I LOVE YOU, ENCUS
Controlling

MIRA

Just a speck of dust, who would see his existence? Of course, people will immediately get rid of it when they realize that the point is near them. But when the word dust is among the stars, of course everyone will not stop looking at its beauty. In fact, all will certainly praise the canvas of the sky that looks beautiful even though it is dark, because of the many stars that are like dust scattered.

Is it possible, if I were just dust, would be seen by people when coupled with a star. And they will praise me like praising the star itself?!

The sudden reflection in the depths of Mira's heart, as she sat alone by a glass window, looked up at the bright sky decorated with thousands of brilliant stars in the dark of the night. Accompanied by the infusion pole beside him.

Doubt was suddenly tucked away in his head, when happiness was approaching him. Will he gladly welcome that happiness, by preparing his heart to hear what the people out there are saying that will blaspheme him for living with a star? While he is just an ash-upik, who has nothing to be proud of, and justifies what said the person who said he was trying to take his luck with what Rayyan has.

" Not sleeping yank?"

The star walked up to me, sat down near me, even putting this body to lean on him. It felt comfortable, but the sense of disbelief from the beginning of his presence just came out at this time.

" What are you thinking?"

Mira just shook her head, still staring at the stars in the high night sky.

" It's night, you need rest, your body isn't fit."

Mira changed to drop her net to look at the face that was looking at her gently. Looking for what he was doubting, spotting the radiance from eyes filled with love for him, and sincerity to be a protector for him.

" What's up?"

The question that made Mira aware, that she was being noticed as well.

" No." Mira threw her eyes out in all directions.

" It is better to be honest, than to hold, only to make you feel heavy, not only your heart, but your life."

A simple, but true word. Making Mira feel guilty in her heart had doubted Rayyan's confidence in her.

" I'm scared." Those two words just came out.

" There's a mas here, what are you afraid of hem?" Rayyan's hand thought of Mira's hairline dangling over her face, tucking behind Mira's ears.

" It's my fear because you're the cause of it."

Rayyan's hand brought Mira's body back to lean on her.

" Are you still afraid?" Rayyan asked as Mira coiled safely in her arms.

Mira did not answer, just kept quiet. Undeniably with Rayyan he felt his life was much happier. There was no lingering sadness, as Rayyan never let him be in that zone.

" I don't feel right for you."

The sentence just flowed, as Mira's heart admitted she couldn't be far from the man.

" What does your heart say that, if it's just your mind, throw it away, because it's just a momentary feeling, when you're upset."

Mira was silent, once again Rayyan was right, that her mind was doubtful, but her heart was certainly not.

" What's the proper definition for you?"

" Our circumstances are not worth it." Answer Mira.

" If you want me to leave everything I have, it means you can't see me in this world anymore."

Mira flinched, moving away from Rayyan's embrace. It was not his mind that was unwilling to imagine it happening, but his heart.

" Why are you talking about that?" The worry in Mira's tone made Rayyan smile.

" I and you, together it's called destiny. So is it with you. Regardless of what you and I have, it all has no effect." Rayyan held Mira's hand.

" If you have any doubts about what I have right now. In fact I have it all, and if you doubt it, I won't force you to stay with me. Because it's not good to go through something with doubt, because the end will only fall apart."

" Did you really love me?"

Rayyan smiled sincerely, hearing Mira's question about her feelings.

" You should ask your heart, not me."

For the umpteenth time, Mira justifies Rayyan's speech.

" If I ask you that question, then what do you answer?"

" Myself knows the answer." Mira now did not dare to steady Rayyan's eyes.

" Say!" Soft, but demanding. Rayyan held Mira to keep looking at her.

" Tell me, honey. cup."

