I Finally Surrender.
The shadow of the woman.

The next day after seeing his daughter finish breakfast with help from one of the nurses, Gunawan returned to his room.

Widia, who only wore a towel to cover half her body, was surprised to see her husband through the mirror reflection, so she immediately grabbed another towel to cover her open shoulder.

"Mas." Said Widia surprised when she saw the existence of Gunawan in the room, while Gunawan immediately turned his eyes to any direction when the woman realized his existence.

"You better be ready soon, because this morning I have made an appointment to consult with my best friend Dr. Beni and several other doctors, to talk about the baby tube program that we will live" said the man as he walked towards the bathroom after grabbing a towel.

"Good mas." replied Widia quietly.

"I must be able to do it, all this for the sake of Arista. Besides Gunawan has helped me to get custody of Farhan, now is the time I have to sacrifice to repay the good of Gunawan mas" in Widia's heart, who now wants to step into the dressing room, to strengthen her heart.

"Our future child mama later, whatever and whatever way you present in the belly of the mother will be dear, believe me son mama will still love and love you just like your other brothers." murmured Widia in front of the mirror while stroking her stomach that looks flat.

Imagining her future child who will be born without the love of the father for her beloved mother makes Widia's eyes begin to glaze over. but soon the woman raised her face so that the tears would not fall.

Today Widia is wearing a Navi-colored arm dres, a scuba-made dres with a combination of brocade on her chest. seeing Widia's appearance this morning made the woman much more beautiful and younger than her age which is now twenty-nine years old.

When she came out of the dressing room, Widia passed her husband who had just taken a bath, the man was seen wearing a white towel wrapped around his waist. as usual Gunawan looks more sexy when in this state, let alone the smell of soap still so attached to the man's body.

When passing by Widia, Gunawan's gaze continued to be on the woman, Gunawan was seen looking at his wife's body from toe to tip of hair.Honestly Gunawan's heart seemed not willing if his wife was wearing these clothes, Gunawan said, because with the clothes now in Widia makes the woman look so beautiful even almost perfect, especially in addition to Widia's shoulder-length hairdo in Carlie blow so that it makes the woman look like a young woman who does not have an tail.

"Is there something wrong with how I look today??." Widia asked the man who had been watching her appearance ever since.

"Today we will go to see the Doctor, instead of attending the reception invitation" Gunawan said when he felt Widia's appearance was too beautiful.

"In fact, going to the hospital can't look like this, can you??" asked Widia innocently.

"Wouldn't you, do you intend to tempt all the doctors there?? moreover, said Beni all the doctors who will serve us to consult are male doctors." replied Gunawan as passed, while Widia was confused by her husband's attitude which can sometimes change drastically, while sometimes, like this moment, for example.

"Bas strange, how could I think of teasing another man, whereas my own husband was not even tempted to me." Widia exclaimed, exclaiming, but the woman's murmur was still heard to the ears of Gunawan who was not far from him, only a wall that became a barrier that made the man who is now wearing the clothes, he said, raised next to his eyebrows when he heard his wife mutter.

Gunawan also looks ready to wear a tuxedo stelan, with the same color as the dress that is now in Widia.

Before leaving for the hospital, Widia visits Arista in her room to say goodbye to her daughter, who is now lying weak.

"Sister, mom and dad stay for a while, because there is something that mom and dad have to finish. Brother must be obedient as a nurse, can not be late to take the medicine!!." With affection Widia seemed to advise her daughter, and the girl seemed to nod when she heard the advice of Widia.

"Yes ma." replied the girl obediently.

"Then mama left first sister." said Widia then moved from her seat after the girl nodded again.

Gunawan who is now standing next to his daughter's bed, seems to notice the two before saying goodbye to the girl.

"We go first, son, remember, have to obey what mama said!!" Gunawan said to his daughter, before the two actually passed away from the girl's room.

The two left in silence until the car that Gunawan was driving arrived at the hospital.

When walking side by side, not a few eyes looked towards the two, there were those who stared with envy, there were also those who stared with a smile because they felt that the two were a very suitable couple according to them, the man looks so handsome and dignified while the woman who accompanies him looks beautiful can even be said to be very beautiful.until the second step stops in front of the door of the room that reads Dr. Beni Yusuf SP.OG.

