I Finally Surrender.
Cancel the baby tube program.

When Gunawan returned to the room with a container that was placed in a black plastic bag, making Widia look Widia fixed on the black bag that was in the grasp of her husband. the woman could guess if it was a sample belonging to her husband who was asked yesterday by the doctor.

"Can we go now!!" asked Gunawan because he felt uncomfortable when the woman's gaze was still fixed on a plastic bag in his hand.

"Good mas." said Widia briefly before leaving the room ahead of her husband's step.

When he arrived at Gunawan's room already seemed ready with his tuxedo stelan, because in his study there are some of his changing clothes.

The atmosphere in the car was silent, both of them were only focused on their respective minds.

"Mas Gunawan must have imagined the face of his late wife while doing that" in Widia's heart, somehow imagining the man enjoying something by imagining another woman's face making Widia's heart ache.

"Why am I sad to think about it, even though I myself know if mas Gunawan love died equally mbak Rahma. I should not envy Wid let alone jealousy, almarhumah mbak Rahma was his wife mas Gunawan, I should not envy Wid, you must be aware of who you are." continued Widia as if she was giving spirit and strength to herself.

Gunawan who was focused on staring at the streets occasionally glanced at Widia while turning his head.

"How could this woman's face continue to cross my mind and mind at a time like that??" in Gunawan's heart who was now glancing towards Widia who now seemed to be twisting her fingers. until it makes Gunawan ask, what is currently on the woman's mind.

In the middle of the journey arrived Widia's question on the man who is now focusing on driving broke the silence.

"Pbuh, if God willed the process of the baby tube that we will walk smoothly, would mas give the same affection that you gave to Arista, to the child born from my womb??." Widia's question made Gunawan immediately turn to her.

"Why do you ask like that??." instead of answering Gunawan instead asked back, making the woman smile bitterly as if she could guess the answer that would be given by the man.

"No papa mas, have already forgotten it anyway does not matter!!" said Widia in the rest of her bitter smile.

"Why am I so stupid, how could I question something that I myself already know the answer to." Widia's heart ached considering the fate of her son later, as she said, even so he will continue the process of baby tubes, because that is the only way to save Arista's life.

"Darling if later you are present in your mother's womb, you must be strong must not be crybaby.remember there is a mama who will always be there and love you!!." widia continued to look at the side window of the car so that her eyes that now began to glaze invisible to the man who was now driving beside her.

"Is Widia not sincerely pregnant with my child??." now it's Gunawan's turn to guess what's on Widia's mind, because since then the woman seemed reluctant to look at him.

Both of them kept busy with their thoughts until the car driven by Gunawan arrived at the hospital.

Upon arrival at the Gunawan hospital immediately walked to the room of Dr. Beni who was none other than his close friend, followed Widia behind him.

Not much different from yesterday, when he arrived at Dr. Beni's room, the two doctors who accompanied his best friend were back there.

Gunawan seems to put his sample there before a laboratory employee comes to collect it, for further examination, if it returns to show good results then the maturation process in the laboratory on the sample ******* those.

"What should be like that??" asked Gunawan with a face that is difficult to understand.

"Don't I explain it to you before Mr. Wicaksono." replied Beni as the doctor who handles the process of baby tubes that will be done by both.

"At least what can not be done by a female doctor??" Gunawan's question made Beni sigh deeply and then exhale slowly, before answering the question from the patient and his best friend.

"Sorry sir, this process cannot be done by someone who is not competent, so I suggest you do not need to think like that, because this is not the first time for us to do something like this." beni answered with full authority, so that Gunawan immediately massaged his temple like he was relieving his headache from thinking about how to take eggs to his wife.

"Let's go please!!." Beni seemed to let Widia sit in a special bed for the process of retrieving eggs in her womb.

Without a sound Widia seemed to obey the words of doctor Beni, but before the woman was really lying on the bed Gunawan first blocked Widia's arm, making the woman look confused at her husband.

"What's wrong??" asked Widia who now seemed confused by the change in her husband's attitude.

"Sorry doc, I decided not to continue with this baby tube program" Gunawan said without hesitation, while Widia was increasingly confused by the change in her husband's attitude. because previously the man who seemed so excited when he wanted to do a baby tube program, but why now even Gunawan himself who decided not to continue the process.

"But sir, didn't you spend a lot of money to go through this baby tube process, don't you feel lost with everything you've spent on a program that will soon pay off??" again asked Dr. Beni reassured the decision that has been taken by the patient and his best friend.

"I would rather lose my money than see my wife in gera_" Gunawan did not continue his sentence when he turned to Arham doctor and Rama doctor, because he did not want to offend the two.

"From what do you have to do, sir?." now Beni deliberately asked a question to provoke the reaction of his friend.

"Had the doc need not be discussed anymore, I was firm on my decision not to continue this baby tube program." from the answer of his best friend Beni can guess if Gunawan does not want his wife to be touched by another man, even though it is a doctor.

Beni who is well acquainted with the character of Gunawan asked respectfully the two doctors who accompanied him to come out of the room briefly.

"Could leave us for a moment!!" Beni told his two colleagues, then both nodded before leaving the room.

"Alright if there is nothing you want to ask again we say goodbye" said Gunawan while holding Widia's hand.

"If you do not want to continue this program, then what about the fate of Arista Gun do you have the heart to see your daughter in such conditions??" now Beni began to use casual language, Beni began to use casual language, and so on, so as to make Gunawan stop his steps for a moment and turn to his best friend while saying.

"I'll make sure my wife gets to have my child soon to be my daughter's helper, but not by means of a baby tube. I'll do it my own way." the words of his best friend made Beni suddenly bite her lower lip like she was holding back a smile.

"It turns out that the previous guess really happened, I've guessed before Gunawan, if you will not be willing to see your wife in touch with another man even though the man is a doctor." murmured Beni with a smile that now expands perfectly on his lips, when his best friend disappeared behind the door.