A gentle kiss landed on Mira's forehead long ago, before then penetrating down, eyes, nose and empties into her lips, making Mira's heart feel timid, his body seemed to be squeezing if only Rayyan did not hold it. That look of an eye, ripping apart his entire nerves, made him feel like he wanted to fly. A feeling that seemed to be burning. Even butterflies seem to fly from inside his stomach. Never before had Mira felt this much love, and the sweet affection she had just heard made her want to stop that second as well. Everything seems beautiful, with a decoration of sincerity full of love that is only intended for him by a Rayyan.

" Love you." Rayyan's voice is interrupted by activities that are still ongoing, because they are not willing to let go of each other. Greeting and welcoming, as if not wanting to stop. Demanding a proof of each other's feelings.

The proof?! Now is the test for a Rayyan man, how he can keep things until the time comes. A control to say enough to a momentary pleasure. Although sometimes lust is difficult to beat with common sense. For a woman, it may be confused if asked to surrender as proof of her love, although sometimes it is just a mode for a man. And after all is gained, the edges are just abandoned and thrown away.But as a real man, that's not the way. Guarding, protecting, nurturing that should be, then Rayyan is now slowing its movement, to slowly end their activities.

Free he leaned on a true rider, if not able to use the brakes when needed. Not the victory he won but the failure. Therefore, at this time he prefers to stop, rather than kebablasan. It can be fatal!

" Sleep."

A word of command, yet it sounded insincerely it slid from Rayyan's lips that were still wet. While his eyes remain fixed on the pale lips of Mira who looks a little swollen due to his actions.

" It can break this, if you don't step into the room." Rayyan wiped Mira's lips with her thumb.

" It's okay, right?"

" It wouldn't be nice to stay with you."

" Why?"

" Want to eat you, now!" Rayyan was anxious with a plain question from Mira, who seemed to challenge her.

" What's hungry? I'm making some food?"

Rayyan took a deep breath, exhaling slowly to ease something inside her. Moreover, seeing the innocence of this woman in his arms, it was like he was pouncing on her right now.

" Sleep, it's night. You're still sick." Said later. It is better to switch the conversation, rather than having to get back caught up in feelings that are difficult to control.

" I haven't slept, all day sleeping, when I tell you to go back to sleep." Mira.

" But I'm fucking this."

" Yes, I slept first." That simple answer made Rayyan upset.

" You still want to be here?"

" Hey'em." Mira nodded.

" Just go to the room, you'll come down, you won't have any friends."

" What is the same difference in the room? It's there by itself." Deny Mira.

" Want to go to his room?" Rayyan Temptation.

" No, thanks!" Mira moved, while carrying an infusion pole into the room.

" Just bring it."

Rayyan takes over pushing the infusion pole, while the other hand leads Mira into the room.

" Don't go here, like a sick person. I can walk by myself." Mira brushed off Rayyan's hand that was holding onto her arm.

" Just kissed do not refuse, why held gini just do not want yank."

" stop! Don't talk about it anymore!" Still embarrassed Mira if she remembers the incident earlier.

" why? Want again?" Rayyan raises her eyebrows, teasing Mira who is starting to sew.

" That's the language, Mira goes with Ajeng."

" No! Yeah, yeah... Now go to yuk's room.... Ututu... You sweet boy.. Here's how to let it not fall."

Buk up!

" Sick yank!" Rayyan grimaced due to Mira's punch on her back.

" That's why not."

" Don't do it, baby." Rayyan was getting sucked again.

" It's coming down, so it hurts more" I admit."

" Don't love, it's the same here, the time of pain again, this one has not healed yet, the time added again. Pity others, not to be part."

" What part?" Mira was confused.

" Oh, it hurts, we're talking sick." Rayyan.

" Huft! Come down ajalah, can darting I say the same mas." Mira started to step again, Rayyan swiftly followed.

" Why come?" Cushion Mira.

" Want to bring this you yank, very fierce." pointed Rayyan at the pole in his hand.

" Yes! Run, it's down!"

" Yes.. don't be angry, don't frown, more beautiful, later mas added cintak."

Buk up!

" It's a real dread!"

" Hehe.... Peace." ✌