I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Not Want to Lose

Dinner that night made Rayyan unsettled. The shadow of Mira's face that made up always present haunted him.

" Don't be too possessive boss, girls love cool guys." Mathew's advice when they are at an event attended by all teams, entrepreneurs, artists, and no less the top international models.

" Baby Alien." Whisper Mathew into Rayyan's ear.

" Look at the boss, the looks are so cool, so the inceran inces is pretty."

" I have no interest." Rayyan answered haughtily. He flicked his arms over and over again to see the time as if slowing down.

" A long time no end?" Rayyan asked Mathew.

" Just started boss." Mathew answered while watching the girl in a red dress, low cleavage, with a necklace dangling to the middle of the cleavage.

" Boss refreshing." Mathew leaves Rayyan and approaches her target girl with two drinks in her hand.

" Drink?"

" Thank you." The girl accepted with a gentle smile, showing off a row of white teeth due to the veneer trend.

" Himself?" Ask Mathew.

" I'm looking for a friend."

The answer that Mathew was waiting for.

" Now?"

" Hey'em."

The girl placed a hand on Mathew's waist, walking along with Mathew who led him out of the hall. Rayyan only noticed, before finally he was approached by several entrepreneurs who offered cooperation contracts. Of course outside the racing area, Rayyan is happy to accept as long as it still smells automotive.

" This is my business card. If you're not actively racing on the track, we can start racing in the business man."

" Of course, and this is my business card, and the name of my family company in Indonesia." Rayyan.

" r. Johan?" The businessman examined the name of the company listed on the card given by Rayyan.

" He's my daddy."

" We're the best friend." Rayyan answered proudly, because she met her papa friend.

" Oh yeah." Rayyan was surprised, but she was happy that the company was global. All this time he was not so concerned with the efforts of his father handled by Jonathan.

" We had worked together when Johan was in Europa, unfortunately he prefers to join his wife to Indonesia and develop a business center there."

" That's how." Reply Rayyan.

" Ok, then please continue. I'm going to the other one first." Pamit the businessman to Rayyan. They ended up shaking hands, then Rayyan met again with entrepreneurs engaged in entertainment, offered him to play action films, as the main character. Unfortunately Rayyan is not very interested in acting.

"If it's Mira's co-star, I'd want to. Unfortunately, it has to do with Bollywood actresses. Big no!" Rayyan muttered to herself, smiling and approaching several other riders. Until he had a gap to be alone on the balcony next to the hall. He pulled out his cell phone from his pocket and contacted Mira.

" Yes, yeah." Mira replied in a weak voice, it seems like she has already gone to sleep.

" Have you slept?" Ask Rayyan.

" Wake up." Answer Mira.

" I haven't even returned yet." Rayyan.

" Yes, it's been designed first." Said Mira.

" Bosen, I'd love to go home."

" Hehehe...." Mira laughs.

" Why laugh?" Ask Rayyan.

" See funny movie."

" Oh, Kirain laughs why."

" So fell asleep while watching TV, uh even the tv that saw the person sleeping."

" Fatigured work all day. What time did you come home?" Ask Rayyan.

" It's 5."

" Ride what?"

" Picked up Dony's mas."

" Have you eaten?"

" It was the same before I went home."

" Don't eat anymore?"

" I forgot to buy food."

" Say the same as Dony."

" Tonight, tomorrow morning. Also not a laper."

" really?"

" Hey'em."

Their chatter paused for a moment, because Rayyan was visited by a model who had brought an umbrella before the race.

" Yes... Rayyan Aquino is it?"

Rayyan would not shake the model's hand, but refused to link the cheek as the others did.

" Himself?" Ask the model.

" I'm talking to someone." Rayyan moved the hp in her hand.

" Oh sorry, annoying."

" It's okay." Rayyan replied letting the model retreat with a disappointed look.

Mira was speechless hearing the short conversation across.

" Who is mas?" Asked Mira, she was curious, precisely her uncomfortable feeling of hearing Rayyan talk to a woman.

" It looks like one of the models, I don't really understand." Reply Rayyan.

Mira was silent at Rayyan's reply. His heart throbbed, feeling pain. It is undeniable that he feels jealous, especially Mira is very understanding of the world of Rayyan surrounded by beautiful women with high class labels.

" Yank, I'm on the inside." Rayyan asked who realized Mira did not respond to her words.

" Non-numb." Answer Mira.

" What's sleepy?"

Mira was silent again.

" Why choose Mira? There are many beautiful girls."

" You jealous?"

" No." Mira hurriedly refuted Rayyan's question.

" Why not look for them?" There was a low tone from Mira's words, as if insecure.

Rayyan did not answer, looking briefly at the clock that was coiled in her hand.

" Mas back to the hotel first yes, it has started to disperse this. Call me again when we get there." Rayyan.

" Hes."

Mira had no intention of doing so, and immediately put down her phone before Rayyan ended the call.

