I Finally Surrender.
Go to the tomb.

After that, Gunawan also laid his body next to the legitimate wife, now both are still in a state of innocence only with a white blanket that covers the body parts of the husband and wife. this is the first time for the two to share a blanket, because previously during marriage with the man Widia who felt bad had to disturb the comfort of the bed owner, decided to sleep on the sofa.

Moments later Gunawan appears to rise from the bed without a word, wearing a hotel facility towel wrapped around his waist.

While Widia who realized it could only hold her chest, like she was holding back the pain inside there.

"So worthless am I in your eyes??" in Widia's heart, as the man got out of bed without a word.

Gunawan who is now flushing his body with water flowing from the shower, continues to remember when he was so eager to enjoy Widia's body.

"God what happened to me, there's no way I started falling in love with that woman.Why did it not feel like I was doing it for Arista, but because I wanted it so much." in the heart of Gunawan who is now standing under the water.

After about an hour Gunawan out of the bathroom, the man saw his wife had been wearing a bathrobe with her hair tied high up, it was able to re-awaken the man's passion. but Gunawan quickly dismissed his feelings, by taking his eyes off Widia.

"I am indeed only a widow you marry, not comparable to Rahma's mother, who was once a girl when married to you mas. but can you treat me a little as appropriate." in Widia's heart, Widia, can you treat me a little, upon realizing the man had deliberately turned his gaze away from her.

"Go take a shower, after that we return home!!" said Gunawan without seeing his interlocutor.

"Good mas." Widia replied obediently before passing towards the bathroom.

In the bathroom, it was there that Widia spilled all her heart through crying instead of not sincerely serving her husband, but somehow the woman's heart was so painful when Gunawan again acted cold to her.

Now Widia is seen coming out of the bathroom wearing her full clothes, because when she was about to clean herself she brought her clothes with her.

"We go home now, the children must be looking for you!!" said the man who had now returned wearing his full tuxedo.

"Well mas." that's how Widia answered every time she heard the order from Gunawan, the woman would definitely obey, it adds more value to her plus in the eyes of the man.

Before returning home, Gunawan told Widia that he wanted to stop by the grave of his late wife, Rahma.

"I want to stop by Arista's mother's grave for a while" said Gunawan, as usual Widia could only nod back in agreement.

Upon arrival at the tomb, Gunawan was seen crouching beside his wife's grave as well as Widia, after first asking permission from her husband.

At this time Widia does not know what is on her husband's mind, but clearly in the woman's eyes her husband is now shedding tears, so Widia thinks if the man feels that he has betrayed his wife, by sleeping with another woman, although according to Widia the man was forced to do it for the sake of his baby with the late wife.

"Sir, I'm sorry if I have indirectly made Gunawan mas betray the love of Rahma, but believe me if mas Gunawan is forced to do it to save Arista, his daughter mbak Rahma." hearing Widia's words that seemed to be communicating beside the navel of his late wife made Gunawan suddenly turn his head.

The man seemed to turn to Widia without a word, so that made the woman feel like she was scared because she thought her husband would scold her.

Not wanting to provoke her husband's anger, Widia left Rahma's tomb, and moved to the tomb of her parents which was located not far from Rahma's tomb.

After seeing Widia away from him, then Gunawan voiced out on the grave of his late wife.

"I'm sorry Rahma, it seems that what Widia said was not right, I have done wrong to you. Because I did it not because I was forced, but because I wanted the woman.I'm sorry Rahma, I'm sorry, forgive me for loving another woman.really all this is out of my control Rahma, I can no longer continue to hide my feelings for that woman from you. If you want to be angry, I can't keep my feelings for that woman from you, be angry with me don't be mad at the woman, for she's not wrong I'm guilty of you" with tears Gunawan spoke beside the grave of his late wife.

Until a while later Gunawan looked towards Widia, who was now standing in the hot sun while occasionally massaging her calves, probably because she had been standing waiting for him for too long.

"I go first Rahma, kasian if Arista look for me." said Gunawan before leaving Rahma's tomb, and moved to Widia.

"Let's go home!!." take the man and Widia nodded.

After returning to the car Gunawan seemed to ask Widia, about the tomb that had been visited by the woman.

"Whose grave were you visiting??" asked Gunawan in between his driving activities.

"The second grave of my parents mas." hearing Widia's answer made Gunawan suddenly turned to look at the woman.

"Why didn't you tell me that it was the tomb of your parents??" asked Gunawan with a serious look.

"It's not that I don't want to say it to you, but I'm just afraid to bother you" Widia replied honestly.

"Next time we come here again, I also want to visit the grave of my in-laws, because since marrying their daughter I have never visited their tomb" Gunawan said with a serious look, Until making Widia look closely at the man who is now focused on driving the car.

"From today no longer do activities that make you tired, that way you will certainly soon be pregnant!!." maybe because you are used to it, the man also spoke with a flat face.

"Well, you." replied Widia.

***

In the evening, when returning from his study Gunawan saw Widia still sleeping on the sofa like the night before, the night before, so that made the man move his wife's body to the bed and replace the woman's position to sleep on the sofa.

Only a few moments lay his body on the sofa Gunawan already feel uncomfortable, let alone have to sleep all night in that place.

"It was only a few minutes that I laid my body here, it felt like my back was about to break. let alone Widia who has been sleeping on this sofa for almost a month??." muttered Gunawan lirih while looking at the woman who is now sleeping on the bed.