I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Died asleep.

Rayyan prepare with the team will fly to Portugal tomorrow. Rayyan is busy today. Only her busy body, in contrast to her mind, continued to float on the figure of her niece's nanny.

" What are you doing, Mira?" His face, while putting the last clothes in the suitcase.

" Just sleep I can forget about you. Hopefully everything is as planned. Rayyan's spirit!" Rayyan rambled herself in her room, packing the items that would be needed there.

" What call? But it's night."

Rayyan looked at the time from her phone screen.

" But kangen?"

Looking forward, he would contact Mira, but was afraid of interrupting the girl's rest.

" Call call to call."

Rayyan is looking for a contact named Encus dihpnya.

Rang....

His heartbeat began to thump, while waiting for his call to be connected.

Actually he was confused what to say, when Mira received a call from him, and what reason would he say to Mira when Mira later asked what was the matter, or why?

Hoping not to be picked up, but the voice across was heard.

" Hello mas."

Rayyan did not immediately answer, because he was really confused if asked why he contacted Mira tonight. While the time has shown at 22:30 wib.

" Daddy?" Mira's voice was heard again.

" Have you slept?" Finally those two words came out of Rayyan's mouth.

" hasn't. Why?"

This is when Rayyan is again made nervous, Mira must have asked why Rayyan contacted her. Should Rayyan say that she misses Mira or find another reason not to be so obvious.

" Daddy?" Mira called again her name.

" I'll be leaving tomorrow."

" Tomorrow? When will the race be held?"

Huft.... Thank God he didn't ask me about my purpose in calling him.

Rayyan breathed a sigh of relief.

" It's still 2 months away, but there's quarantine." Rayyan tried to make her tone sound normal, even though her heartbeat was really irregular.

" Oh that. Hopefully good and win for sure. Be careful tomorrow on the way." said Mira.

" Thank you for the prayer, and I'll make sure to go home with the last chalice."

" Why was the last?"

" Yes, because this is the last race I've ever been in." Rayyan.

" Well, I can't see Rayyan on TV anymore." There was a disappointed tone in Mira's words.

" You can see it" said Rayyan.

" Stretch not Rayyan mas who is racing on the circuit, which can be tense when you see the action of the motorbike."

Rayyan was happy to hear Mira's words, as if Mira was really looking forward to her while competing with her iron horse.

" Do you like me?" Actually, the question posed by Rayyan means ambiguous, but not for Mira.

" Very." the excited answer Mira uttered, successfully made Rayyan smile happily.

" Especially when Rayyan mas can be in the forefront, with a considerable distance from other participants. Sometimes my stomach gets stiff waiting for the last laps. Unfortunately last season mas even fell, but it stayed a little bit nyampe finish." There was a disappointed tone in Mira's remarks, making Rayyan determined the game this time should win and present the trophy to Mira.

Rayyan smiled at how she was going to go home and went straight to Mira, giving the trophy to her.

" Mad." Oh."

Lamunana Rayyan returned, after hearing Mira's voice calling out to her.

" Is it still there?"

" iii." A bit nervous Rayyan answered Mira's question, because she instead daydreamed of imagining herself with Mira.

" What's wrong with Mira?"

Well how is this? What should I answer try?

" Mad." Oh."

" Just ask for help with Gea and Geby, tomorrow I leave." Rayyan finally found the right reason, using the names of his two nephews.

Thank you Geby, Gea. We'll go to the timezone if we go home.

" Oh, definitely. Mira's telling me tomorrow."

Both are silent again. Rayyan is confused to use any more reasons to still be able to invite Mira to discuss. Mira was there confused because Rayyan was silent.

" Mad." call Mira.

" Yes." That was Rayyan's answer.

Next the awkward situation. Mira waited for Rayyan to speak, but Rayyan was silent for a long time.

" It's late, I want to rest." Finally Mira said that, because she could not cut the phone, while Rayyan contacted her.

" Send away."

Mira was confused by Rayyan who asked her to wait, while Rayyan just kept quiet. And again, now Rayyan is still the same. Quiescent.

Mira threw herself into bed. Waiting for Rayyan to speak again.

Rayyan ventured to divert voice calls to video calls. I want to see Mira's face. I don't know why his heart misses that girl so much.

Mira stared at the screen, looking questioningly. But he also shifted the screen, until Rayyan's face was seen.

Mira was silent, not saying anything, waiting for Rayyan to speak first.

He leaned hp on the bolster that he put in front, because his hands ache if he had to hold.

" What's diem? What's up, huh? If it closes, call it! I'm already sleepy."

" Don't." Rayyan immediately prevented Mira from terminating the phone.

His heart was still longing, not satisfied to see the beautiful face of Mira, although without polish, but for Rayyan it was natural beauty that made him even more crazy.

" Why the hell?" Mira started to get upset. If not afraid to say impolite, he wanted to turn off from earlier. But he couldn't have done that. While he began to be caught off guard with Rayyan who kept silent and looked at him.

Unlike Rayyan who is gathering the courage to say again her feelings. He exhales, tries to relax his feelings and tries to tell Mira again.

" Mira's." Call her.

" Hes." Mira's voice was heard, but her eyes seemed to be out of focus with her phone screen.

" You sleepy?" Rayyan asked, but saw Mira's eyes trying to stay open.

" No" That was all he heard, but his eyes were already heavy.

" What's up?" His voice is also weakening.

" I...." Rayyan lowered her head, pausing her words.

" What?" Mira's voice is out of sync. Because his eyes are starting to close.

With courage, Rayyan said as she nodded her gaze.

" I like you..." The sentence hangs, looking at Mira's face that is closed with peace.

" well.... Died to sleep." Rayyan's disappointed.

" I shouldn't have said it too long." Rayyan snorted, cursing at her so sluggish self.

The face of Mira, who was soundly asleep, looked so peaceful.

Rayyan rubbed her finger onto the screen, as if she was rubbing Mira's beautiful smooth face.

Not wanting to lose that moment, Rayyan recorded it. He will make the antidote miss when he is far away.

" Love you Mira Adinda."

" What?!"

Rayyan flinched, hearing Mira's reply, thinking that Mira answered her heart's expression. But he was disappointed, in fact Mira's eyes were still closed.

" Huh.... Turns out he's delirious."

Rayyan smiled to herself. Follow her wake up, follow Mira to dreamland. Hope to meet there.

" Miss you Mira, love you."

Rayyan's eyes were finally completely closed now, unaware that Mira's eyes were looking at her with a hard-to-understand look.

What the hell are you saying? Can you do it again? So that I don't hear wrong!

Mira immediately disconnected the phone, her eyes could not be closed. His mind became muddled after hearing how Rayyan said a sacred sentence that he did not want to hear.

*Hopefully this is just a dream. I just don't want to feel any more pain because of that sentence. It is enough of this wound, because of believing and expecting from that sentence, in fact it all just ended up a wound, and the wound as if it did not want to heal, he said, always gaping when I think back to the end of that sentence, which is disappointed.

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