I'm a Qualified Old Virgin
Syifa's Grief

Syifa immediately ran away leaving Devan. Her tears kept dripping as she recalled the unpleasant event she had just experienced. He feels angry, annoyed and also disgusted at Devan. In that instant he also felt a lot of hate for Devan.

"Astaghfirullahhaladzim, O Allah forgive me!" she shakes up occasionally wiping her tears.

The shadow about Devan's actions acting insolent towards him, made him very upset. As a woman she felt humiliated and abused. Though he always keeps his distance and avoids coming into contact with the opposite sex. However, Devan still acts beyond limits.

"Syifa, why?" tanya Juna rebuked Syifa who accidentally crossed paths with Syifa on the road.

"It's okay, brother. Excuse me!" syifa then immediately ran away from Arjuna. Right now he did not want to chat with anyone including Juna.

Juna did not dare to ask Syifa again who seemed to have a problem. He realized that Syifa did not want to be disturbed. Because it was very clear on Syifa's face that seemed to hold back her anger and wanted to hide her crying face.

Although very curious, Juna tried not to interfere in his affairs and would not force Syifa to tell him. Juna just looked at Syifa's back that was getting away.

Arriving at the tent Syifa immediately went inside. He covered his puffy face with a jacket because he could not control his tears that kept coming out of the corner of his eyes. He spilled all his shame on Devan. Luckily, there were no friends in the tent at the time.

After a while, the students came. "Fa, where did you just go? why did you suddenly go with Devan? haven't you had a shower?" tanya Laila's full-on.

"La, sorry can't you ask me anything first? my head feels dizzy!" syifa said without opening the jacket she wore to cover her face.

Laila also understands that Syifa currently has a problem. Because Syifa usually does not directly tell a story when there is a problem.

In his mind at this time Syifa was in a state of turmoil and did not want to be disturbed. He was confused whether to report the incident or not. Because this is a disgrace to him. However, if it is not reported he is afraid Devan will increasingly act as he pleases.

It was doubtful that Syifa ended up not reporting the incident. Syifa was afraid that eventually all the students and teachers would know and in the end she would be bullied by the people as her ex Devan.

Throughout the rest of the event Syifa was no longer excited. When there are competitions, he chose to be in the UKS and did not attend the closing ceremony. Until after dismantling the tent, Syifa was more silent and spoke as necessary.

"Fa, come home!" said Antika who first finished cleaning the tent in her bun.

"Start!" answer Syifa short.

While Nida and her friends were seen whispering several times while looking at Syifa. Syifa seemed to be uncomfortable with their attitude, but Syifa did not respond.

Syifa rushed to help her friends without saying much. When finished Syifa immediately took the bag and luggage.

"Yep, La!" Syifa also invited Laila to come home together.

They walked the three of them together to the front of the school gate. Arriving at the gate Laila apparently already picked up by his parents. Because they are not separated.

Suddenly, Devan stops in front of him on his motorcycle. "Yuk, the Fa I'm taking!"

Without answering Syifa immediately pulled Antika's hand to invite her to go across the road. Seeing Devan appear in front of him made him sick and suddenly recalled the event this morning.

Devan tilted one corner of his lips with a sly smile. Getting a rejection from Syifa, it makes him even more anxious to tempt Syifa again. He was not satisfied and challenged to conquer Syifa. He will not let Juna win in this. Even in a sneaky way.

Anger looks more and more beautiful. How do you want to seduce him again? muttered Devan in the heart. Devan then passed away.

Antika who has known Syifa since childhood would have been memorized by the habits of Syifa. He thought something had happened to his friend. Especially when Syifa did not answer when Devan asked her to speak. Usually Syifa still answered even though the ends rejected it.

"Fa, you got a problem? who else is bothering you?" ask Antika.

Because the position at the stop was crowded Syifa undoes his intention to confide in Antika. "There's nothing!"

Antika understood, and did not urge him. Usually Syifa will tell her own story later if the situation is better.

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"Assalamu'alaikum" Syifa said as she reached her home.

"Wa'alaikumussalam," said Rosa and Fatimah's grandmother together.

"How's the tent, Syifa? must be fun, huh?" asked the grandmother as she extended her hand towards Syifa who was also welcoming her for salim.

"Em .. Yes, Grandma!" she said with a small smile hiding her anxiety.

"Yes, I'm definitely tired, get dressed and get some rest!" grandmother said.

"Yes, Grandma."

"Fa, this is Mama and Grandma going to the hospital first to visit Umm Syarifah. You wanna come or rest at home?" ask mama Rosa.

"Syifa in the house, Ma. Syifa is the same as Antika. Syifa is tired of wanting to rest," Syifa said.

"Oh, okay. Then we'll go first, okay? if you want to sleep, lock the door from the inside. I'm afraid there'll be uninvited guests."

"Yes, Ma. Beres!" syifa shouted from inside her room.

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Descending from the rickshaw, Rosa and grandmother immediately entered the hospital not too far from the Arab village area. They then headed to the hospital room where Sharifah was treated according to instructions from Imron Sharifah's husband.

Sharifah looks pale with my eyes. Even so he can still be invited to communicate well. Apparently the doctor does not know what the disease is, because the results of the examination have not come out.

"Do you think you know how you are, Mother?" ask Rosa.

"No, Ros. I do not allow Inspiration to be told. He had just left for Cairo, I did not want to burden him so that he did not focus on learning" Syarifah said with sadness.

"Yes, Son. May soon be healed, so that you can move as you please, son!" grandmother Fatimah said.

"Aamiinu. Thank you, Ummi!" sharifah said to Fatimah's grandmother. "Ros, may I ask for help?" tanyanya turned to look at Rosa.

"Please find a trustworthy person to keep the shop and also feed the fish in the pond. Nafisa has to go back to the pesantren. Pity that if permission does not enter for a long time, he will be far behind his memorization with other friends," said Sharifah.

"What if I just, Ma'am?" rosa offered herself. In the past, he was indebted to this family. Now it's time to return the favor.

"really? you don't have any hassles later, Ros?" ask Sharifah.

"God does not, Ma'am. Later let Syifa help to feed the fish."

"All right, I trust you, Ros? oh yeah, you can still sell cookies in my shop, Ros. Tell your customers if you move to sell there so that your customers are not confused looking!"

"MasyaAllah. Thank you very much, Ma'am. I will try to work well!" said Rosa who was happy because in addition to being given a job she still could sell her cake there.

"Together, Ros."

After returning from redeeming the medicine, Imron gave his store a spare key. He also explained the tasks that Rosa had to do and when it was time to feed her fish.

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The next day when leaving school Syifa felt strange as he passed through the other classrooms. Most of the students he passed by were acting strangely towards him. They whispered to each other while glancing towards him. As if something was wrong with him.

"Tik, I don't feel good at all, same look at them!" syifa stopped her steps by holding the arm of Antika's hand.

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