Gunawan seems to open the door of the room after there is a speech from inside the room when he knocked on the door. Although Beni is a close friend of Gunawan, but the man did not just walk in.

"Please sit!!." Beni seemed to allow the two to sit face to face with himself and two other doctors.

"Thank you" said Gunawan before pulling a chair that will be sat by his wife, after which the man pulled another chair to sit on it.

"I happen to have told my two colleagues about the purpose of your arrival to this hospital Mr. Wicaksono." beni said in Formal language while looking at two male doctors who were about thirty-five years old, who now appear to be sitting next to him in turn.

"Oh yes sir and Mrs Wicaksono, this is Dr. Arham and the one sitting to the right of Doctor Arham is Dr. Rama, just like me both are also Dr. SP.OG. those who will help me in carrying out the baby tube process that the master and mistress want." continued Beni then Gunawan seemed to nod his head understandably, in contrast to the husband Widia more silent.

"Kira think What percentage of the success rate in doing the process of the baby tube itself doc??" questions Gunawan make doctor Rama look towards Widia who is now sitting next to the husband.

"Sorry sir before answering your question, if I may ask, actually what is the reason for you to do the baby tube process, does your wife have problems or something like that in her uterus??." the question made Gunawan silent like reluctant to answer the question from the doctor.

"Well sir, if you feel uncomfortable with my question, then you do not need to answer it. But so as a team of doctors who will help you in the process of baby tubes, baby tubes, we also have to go back to do a thorough examination of your wife, to make sure that your wife does not have an illness or anything like that." said doctor Rama and Gunawan nodded in agreement.

The team of doctors led by Dr. Beni began a thorough examination of Widia and the results said if the woman was free from any disease or rather declared her uterus healthy. likewise with Gunawan who was declared healthy by the doctor, based on the results of the examination.

After giving a long explanation, the doctor then asked Gunawan to provide a sperm* sample of his tomorrow, because it will be done the process of maturation of Sperm* cells before uniting Sperm* cells* which has matured in Ovum cells.

After doing some baby tube processing today both Gunawan and Widia return home, and the plan will return again tomorrow, to deliver sperm* samples* hers that will be needed in the process of the baby tube.

***

The next day before going back to the hospital, Gunawan was seen pacing back and forth in the room while holding a container to hold his sperm.

Honest that disturbs Gunawan's mind when is the way he produces sperm* that will be used in the process of the baby tube.

Previously the man would always mention the name of his late wife, when doing Onan* when his desire arrived to appear, but this time Gunawan like feeling guilty to his late wife, his late wife, because it is sure to mention the name of his late wife again while doing that, while sperm* it will be used on Widia who will do the baby tube process.

Gunawan is seen massaging his forehead, as his head begins to throb.

Not wanting his head more throbbing due to the guilt that is now in his mind, Gunawan was immediately moved to his study.The man intends to do his activities there, Gunawan was immediately moved to his office, because the work space is also available a bathroom with complete facilities.

Upon arrival in his study, Gunawan immediately passed to the bathroom, before making sure if the door of his study was locked.

What made the man astonished and confused, when he was about to do his activities, the face that flashed in his mind was not the face of his late wife, Rahma, but Widia's face that now crossed the man's mind and mind. let alone this morning the man accidentally saw Widia's body which was only wrapped in a towel, but not only in a towel, so that shows the part of the woman's body that looks clean white.

Face and body***** and Widia's teasing continues to cross Gunawan's mind and mind while doing his hot activities.until when the man reaches the point of *******, the man was unconscious until the name that came out of his lips was Widia's name.

"Arght, Widia." said Gunawan, until a while later the man realized what was in mind, his mind and mouth were not the name of the late wife but the name of the woman he had recently married.

"Oh my God, what has happened to me, why does she keep dancing in my mind and mind?? have I gone crazy, this is the first time I've been able to do hot activities by imagining the body of a woman other than my late wife." Gunawan seemed to be sitting closed when he realized all that.