How To Love You
Love Unrestuished

The dduar!

Like in a sambar geledek in broad daylight. Tasya's heart felt very painful and torn. How could he be told to choose a future wife for the man he loved so much so far.

Tasya's body began to tremble, it felt like he wanted to cry all at once. But as much as possible he tried to control himself.

The girl took a deep breath through her nose and slowly let out through her mouth. Instantly his confidence shrank. Compared to the three girls in the photo, she felt that she was indeed nothing and was not worthy of being Fathur's life companion. His dream so far to live happily, living while with the man he loved so far was forced to bury him deeply.

One of the three girls, Tasya chose a beautiful girl who was hijab like herself. The girl was no stranger to Tasya's eyes. He is dr. Fani Fadillah Princess. A young doctor who recently went viral on social media is famous for her beautiful face, and her kind-hearted personality and high social spirit. And of course Doctor Fani also comes from a wealthy family like Fathur.

This woman is indeed much more suitable to be juxtaposed with Fathur than me. They come from an equal family while I am nothing. Inner Tasya. He feels pessimistic.

"In my opinion, Dr. Fani is the most suitable companion to Fatur, Aunt." Tasya pointed at the photo of the young doctor with trembling hands.

Susi smiled at Sumringah. "Auntie used to think that way too. It turns out we think the same, huh?"

"This Doctor Fani, the son of a close friend of Aunt, Aunt and Fani's parents have been friends since we were in high school, and until now we are still good friends," susi explained.

"Oh. Good then, Auntie. I hope they both can live happily later" Tasya said, forcing themselves to smile even though her heart was crying.

"Thank you, Tasya. You're a good girl, Auntie, wish you a good mate." Ms. Susi patted Tasya's shoulder gently with a smile.

Tasya could not take it anymore. The girl immediately resigned herself to Susi's mother. He could no longer wait for Fathur to come down from his room.

"Then, excuse me, Auntie. I forgot that today I have a sudden affair."

"Well, don't you want to be ushered in with your cousin?" ask Susi, astonished.

"No need, Auntie. I say goodbye first. Assalamu'alaikum." Tasya immediately ran out of the residence of Fathur's parents.

"Be careful!" shouted Susi Ma'am. The middle-aged woman was confused to see Tasya's attitude which she thought had suddenly turned strange.

Tasya's cry broke as she ran out and away from the Fathur family's residence. He was no longer able to stem the pain that felt torn in his chest. Dismissed had all her hopes and good dreams all this time to live happily together with the man she loved so much .

Tasya kept running back to her house. He did not want to go to the campus with his state of heart breaking as it is today.

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Meanwhile, Fathur in his room was deliberately stalling for time. The young man intended to let Tasya and his mother to chat for longer so that the two could get closer. If the two already know more closely, then it will be easier to get the blessing of the mother later, thought Fathur.

After about 15 minutes in the room, Fathur decided to go down to his future wife and mother. But how surprised when he did not find Tasya down there. Her happy feeling instantly turned into a bad feeling. The young man rushed down the stairs.

"Ma, where's Tasya going, Ma?" fathur asked, he started to panic.

"Tasya was in a hurry to leave. He said he had a sudden affair" replied Susi. His eyes focused on the photo of Doctor Fani on his phone screen.

I'm sure something must have happened.

Fathur immediately ran out to catch up with Tasya. But he had no more Tasya anywhere. The young man finally decided to go home and ask his mother what exactly happened? Why did Tasya leave when they both wanted to ask for his blessing?

"Ma, explain to Fathur, Ma. Why did Tasya leave and not wait for me?" Fathur looked very agitated and unsettled.

"Loh, Mama doesn't know Fathur either. All of a sudden he wanted to leave because he said there was some sudden business." Susi replied as is.

"Fathur, what the hell are you doing? Is your question so important for you to answer?" Susi was confused to see Fathur's behavior which she thought was a little excessive and not as usual.

"Ma, please answer Fathur's question honestly. Fathur beg Ma, Fathur just wants to know what exactly you guys talked about?" Fathur clenched his hands together and pleaded before his mother.

Susi snorted in annoyance. "Okay, Mama will answer. Because Mama thinks you and Tasya are close enough and she knows what your personality is, so Mama thinks it's wrong for you to ask her for help."

"What help, Ma?" Fathur's hunch is getting bad.

"Yes Mama asked him to help Mama choose a mate for you." Susi replied casually because she did not know the relationship between her son and Tasya.

The dduar!

Like being struck by lightning, Fathur felt disbelief in what he had just heard.

"What-what, Ma? Tasya really did that?" ask Fathur not to believe. His body began to tremble. His heart also felt very painful and his chest began to feel tight.

"Yes, he even picked the girl that mama thinks suits you best." Susi said without any feelings of guilt. The middle-aged woman even looked extremely excited thinking her son would definitely be happy.

Whahuh?

"Why, Ma?! Why?!" shouts Fathur. He felt very angry.

"Loh, why what? Mama doesn't understand what you mean, Fathur. Mama thought you'd be happy if Mama chose a mate for you. But why are you yelling at Mama?" Susi was surprised. This was the first time Fathur had yelled at him.

"Why did you ask Tasya to help you choose a mate for me, Ma?! Why?!"

Susi was more confused to see the attitude of her son.

"All mama knows! We came here together because we wanted to ask for Mama's blessing!" clearly Fathur, still with high intonation.

Susi was very surprised. "What's? Don't talk carelessly to you, Fathur."

"Fathur doesn't talk carelessly, Ma. Tasya is the future wife of Fathur's choice. So Mama does not need to be tired of looking for a future wife Fathur because Fathur can be alone" said Fathur.

Susi started to get emotional. "Silent you are Fathur! Mama wouldn't agree you married her! He does not deserve to be with you! His family is not as good as ours! Her beautiful paras alone are not enough to qualify to be your companion! Understand you?!"

"But Fathur only loves Tasya, Ma ...."

"Fuck that love of yours. You've even dared to shout in front of Mama just because of the girl. Anyway, until anytime Mama will never want to bless your relationship, even until Mama dies once. After all, he has also chosen a future wife for you. So he must have known himself enough for that," said Susi.

"But, Ma-" Fathur's speech was immediately interrupted by his mother.

"No buts, inevitably you are forced to agree with Mama's decision. Mama and Papa will take care of your wedding as soon as possible." Susi then left her son and still with a very angry feeling.

Fathur could not say or do anything more. Her mother's decision cannot be disputed. He knew exactly that both his parents were very strict and did not want to be denied.

Fathur dropped himself on the sofa. His body felt very helpless. Her heart ached after hearing all the words of her mother who said that she would never give her and Tasya her blessing.

"Tasya ... Why is everything like this? Ii'm sorry. I'm sorry, dear." It did not feel like Fathur was starting to shed his tears. He never thought that he could become so weak because of a woman, Tasya.