I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Positively

" I was overtaking not because I wanted to get ahead of the bike that was in front of me, rather I focus on the awkwardness that I see from the bike he (Rider who fell) that already looks wrong." Rayyan said when interviewed about the chronology of the incident, considering Rayyan's reaction immediately stopped during the incident, and immediately ran towards the victim.

" Isn't it because you're focused on being the first podium winner?" one of the reporters asked.

Rayyan shook his head "With our distance of 15 meters, while he was only a few seconds away from finishing, it means I can't expect to be on the first podium right?"

Meters and seconds mean a lot when the riders perform, especially when they are at the end of the finish.

" Aren't you supposed to be happy with yesterday's events, you're finally the champion in this season's grand prix competition?" the voice that makes Rayyan's emotions almost explode, if you don't remember when all eyes imprisoned the world watching it, Rayyan certainly has punched a human face that does not directly say himself 'Human Has No Heart'.

" That's if you were me, maybe the answer would be 'YES'! But sorry, I'm not you, even though it's a competition but as a human being I still have a heart. Thank you." Thank you."

Rayyan immediately retreated, although the reporters were not satisfied to ask, but his mood was no longer supportive, it was better to immediately get out of hand than he got out of control.

The crowd of reporters tried to catch up but at that time the bodyguards immediately blocked, Mathew swiftly led Rayyan to a special room where Mira had been waiting for him there.

Seeing the arrival of the husband, Mira understood that Rayyan was currently in a condition that was not good.

Mathew and Dony immediately stepped aside, giving the couple some space.

Mira approached, where Rayyan was sitting leaning against the sofa with her eyes closed.

His hand held a bottle of water, but he did not give it to Rayyan. Sitting slowly, giving a gentle touch may be more helpful.

Rayyan opened her eyes, feeling her shoulder being touched, looking at Mira who was smiling gently. The next second he just remembered the whereabouts of Mira in the room.

" Drink mas." Mira gave me the bottle she had opened.

" Thank you." Rayyan immediately drank until almost emptied the entire contents of the bottle that was full, to make her feelings a little calm.

Mira only noticed that her usually cheerful face was now tense, with muscle strokes on her forehead popping out, as well as a red face due to stifled anger.

" Let go!" Mira patted the chest moving up and down, as if filled with disgust due to the uncomfortable accusations during the interview session.

But Rayyan, once again a man who can easily control the situation, he cannot escape the control of venting his anger blindly, especially with Mira beside him, it would only make Mira fear him later, and that was not the thing she wanted.

With a quick movement, he grabbed Mira's body, looking for comfort in the gentle embrace of his wife.

This is where the couple's role begins. When the husband falls, the wife must be there to accompany him.

The intention to do good is noble, but when our good intentions are seen as bad in the eyes of others, it hurts more.

Mira gently stroked Rayyan's back which was leaning on her, putting her face cut off by her neck, as if that was where Rayyan was most comfortable right now.

" Why do people always misunderstand when we want to be good?" Rayyan.

" Because being good is harder than being bad." Miras.

" But I don't have any thoughts as to what they were asking." Rayyan.

" I know and I believe you're not that kind of person."

Rayyan pulled her body, looking down while wiping away the tears that had stopped by. His weak side could no longer be pressed.

" There (circuits) we are the opponent, but that does not mean we are not solid. There are rules to follow, which not everyone knows how hard it is for us riders to stick to them, especially in the last seconds of the game, as if everything there is racing to be the fastest, to sometimes forget and break the rules, if you really just want to target the position, where maybe the mas immediately stopped at that time, too, yes, although it is the position right there (finishing line) it is a coincidence, not intentionally, because the incident is also right there, you also see right?"

Mira nodded and smiled as she played the role of a listener as Rayyan let out her heart.

" Why do they have such thoughts." There was emotional pressure from the sentence Rayyan said.

" Dad..."

" Hes." Rayyan looked at Mira.

" We live with others, it means our lives are not separated from the judgment of those who see us. Sometimes bad judgment hurts so much, and good judgment makes us happy. But... Our lives do not depend on the value given by people, let them judge anything about us, the most important thing is that we remain who we are and always try to be 'good' to yourself is not merely being good because you want to look good to people."

Rayyan smiled, her memory returning to the moment Mira was run over by Bobby's mother, when Sarah's mother told her about the time.

" What is that you think of when Bobby's mom..."

" Don't reveal it again. Now it's time for us 'me and you' not 'me and him' unless we want me to go back..."

" Don't hope! We don't want that, that we want to stay together, that the past let be the past, and now we make our future, our happiness."

" With what?"

" Think positive, stay good without thinking about what people say."

" Printer's." Mira pinched the small nose of Rayyan, making Rayyan chuckle.

" It can laugh now." Mira is relieved, her Rayyan is back.

" Thanks to you." Rayyan instead pinched Mira's little nose.

" It could be ae..."

They laughed together, until the sound of Rayyan's stomach laughed.

" It turns out anger makes you hungry." Sindir Mira, makes Rayyan hug him again.

" Don't talk, but you're angry to be hungry, eat yuk...."

" What's good to eat?" Rayyan thought for a moment.

" Rush-hit." Mira replied, she thought Rayyan would laugh with the menu she mentioned.

" Want to eat hodgepodge you yank?" the question that made Mira did not answer, he was just joking, not even Rayyan took it seriously.

" Where is it here."

" Seriously want to eat a hodgepodge? If you want to go, there's something to sell." Rayyan.

" Seriously there is?" Mira doesn't believe it yet.

" Yes, every country must have a kok restaurant that is available in other countries' cuisines, including here."

" Don't call Mathew yeah, we'll rame there."

Rayyan contacted Mathew to take the extended family to Carrer de I'or street where there is a restaurant that sells hodgepodge and other Indonesian food.

And when he got there, Mira just believed that Spain had a restaurant that provides Indonesian cuisine.

" Say he wants a hodgepodge?" Rayyan asked when Mira instead ordered food that could be eaten with rice.

" Kangen is rice."

" It's not the same thing."

" That's it later, the important thing is rice, rice and rice."

A week less meet rice, make Mira kangen, then how are you doing with my beloved country Indonesia?

" I'm going home yuk."

" Where?"

" Indonesia."

" Now." Rayyan chokes toge him... Ahaha!