I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Gila

" How lethargic?"

Mama approached Rayyan who immediately collapsed on the sofa when she returned to the house when the sky was dark. Only street lights replace the loss of sunlight.

" The Gea is upset. So have pity on Mira ma." Sense.

" You feel sorry for her because you feel the same way, try if the sisters who were before Mira, bodo teuing ..." Mama gave Rayyan the juice she brought "Nih drink."

" May you ma."

Rayyan immediately gulped down the juice, making her body temperature feel fresh.

" It's just a wonder that parents who are at home take care of children like Gea. if you can choose, tomorrow if you have children like Geby aja, cute, obedient, easy to manage."

" Tau so you used to be mama tuckerin same alim, cute, submissive and quiet child." Mama sat across from Rayyan, until Rayyan easily saw the look on her face.

" Why is that?" Rayyan did not accept.

" You used to be worse than Gea, everything Nathan had, you asked for, and if you didn't love him, you were crying around. Which makes mama embarrassed, you cry and roll in the mall, because asked to buy the same swimsuit Nathan wrongly thought t-shirts inside. Mama pingin really tukerin you're the same emaciated."

" Want to laugh, but not funny tau ma."

" The funny thing is you, when you have a child choose the nature of the present. If you can choose, you choose your daughter when you're pregnant."

" I'll also have a daughter if I marry you. Grandchildren are all girls."

" It's up to you." Mom moved and went into the room.

" Sir..."

" What..." Mama Sarah shouted from the room, Rayyan followed.

" Suggestion ma." pinta Rayyan when she found out that she was in the bathroom, she waited while lying on her parents' king-size mattress.

" What advice?" The voice of her new father came in who replied.

" Uh... Papa just got home?" Rayyan looked at the father who put the briefcase on the table and took off the tie wrapped around his collar.

" Yes you know for yourself, work in the office is not like a workshop."

" So Rayyan chose a workshop rather than taking care of the office. Lazy dizzy."

" It's up to you, Nathan has helped."

Papa fell on the bed, while waiting for the mother to come out of the bathroom.

" Pa, when you want to get your mom how?"

" Of course, sit or stand close, will be close." Answer papa casually.

" It's not pa."

"Haha...." Papa laughed instead, hearing Rayyan's annoyed tone because of his answer.

" Who do you like anymore?" Papa turned his position so tilted, watching the boy who was the same size as him.

" Enter Geby, but the guy's a real cuek."

Papa was a little surprised, hearing Rayyan's words, but again the principle is the same as the wife, if the child already likes, parents can only provide support. It doesn't matter which woman your child chooses. Like Nathan used to also choose Rita who is only the son of a tailor, in fact now a designer, just love the facilities according to his ability so that he is not inferior because he is the son-in-law of the rich.

" Trouble looking for the attention of the ignorant, like you who are indifferent if papa and mama ingetin ask to find a partner."

" I'm back to me, papa... Papa's not cool!" Rayyan wakes up and leaves her father. Get out of the room, go to his own room.

* * * * *

Mira squealed her arm that felt sore from holding the Geby. The body's all sore. Fortunately, if he does not have to sleep at night accompany the children, so he can still sleep well.

Her phone was lit, deliberately not given a ringtone, because Mira did not like it.

" Mom's asalamualaikum."

" Greetings waalaikum. Already sleeping?"

" Not yet ma'am."

" How's your job?"

" Alhamdulilah, be well there. Take care of your health, take care of yourself, do not forget to pray."

" Don't worry mom. As long as mother's prayers are still for Mira, Mira must be fine."

" Oh yes, rest. It's night." It's night."

" Mom too, greetings to Andre. Asalamualaikum."

" Greetings waalaikum."

Mira put the phone next to the pillow, then lay down her body that feels sore like her hand.

" It hurts all, is it because I never carry? So this is how it feels."

Mira flips her body, looking for a comfortable position so that her body can rest.

Want to close his eyes, but his sense of body can not be compromised.

" This is just the beginning of Mira, let's get excited." Mira is monologuing with herself. As an ordinary human being, facing a new work atmosphere with children that was a bit difficult for him, especially like Gea, there was a desire for him to give up. But given Andre's cost needs, at least Mira had to fight harder. Hopefully, tomorrow will be better and Gea is not like that.

Mira got out of bed, went to the bathroom, took ablution water, wanted to pray, so that she became calmer. That was how when he felt like giving up, only to God did he come. At least after the prayer his heart will be calm.

Mira prostrated herself in her prayer, pouring out all her heart and hardships on God.

" O God, my Lord... Only the ridho of You that I hope, so that the servant becomes a sincere human being in the face of whatever happens to the servant. And I want to leave everything to Your will only, because I know that Your will is the best for me. Servant only wants you to give patience, and expand the heart of the servant, so that the servant does not give up easily to face and live the path of life that You set on the servant. O God, my Lord, all servants give up entirely on You, because they believe that the best hope is to hope in You alone. Amen."

Cupping both hands on the face, after praying, made Mira's mood calmer.

Back lying down, before long his eyes closed. Unfortunately, shakes his phone back to make his sleep disturbed again.

He saw an anonymous number on his phone screen.

" Who?"

Mira remembers the number of who contacted her, but because she felt unfamiliar, she let in without intending to lift. Waiting until the shakes stop then deactivating it, not wanting the break to be interrupted.

Storing a bit away from the position of her head, Mira again closed her eyes, going deeper into the dreamland.

" Why not active?"

Rayyan tried once again to call Mira's number.

THE NUMBER YOU ARE CALLING IS INACTIVE

Rayyan snorted irritably to herself inside her room. I meant to hear Mira's voice, because she can't sleep tonight.

" It's very difficult. What am I supposed to do?"

Rayyan searches for a photo of Mira in the message sent by Rita, looking at that sweet, smiling face.

" Why can I be such a lunatic because of you, when I just found out about you." Rayyan shook her own head, remembering that it was difficult for her to remove the shadow of Mira's face.

" lady.... Please help your son!"

Rayyan leaned over the mattress, placed the phone she held over her head on the back, no matter what she meant.

" How can I get along with him?" Rayyan raised her head, automatically her phone down past her head.

Taking back her phone wants to send a message to Mira. Preparing to type but not so...

" What would he think, if I sent him a message, let alone asked whether he had slept yet, or said good night.... Ouch..... This is what it's like to fall in love with yourself.it's almost crazy....!"

Rayyan banged on her bed and moved her legs irregularly. Like a freak.

" Mom.....!" His shouting.

But forget if the room is soundproof, so no one will hear.

" It's like the sound of my heart, if I don't reveal my unheard eyes, but if I say suddenly... Mira, I like you.... What will he think?!"

Rayyan looked at the ceiling of her room for a while, but again she shouted indistinctly.

" myra... I love you..... Uuuu." Talking in a tone as if crying.

"Cave crazy....!" Murmured... 😩😩😩