I Finally Surrender.
Status of widow.

For a while I sat curled up on the shore, and I rose up and was about to return to my aunt's house where I had left my son with her this morning, when I was about to go to the religious court.

"Sister" someone called out as Big Brother, as I looked around there was no one else there but the girl and a middle-aged woman now walking behind the girl, so I pointed to myself as if asking if I was the one the girl was referring to. The girl who was about fifteen years old immediately nodded, as I pointed at myself.

I had a moment of astonishment because I did not know the girl at all, nor had my confusion been answered, now I was again surprised when the girl hugged me tightly. as if she did not want to part with me, I was shocked, while I was just silent I didn't know what to do. Up to a middle-aged woman who was now following the steps the girl nodded at me, as if hoping I would return the girl's embrace.

After being satisfied to hug my body tightly the girl then asked me to accompany her to play games on the beach. To be honest, I did not feel at all to play on the beach, he said, in addition to just accepting the fate of having just assumed the status of a widow, I also wanted to quickly return home because I did not want to leave my son for long.

But when I was about to refuse, the look on the face of the middle-aged woman who was now with the girl seemed to be sad when asking for a moment to accompany the girl.

"Can you take a moment to accompany my granddaughter to enjoy the beautiful beach!!" the woman was so compassionate when talking to me that I could not bear to refuse.

"Well pretty girl, Aunt will accompany you, but promise not long yes because Aunt should immediately pick up Auntie's child at her oma's house." said I, then it seems that the girl nodded in agreement. I deliberately changed her call to me to Auntie, because that was a better call than the girl had to call me sister.

The girl seemed so happy, that even I who saw her smiling happily did not realize I was jealous of her.

"Having someone who loved him so much and given him such a perfect life destiny." that's what I had in mind when I saw the girl, how could I not have thought. the girl was even escorted by two bodyguards who always faithfully followed her second step.

The girl seemed to be waving her hands at me. When I took a short break, suddenly the middle-aged woman who came with the girl stepped closer to me.

"Thank you for bringing back my granddaughter's long-faded smile." I tried to digest the sentence of a woman who still looks beautiful and well-groomed even at a young age.

"You mean??" I asked.

"After the death of her mother a year ago, this is the first time Arista can smile again, as before the accident that claimed her mother's life." can not be denied, he said, I was surprised to hear the story of the middle-aged woman who claimed Oma from the ABG girl.

"O yes forget, introduce my name Magdalena, you can call me Aunt Lena." she also introduced her name to me.

"Well, Miss Lena" said I who felt bad calling her aunty, because we were just strangers who had met for the first time. it is possible that this meeting will be our first and last.

"But madam, how could Arista suddenly smile back when she saw me??" hearing the story from Lena's mistress, I became more and more curious about the girl's attitude towards me.

Even what was on my mind at the moment as to why was asking too much about the girl, while perhaps this would be the first and last meeting for us.

A few moments later we stopped talking as the noble girl approached.

"Aunty can't Rista play to Auntie's house??" I had a gawk and looked at her when I heard the girl's request.

Honestly as an ordinary human being at this time I was still dizzy with everything that happened in my life, I did not want to add to it again with the affairs of the girl. Fortunately Omanya immediately gave an explanation to him.

"Honey, Aunt is busy now, next time if Aunt is not busy we play to the place of Auntie ya." The oma of the girl was trying to make the girl understand.

"Well if it's Auntie, but what's the name of Aunt???." it's not hard to make the girl understand, considering that she's already fifteen years old, now she's fifteen, and at this time the girl was sitting in the third grade of Junior High.

"Oh yes, Auntie forgot, the name of Aunt Widia." I said.

"Kalau Tante nggak keberatan,boleh nggak Rista tahu di mana alamat Tante??." aku hanya bisa tersenyum saat gadis itu menanyakan alamat rumahku, karena sejujurnya aku sendiri belum tahu di mana aku akan mengajak anakku tinggal, karena setelah resmi bercerai otomatis aku harus keluar dari rumah yang selama ini kami tempati bersama.

"Sorry dear, the plan is Aunty will move from the house Aunty before, but Aunty does not know where to move." He who heard my answer immediately felt bad for me about his grandson's question earlier, worried if his grandson's question offended me.

"Sorry to Widia if my granddaughter's question offends my son Widia." The girl's oma apologized to me, for feeling bad, but I who was not offended by the girl's question immediately smiled.

"No matter madam, after all I don't feel offended at all." the answer from me could finally make madam Lena breathe a sigh of relief hearing that.

"Thank you Widia for understanding, I hope we can meet again on another occasion" said Ms. Lena before I leave.

"Alright, then I say thank you first lady, beautiful Auntie saying yes, do not forget to always smile happily, every human being has his own test." I said before I walked over to my motorcycle which I parked not far from there.

I immediately rode my motorcycle to my aunt's house, where my son was waiting for me.