I'm a Qualified Old Virgin
Healing Pascatrauma

After the death of Fatimah's grandmother. The house feels empty. There was no more laughter in the house. Syifa was still alone in her room and did not say much. Syifa is more daydreaming and does not want to eat. Rosa was increasingly concerned about her daughter's situation.

In the evening, some of the neighbors came. Same with Antika and Nafisa. Syifa did not want to leave the room. Some of them wondered why Syifa did not look out of the room and continued to confine herself in the room. Rossa can only answer if Syifa is not feeling well and feels very lost to her grandmother.

No one knows what happened to Syifa. Rosa is not sure what happened to her daughter. Because Syifa did not want to open her voice about the events of that afternoon.

Even when a schoolmate and one of the teachers came to perform his takziah, Syifa did not want to see his friends. Rossa had to find the right reasons for them to understand him.

The night was getting late and all the neighbors said goodbye to their homes. Antika, Nafisa and her father. The three of them helped to clean up the house after the guests came home. After everything was clean and tidy, Imron and Nafisa said goodbye.

"Rosa, I didn't see Syifa just now. Was he devastated by the departure of Ummi Fatimah?" ask Imron.

"Yes, Mas. Syifa was devastated by her death, ummi!" rosa said she hid her sadness over the incident that happened to Syifa.

"Often be reminded to classify the ummi Fatimah, so that he returns quietly!" imran said.

"Good, Mas. Thanks for the help all this time!" rosa said sincerely. Because since yesterday has been a lot of trouble Imron family because he himself has no relatives in this place.

"Yes, equally. Then we go home first yes, it's late at night. Poor Nafisa's mother at home alone!" imron.

"Yes, Mas. Thank you for coming, greetings to ummi Sharifah!"

"Well, Assalamu'alaikum. Come on, Naf, let's go home!" he told his daughter.

"Nafisa said yes, Auntie. May Syifa soon be better! First up, Tik! Assalamu'alaikum."

Rossa nodded small assented. "Wa'alaikumussalam."

Only Antarctica remains. Luckily, Antika was willing to stay overnight to accompany Rosa and Syifa. Antika could not bear to see Rosa hassles alone take care of everything.

"Tante, it's just the two of us here, please help Aunt tell me what really happened to Syifa! Maybe I can help ease the burden, Auntie.

"Yes, Tik. There was not much I knew, I came when all had happened that afternoon. That afternoon I was a little late for work. Arriving at home I heard the sobs of ummi. I went in and found Ummi sitting on the floor with sobs. Syifa lay on the living room couch with a head wound and was unconscious. I was surprised to find Syifa in that moment. Syifa was not wearing clothes, only her upper body was covered by her jacket and skirt in origin."

"My heart was completely blown to pieces, witnessing the state of Syifa. Likewise with unmi which was certainly very shocked at that time."

"I tried to wake Syifa up, just after a hysterical scream Syifa saw her condition. But Syifa did not want to say anything that happened. Ummi collapsed due to a heart attack!"

"At that time I was very panicked between taking care of Syifa and taking ummi to the hospital. In the end I led Syifa to take a bath. Then I asked a neighbor for help to take my grandmother to the hospital" Rosa told me at length.

"Aunty calm down, Antika will help Aunty to uncover this!" antika said while stroking Rosa's shoulder.

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Early in the morning Antika came home. He had to cook for his father and get ready to go to school. However, before leaving Antika stopped by Syifa's house first.

"Fa, let's go to school!" take Antika while sitting on the edge of Syifa's bed.

"Fa, tell me who it is? did Devan do that to you?" ask Antika.

"Aarrgghhh ...!" syifa shouted suddenly while gripping her clothes firmly. He huddled in fear. "Don't ...!" "Let go ...!"

Hearing Syifa Antika's cry was instantly shocked. And, tiptoeing off his seat.

Rosa who was in the kitchen immediately ran to her daughter's room.

"What's up, Tik?" asked Rosa who was panicking at once.

"I'm sorry, I'm Auntie. I just asked and then suddenly Syifa became like this!" antika.

"Dear Syifa, calm down, son. There's Mama!" persuade Rosa while hugging and stroking with the head of Syifa.

Syifa returned her mother's embrace tightly. He spilled his sobs in the arms of his mother.

"Step, Tik. Syfa will be fine with me!" rosa said.

Antika said he left his home and rushed to the bus stop.

Arriving at Antika school looking for the existence of Iqbal. However, until the bell rang Iqbal did not see the trunk of his nose.

Several times Antika called Igbal's mobile number. However, not lifted. Antika believes Iqbal can help him.

During the break time Antika headed for Devan class, Antika intends to find out, but Devan also did not enter. Antika is getting confused about how else. But I'm sure it was Devan.

While crossing the classroom XII Antika heard the news that Devan was transferring schools. Antika was immediately confused and did not know what to do. Because he has no evidence.

For days Syifa still did not want to go to school. He will be sensitive if asked about his school. Hearing that ummi Syarifah and abi Imron proposed that Syifa be examined to a psychiatrist.

Syifa experienced post-traumatic stress from sexual harassment. Syifa then underwent a series of posttraumatic healing therapies. Until his confidence gradually improved.

A few months passed Syifa began to improve and was willing to return to carrying out its activities normally. He poured out his heart diligently writing in the diary.

However, Syifa will immediately maintain a distance to the men she meets.

Inspiration who know the condition of Syifa often provides support to Syifa through communication through mobile phones. Ilham also persuaded Syifa to return to science. For the convenience of Syifa of the opposite sex, Ilham proposed that Syifa go to school in a boarding school with Nafisa.

Syifa agreed. Because he felt comfortable because there was Nafisa who accompanied him. At the cottage Syifa slowly began to be eager to study well. The activities in the cottage are quite solid, making Syifa slowly forget the trauma. Especially in the cottage of male and female students separated to really never intersect with male students . Syifa also felt comfort in living her days.

However, deep down he was still wondering. What happened during his fainting spell when it happened. Because he found another name in the school alma mater jacket used to cover his aura at that time. A name he doesn't know who he is.

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