I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Sarah Prastiani

It is hard to let our lives decide

The sweetness of our life that we determine

How we will choose and live

As difficult, as easy, as miserable, as happy as anyone is if he himself is not grateful, he will not be able to truly feel it.

" Mama." Rayyan, who had been almost 3 hours in her mother's office, immediately rose from her sleeping position.

" You slept here last night?" Mama Sarah approached Rayyan who was returning her consciousness.

" No, I slept in the workshop." Reply Rayyan.

Mama stared at the probing, while Rayyan looked into my eyes with a question.

" Why?"

" Did Mira sleep there last night?"

" Yes, why?" Rayyan replied lightly different from the mother who was surprised.

" You guys did 'that'?

" That's what? Speak the truth mama." Rayyan was even made curious by the words of Sarah's mother who seemed enigmatic.

" Don't act plain! If men and women sleep under one roof what happens?" Mama cornered Rayyan with a trap question.

" What happens is sleep, what else?" Rayyan still answered lightly.

" What do you do when you sleep?"

" Thank you maybe, what else yeah....." Rayyan scratched her unscratchy head.

" Don't pretend to be Rayyan! Did you guys do make lo...."

" lady.... What do I look like a jerk? I do love Mira, but my logic is still sane if only to damage her, not necessarily there, at home mama also many opportunities. I slept there, but Dony's room. Still love me if I have to open it now."

" Can you believe what you say?"

" Mama asked so what because of the treatment of papa to mama first?"

Checkmate! Mother Sarah was silent.

" It is precisely because love is supposed to guard, not destroy. But papa used love as a tool to ruin mama."

Mama nailed, speechless, unable to say anything, because it was the truth.

" Have you read mama's dairy?"

"Hem."

" Don't hate your papa."

" It's already passed. And now that Rayyan sees, papa's not like that."

Mama sighed, letting out a heavy breath that filled her chest cavity.

" Mama is happy now? So why bring up the past. It's just that if bang Nathan finds out, what he can accept. Better to lose this book." Rayyan took out a worn-out brown book that belonged to mama.

" Because this is just gonna hurt him." Rayyan put the book away.

They are silent, Rayyan so pity after knowing the past of Sarah's mother who he just knew today.

A female victim of male selfishness. It means to work against luck with the luck he gets.

He came from a simple family, but because of his persistence he was able to get a higher level of education, through the scholarship he got. Armed with it, it works in the company yes even in the branch.

Perseverance once again made him a lucky person, 1 year after he rose to office and was placed in the headquarters. Not stopping there, he finally got the opportunity to be sent abroad as an elective who received an award as an exemplary employee. He didn't give it a chance. Success is the goal.

Unfortunately, her luck did not apply to her love life.

Establishing a relationship with the son of the ruler, means having to be ready with all the risks. Unsanctioned is one of them.

Most rich families look down on the poor. And that's what happened.

Johan Aquino, who thought Sarah was a matre woman who loved power and money, so he approached Mark Aquino and formed a love with his sister who served as president of the Aquino family company.

Increasingly furious at the intimacy of the two, Johan who was then a lecturer at a university, intended to separate the two.

He's planning something. But it has not been done, their parents have acted first by matching Mark Aquino with the daughter of the businessman, and after Mark who joined his wife to France, because the Aquino family also has a business there.

After Mark's departure, Sarah could only be sincere, aware that she was just an ordinary person. Luckily, he was still able to work in the company. He went on with his life, no problem with Mark leaving him.

Unfortunately, the Aquino family's decision to appoint Johan as Mark's replacement to be the new leader in Aquinos' company.

The charm of Sarah is inevitable. Johan is trapped in love alone with his sister's ex-lover whom he hated.

Working as a secretary, the frequency of Johan and Sarah's meetings grew more frequent.

Sarah, who has been traumatized, weaves stories with rich people, now starting to get close to ordinary employees, even just serving as the head of the keungan division.

