke her.

"Te thank you, Fathur!"

"Congratulations on your marriage!" exciting Fathur.

"Thank you! Why are you here?" tanya Tasya was curious.

"I accompanied, Fani came to your party,"

"Eh, how can you? Who invited him?" tanya Tasya was confused.

"Hendra invited him. They are good friends." replied Fathur.

"Oh."

"Why, Brother Hendra never told me that he was friends with dr. Fani?" inner Tasya.

They both went back to silence. The awkward atmosphere again struck them.

"I have to leave this place right now. Surely Brother Hendra is waiting for me there. I don't want to worry him." Inner Tasya.

"Excuse me, Fathur! I have to get back to the party. People must have been waiting for me." said Tasya.

Tasya then left the place. She didn't want her husband to worry about her. And he was also afraid that he could be carried away if he lingered with his past in that place.

"Wait, Tasya!" exclaim Fathur when Tasya has passed it about a distance of 3 meters.

"Sorry, I still want to ask you something" Fathur said as he watched Tasya stop.

"What do you want to ask? Hurry up, because I'm in a hurry." asked Tasya without turning back from her position.

"Are you happy with your marriage?" ask Fathur.

"of course. I have no reason to be unhappy." Tasya replied steadily but still remained in his position.

"Thank God. Did you, you already love your husband?" ask Fathur slowly.

"of course. I love my husband. He's a very good husband. And he was also able to treat me very well. He deserves so much for my love. Especially if I remember all his struggles first."

Fathur smiled wryly at Tasya's reply.

"So, am I not worthy of your love?"

Tasya was flabbergasted to hear Fathur's question. He could not believe what he had just heard.

"Hey! What are you talking about, anyway? Have you forgotten who I am and who you are? We're both married, Fathur. If there is something we should love, it is our partner. Not anyone else." Tasya explained.

"Daaan, just so you know. I've been scolding you for a long time. Even before I married Hendra. We are destined not to be fools. We have to accept that with a big heart,"

"So, you've really let go of me, Tasya." Inner Fathur.

Fathur fell on the floor. It seemed that both of his legs were no longer able to support his body. He sat down in front of Tasya. He felt unable to know the fact that the girl he loved so much was no longer in love with him.

"Fathur! What the hell are you doing? Come stand! Later anyone will see, people can misunderstand if they see you like this." Tasya ordered as he let his eyes look around.

"I've tried, Tasya. I've been trying. But I still can't. I'm very hard to forget you. It's hard to forget all the good memories we've had together. I feel hurt to see you happy with someone else,"

"I am haunted by guilt as I remember how stupid I was, unable to fight to keep our love. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything. I'm so sorry" said Fathur, looking down to remember his past mistakes.

"Already, Fathur. Just let it go, you also have to try harder to accept all this. This is all God's destiny. Did you forget that? Didn't you and I agree to let each other go before we parted?"

"Yes, I know. I tried it but I still can't. No matter how hard I tried, but it still didn't work. All this time I've been trying to accept Fani in my life, but it's been really hard. Although I can act as if I'm a good husband and father-to-be to them,"

"Wait first! Is your wife pregnant with your child?"

Fathur answered with a nod.

"Astagfireullah, Father! You're crazy, huh?" said Tasya did not stop thinking while rubbing his face.

"Why now do I feel like you're nothing like the Fathur I used to know. Why are you so narrow-minded, anyway?"

"You and dr. Fani has been married for almost half a year and lives together. Especially now that she's pregnant with your child. What makes you not love him yet? Huh uh?!"

Fathur. He did not answer Tasya's question.

"Fathur! You must forget me, and release me sincerely. I am happy with my home. You also need to be happy with your home. You can't keep going like this,"

"Oh yeah, I'm so happy about your wife's pregnancy. And I congratulate you for being a father soon."

"From now on, be a good husband and a good father to them. You don't have to pretend anymore. Do it with all your heart because it is your duty."

Suddenly, a man's voice shocked them,

"Darling!"