His heart was hot, imagining Rayyan being among the women. And there is a feeling of inferiority when comparing himself to the origin and work of the women who surround Rayyan. To be sure he felt insecure, after hearing Rayyan himself approached by women who had a career as a model, which certainly was not a lower-class model there, he said, rayyan itself is struggling in a worldwide field.

Mira wakes up to the bathroom to wash her face, then sees the shadow of her face reflected.

How can you dream of having the heart of a man who is like the heavens, and you alone are only dust on the earth Mira.

Mira begins to be pessimistic about her feelings. He walked back and forth to fetch some drinking water, upheld it and ended up sitting on the perimeter between the balcony and the dining room which was only blocked by glass.

Is this real, or is it just an illusion if a Rayyan Aquino chooses a country girl like me. While there are many stars scattered with blinding light.

Not long after, his phone rang again. Mira moves into the room to pick up a call from Rayyan.

He did not immediately make a sound, leaving the atmosphere quiet for some time. Until Rayyan changed the voice call to a video call.

Rayyan noticed Mira's gloomy look on her face.

" Yes... How's diem? I just got this."

Rayyan took off her coat and hung it where Mathew had provided it.

Mira just silently watched Rayyan's every move that came back by wearing a plain white T-shirt with long pants that had not been removed.

" Yank, why the hell?" Ask Rayyan. He's not comfortable with Mira's silent actions.

" Is there something wrong?" Rayyan asked again, Mira just shook her head.

" Why then?"

" No papa." Mira's tone of voice sounded heavy, making Rayyan sigh.

" What about that woman?" guess Rayyan. Mira shakes.

" Why then? Say dong yank, don't miss it!" Of course Rayyan was so confused by the sudden change in Mira's attitude.

For a long time they kept quiet with each other. Rayyan waits for Mira to speak, but Mira instead survives her silent action, leaving Rayyan's patience eroded bit by bit.

" Yank...." Gentle Rayyan's voice called out to Mira, Mira lowered her head.

" You're in them because of that woman, aren't you?"

" Hear well. Never doubt the same mas even though many women like them around the mas. They have existed for a long time before we know them, and as long as they exist in a world like this, yes they are complementary in a world like this. But I actually prefer you, not them. If you want, you can get something like them from the past. But I didn't think about making them friends or getting close to them."

" None of the women, not even one had dared to approach, because it gave no chance for them to approach. So don't think you'll be interested in them. One woman who can make you sure it's just you."

" But Mira is just a village girl mas." Resist Mira.

" But you still live on earth, right?" Ask Rayyan.

" As long as you walk on the earth, it means that you are no different from them, even if you are from their village from abroad. Unless you live in heaven, just rethink to be near you."

" Yank... Throw away your mind like that. Trusting your heart is only for you. When in doubt, there is no point in talking too much. The point is I just want you to spend the rest of my life with you. That's if you want to, if you don't want to, what can happen."

" Are you serious?"

" Do I doubt you? What evidence are you asking to convince you?"

Mira shook her head " Just keep your heart there." Answer Mira later.

Rayyan smiled "Are you jealous because of that?"

" Not jealous, but inferior."

" Never think like that again!" Pinta Rayyan's.

" They're human too."

" They're beautiful."

" Beautiful, but not the type of gold. Beautify you, let alone last time work, make you not focus on knowing."

" Is... What the hell is this mas." Mira blushed, throwing her gaze to the side.

" That's dong yank, smile. What's the same as Mas?"

Mira stared again at her phone screen and looked at Rayyan who was looking at her with a sad look.

" Miss you."

" Miss you too." Reply Mira.

" Love you."

" Love you too."

" Sir." Emmuach."

Mira immediately covered her face with a pillow, not wanting to see Rayyan smiling meaningfully while waiting for Mira to open the pillow.

Long enough, Mira thought Rayyan had cut off her call, but she was wrong. Rayyan's face still faithfully waited for him with a charming smile, making Mira want to cover her face again.

" Stop!" stop Rayyan, Mira stops.

" What?" Ask Mira.

" Sir." Emmuach."

Mira this time did not want to lose, she was silent for a moment watching Rayyan who was still smiling.

" It's his smile."

Rayyan immediately stopped, even now confused by the expression of Mira who was not affected by the long-distance kiss.

" Why?" Rayyan is confused because Mira survives in silence, until something unexpected leaves her dumbfounded....

" Dad..."

" What?"

Mira silently prepared mentally, while Rayyan silently waited.

" Sir." Emmuach."

Mira immediately disconnected the phone after finishing with her long-distance kiss, while Rayyan was dumbfounded with her mouth open..... Feeling something as if stopped in a scene that always looms when Mira returns her kiss, well even though the distance jauuuuhhhhh pake really, but the scenery blooms in the shadows seoarang Rayyan as if real.

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Thanks for the coffee, make the authoritative cement another part tonight..... Hopefully tomorrow morning you wake up his mood is better after reading the gulali edition part this time....

Luv you all

Fillia 😍😍😍