Sly! Johan, hot at the sight of Sarah along with her lover, is secretly looking for a way to separate them by trapping the man by throwing him in prison, with a corruption case. And the trap worked.

But Sarah turned out to remain loyal and always took time to visit the lover who languished in prison. Increasingly furious, Johan plots a scheming plan back.

Asking Sarah overtime to provide extra work, and on that calculated night, Johan commits a lecherous act against Sarah.

Sarah was angry after the incident. He decided to return to Indonesia. Opening a new sheet by opening a boutique with the results he gets during work.

Unfortunately, Johan leaves the seed in her womb, and it grows without Sarah knowing it.

The moon changed, and the signs she felt surprised her, because she was very sure that she was pregnant. The shock! He intends to end his life. But a sane thought made him realize, that by suicide, it means making a mistake twice.

Meanwhile, Johan felt guilty. He is determined to find Sarah by following Sarah to Indonesia. Despite his family's opposition and the threat of being removed as heir, Johan did not care. He went to Indonesia to find Sarah.

His search is successful, he finds Sarah in a state of great pregnancy. And he was sure it was his son, because that night, he was the first to break into Sarah's defense.

It's not easy, it's hard to conquer Sarah's heart. But Sarah was quite aware, that the child in her womb needed a father, and she could not separate the two.

Eventually he accepts Johan, but keeps building a wall on their relationship. Sarah still hates Johan.

Johan took Sarah to LA, they settled there. Johan worked as a lecturer at one of the top universities.

Until Sarah gives birth, the relationship has not improved. But the presence of baby Nathan turned out to bring blessings. Johan's sincerity towards Nathan is seen by Sarah, so Sarah is willing to accept and open her heart to Johan.

However, they have not been accepted by the Aquino family. Until 3 years later Sarah is pregnant with their second child Rayyan, and Johan is called back to Spain due to his family's business on the verge of bankruptcy.

Johan wants to go home on the condition that they accept Sarah and her children.

Camouflage.... They pretended to accept, but after the effort got back up. Sarah is out of that family.

Johan gets angry, and brings Sarah and her children back to LA. There they settled down and Johan returned to lecturer.

But Sarah who wants to return to Indonesia, making Johan must give up.

While still teaching, he let Sarah return first to Indonesia and her two children.

Equipping Sarah with the results of her hard work, she built a business in Indonesia in the field of assembly. Containing colleagues and investors looking for his whereabouts, Johan finally rose.

His lecturer's job ended after his children grew up, Nathan helped the company, and Rayyan self-employed in the field of motor vehicle sales that were supplied directly from the Johan factory, but unexpectedly, he said, it turns out that the business spirit of his youngest child and his motor hobby became the target of entrepreneurs both at home and abroad. They utilize the title of world rider that they hold to promote their manufacturer's results. And now Rayyan has several large daelers that accommodate a collection of types of motors that are ready to be marketed both domestic and foreign production.

Now the Aquino family is king in the automotive business world. While Sarah chose to stay at home, occasionally helping if she wanted to. Because he was hard enough to build a business that he started from scratch, even though the support of husbands who were abroad at that time still flowed.

Sarah in her age who is no longer young must be dizzy because of the actions of her youngest child who she considers to have high standards in choosing a partner.

His fondness for riding iron horses made him seem uninterested in marriage. Nathan, who is 3 years above, already has 2 children. While at the age of 35, Rayyan has not been seen holding women. Sarah was obviously scared. Parents want their children to be happy. But the indifferent attitude his son showed towards women made him feel worried.

From models, famous artists, to children of entrepreneurs, all have been introduced to the youngest child. But still nothing interesting to a Rayyan, until one day the appearance of a simple photo of a girl on the screen hp Rayyan, make Sarah feel relieved.

Your happiness, son, is your happiness. May you always be happy, differences do not make a barrier, but make it as a reinforcement of your bond of love.

Mama always prays for you.

Love

Sarah Prastiani