I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
In my own way

"Mama shouldn't call me. I had so much trouble holding this longing for her. Mama......!" Rayyan grumbled as she looked at Mira's face on her screen.

Then open the gallery to search for the video he recorded while Mira pretended to be asleep.

Looking at the peaceful face that then opened his eyes because of the expression of his love.

Terseyum... That is when someone imagines and misses the face of loved ones but can only be a shadow.

Chequek.....

" Let me Met guitar!" The word containing Rayyan's orders was addressed to his manager who had just come out of the bathroom wearing only a color pants with a towel draped around his neck.

" Want to find where the gini malls are! You think this is in Indo?" Mathew.

" It's up to you to get where, anyway I want it to be, and it's tonight." Tell the king who can not be contested.

Sometimes following Rayyan's wishes makes Mathew almost crazy, but he is also happy to be working with Rayyan. Always put employee welfare first, although sometimes annoying.

Ting

Notification of incoming messages to hp Mathew.

No one had opened the message, Rayyan had already said that it was a bonus for her evening party. Mathew always hunts night butterflies while accompanying Rayyan to work abroad.

" Aren't you coming?" Ask Mathew.

" Since when do I come along, enek I see girls wearing clothes less material so." Reject Rayyan.

" Go there, find me a guitar."

" Yes!" Mathew snorted in annoyance, but was happy to get paid extra.

He leaves Rayyan in a hotel room, looking for the object Rayyan wants after wearing full clothes.

" Why try guitar? If you just want to hug the guitar, hug a girl is also the same body, like a guitar, life too."

Along the way Mathew unceasingly looks at the shops lined up, who knows past the musical instrument stores. But almost all the way, he has not found. Until his gaze was fixed on a dead-end street busker across the street.

He approached the busker and tried to negotiate so that the busker's guitar could be bought. And lucky after talking long enough Mathew managed to exchange the object for a sum of money equal to the money Rayyan transferred earlier.

" If you think it's the same, it's a lie."

Gontai Mathew returned to the room where he was staying to give Rayyan the guitar he asked for.

" Now." Mathew lent the guitar to Rayyan.

" Thank you Met, you're the best." Rayyan said with a bright smile, different from Mathew who looked at her.

" Why are you?"

" Change the guitar money dong."

" How many?"

" Same as you transferred earlier."

" Pake my card. Nih, but not more than I transferred earlier, if more you have to work as my manager for life."

" Want me."

" Clearly.... Salary plus bonus not to mention if again kayak gini. Long time the nominal number of savings I moved to the club all."

" Why go to the club?" Mathew did not understand Rayyan's intentions.

" Where else would you spend money if you didn't go to the club? Pay for a glass of water, but treat girls 5 glasses, not to mention pay for ice-checks."

" Hehe...." Mathew even grinned the horse, feeling that Rayyan's words were indeed true.

" It's gone, morning rush. Ntar his butterflies are hunting into confusion."

" Find it online."

" I'm disgusted for so long with your behavior, I got a disease I thank you."

" Amit-amit! Play it safe, wear this."

Mathew showed me a box with a picture of the fruit he had taken from his bag.

" Go there!"

Rayyan kicked Mathew out of his room because he didn't want to be disturbed.

" I want to go with this too. Thanks for the card."

" Don't get wiped out!"

" okay. Uh."

Mathew disappears behind the door that Rayyan shut and locks her up. Because he knew that Rayyan wouldn't be home before morning.

He walked to the balcony of the hotel room. Look at the star-studded night sky above, and the light of the lights from below.

Actually the scenery is beautiful, but not as beautiful as the mood of Rayyan who resisted the longing for Mira. Unfortunately tonight he couldn't reach her because Sarah's mom said that Mira slept with Geby, Gea and Mama. Automatically it must be annoying, and Mira's habit is to turn off the phone while sleeping.

He picked up the guitar and began strumming the strings that produced the music. Trying to immerse with the song he's going to sing...

Rayyan began singing in silence, as if imagining Mira's face among the stars she had seen that night.

Songs of Missing

The night star tell him

I want to paint your light in her

Morning dew tell him

Let me hold on tight when the cold shackles him. 2x.

You know, heavens

I want to meet caressing her face

I will install the most beautiful space decoration

Just for her.....

This song I miss creating

Only for the angel of my beloved heart...

Even if it's just a simple tone

Let me express all my feelings and longings...

Ha... Oh... Haa....

Ho.... Ho...

(Songs missed by Krispatih. Just search on YouTube, if not covered by dayana fiki, which is again viral).

Until the song runs out, Rayyan still can't shake her longing.

The words of the song he was singing made him feel a sense of tightness in his chest. Feels heavy. He almost shed tears now.

What's this like being missed, heavy. Right said Dilan.

Rayyan put down the guitar, rendering it fixed in front, on a flank with both thighs. His head rests on the shoulders of the guitar. His hand grabbed the phone he put on the front desk where he sat.

Looking forward, should he call Mira tonight? Just to hear his soft voice, so that his sense of longing is reduced.

But he was afraid of disturbing the girl's sleep. Especially if tonight the girl is sleeping with her mother.

OH... Lord... I should how?

Rayyan sighed, putting her cellphone back on the table.

But not yet one minute, he took again the flat object.

Just send a message, who knows he hasn't slept.

Miras

The message sign ticked 2 and immediately changed to blue, the message sign immediately read.

Rayyan wrote a message.

Not sleeping?

How not to reply? Because I'm using a new number.

Rayyan immediately informed him that the message was from him. Only after that, the message read and soon the reply went to hpny.

His heart immediately cheered in delight, quickly opening a reply message from Mira.

Haven't. What's wrong?-Mira

Now it was Rayyan's turn to be confused as Mira asked. Does he have to say honestly that he misses the girl?

There's nothing. How come the night hasn't slept?

Now the message is directly in the read.

Not sleepy. -Mira

Rayyan checks the time, making sure it is now what time in Indonesia.

23:30 WIB

Is there something? - Rayyan

There is no. - Mira

Why haven't you slept? It's night. - Rayyan

Yes, I'll sleep. Good night.- Mira

Rayyan looked at Mira's last message, but her mind was not in line with the content of the message.

Can't he sleep because of mama's friend?

Miras

Rayyan tries to send back a message to Mira.

Yes. -Mira

Mama's sleeping there? - Rayyan

No. -Mira

Rayyan made a call to Mira, via VC.

Mira did not answer immediately, and it made Rayyan more furious.

But finally Mira lifted up too.

Rayyan looked behind Mira, dark. Only the lights and the tops of the trees look black because of the night.

" Are you outside?" Ask Rayyan.

" On the balcony." Mira.

" It's cold."

" There's Geby with Gea, afraid to disturb them to sleep." Answer Mira.

" What's wrong?" Ask Mira later.

" Is there something you can't sleep on tonight?"Ask Rayyan.

Screaming "Nothing, just not sleepy yet mas."

Rayyan looked at Mira's face, judging the face of the girl's ayu. But his eyes seemed to hold a lot of weight in his heart.

" Mira, let's just say I'm your friend. If there's anything you can share with me."

Mira was silent, only looking at Rayyan's face that was looking at her gently. A look that makes Mira feel inappropriate.

" We should keep our relationship only limited to workers and employers mas."

Mira lowered her head after saying that.

" Why?" Ask Rayyan. There was a disappointed tone in his question.

" Well, I'm here working, and the family owns this house."

" Why?" Once again Rayyan asked, for him Mira's words did not answer according to his question.

" What's the reason?" Now Mira even changed to ask.

" Why should there be a limit?" Rayyan clarified the question.

Mira just fell silent. The injury inflicted by the Hardi family made him no longer want to be hurt. The difference in degree pronounced by Ms. Hardi made her aware that only poor girls did not deserve to taste the happiness offered by Rayyan.

" Because we are different. Please don't add to my burden with this! Let me do this mas. I'm quite calm with my work, I'm already happy to be able to help my mother and my sister. I can't expect more than that. That makes me happy enough." Mira.

" What about me then?" Rayyan now suppresses the tone of speech that has been mixed with emotions.

" Find the girl you are worth more, who is more worthy of you and your family. Who didn't humiliate them with his status."

Rayyan sighed, wasting her breath so she remained calm facing Mira. Although he is emotional, but he understands the condition of Mira, especially with the events that happened to Mira that he heard from Sarah's mother. He must be patient now. Realizing that the wound in Mira's heart is too deep.

" Yes.... Then we can still be friends." He said later, there was a smile but a bitter smile that he could not fake, because he was not a good person to lie. And it was clearly visible in Mira's eyes.

" Don't be so mas."

" How should it be?"

" Your smile has wounds." Mira almost laughed saying it.

" Yes... I was hurt, because my first love got rejected."

" Gombal!" Mira snorted at Rayyan's words.

" Tell Mama, maybe you'll know that I'm not lying." Rayyan said in a serious tone.

Mira couldn't believe it if Rayyan had just fallen in love.

" It's up to you. I can't force Mira's feelings. So if I want to be friends with you, do you want to?"

Mira is confused like this. Must what? Befriends? What kind of friend Rayyan meant, she also did not understand. It all happened so suddenly, and to him it was confusing.

" Mira's."

" Yes..."

" Kn't be quiet."

" Can you give me some time?" ask Mira.

" For?" Rayyan asked back.

" To start a new relationship."

" Which one?"

" I don't know, I definitely need some time."

Mira looked down again, not wanting to see Rayyan's face looking at her in confusion.

" all right. But give me a little leaking, time for which relationship do you mean?"

" Which I don't know either, you're offering two relationships at once, I'm confused too."

" How are the two then?"

" sthat mean?"

" Yes, be a friend at once......"

" Ench....."

Geby's voice cries, calling Mira, making Mira have to go back to the room immediately to make milk.

" I'm sorry, Gaby's awake."

Mira disconnects the phone, leaving Rayyan disappointed.

But he finally pulled the tip of his lips, displaying a smirk there.

All right, I'll give you some time. And that time will make you love me in my own way... Rayyan Aquino's.