I'm Not a Seductive Woman
More feeling guilty

"Ken,”

Gts ... Gts ... Gts ...

“Ken., wake.”

Vicky kept knocking on the door of the room, it was eight in the morning Kenan Maih had not come out of his room. He was afraid something happened to his boss, because Kenan had entered this room since eight o'clock at night.

“Hey, are you okay?” vicky asked with a loud voice.

Vicky's shout suddenly woke up Kenan who could only be closed at around five. He could not sleep well, a few minutes closed but awake again. In his head just thought about Hanin. How's things going? Sleeping where? Dan, what are you doing?

“Ya,” said Kenan with a voice that was also loud.

Kenan lowered his foot quickly and opened the door.

Creek.

“How? Has Hanin met?” asked Kenan, after dealing with Vicky.

His assistant nodded. “But you are calm, all our men have tracked and searched for it.”

“Until when, Vick?” scorch Kenan.

“Patience, Ken. It hasn't been one time twenty-four hours right?”

“But I can't be patient,” cried Kenan again.

“Eat!” Vicky gave me a plate of fried rice. “Lu hasn't eaten from last night. If you're sick, how are we gonna find Hanin. Huh?”

Kenan received the plate lazily. Then she closed the door of her room. Coincidentally today, a holiday. He and Vicky are going back to find his wife.

Vicky held the door open before it closed. “Gue know your feelings. I know you're worried about Hanin, but I'm sure there, Hanin's fine. She's a smart and independent woman. Besides this isn't the first time she's gone out of your reach ‘kan?”

Sontak Kenan fell silent and turned his body, walking inside.

“He'll be back, Ken. Maybe at this time he just wants to be alone,” said Vicky again.

Dretc ... Dretc ... Dretc ...

Suddenly Kenan's phone rang, as he wanted to reply to Vicky's words. Kenan immediately ran to get his phone. He hoped the call came from the wife.however, he was immediately lethargic when it turned out that the call was named ‘My Sisy’.

Kenan limply raised the call.

“Halo.”

“Halo, Brother.”

“What's up?” ask Kenan.

“Hanin where?” Kiara asked back.

Kenan has deliberately meloudspeaker the call ever since he picked it up.

“Why?” Kenan asked again.

“Are you guys having a fight?” ask Kiara again. “Night, Dede and Joko told me, they saw Hanin coming here yesterday morning. But he did not enter and instead stared at your car side by side with Misya.”'s car

“Si*l,” umpat Kenan.

He did not think it was these events that made his wife leave.

“Kakak and Hanin are fine ‘kan?”

“No,” replied Kenan. “He hasn't come home since last night, Ra.”

“Yes, geez.”

“Ra, don't tell Mami! I don't want Mami to think negatively of Hanin. I don't want Mami to think my wife is immature and likes to run around.”

Kiara was silent for a moment.

“Kak, maybe if I were Hanin would do the same.”

“You mean?”

“How not? Brother and Hanin's marriage started from a mistake, even though you love each other. But you guys haven't known each other before.” Kiara sighed.

“Hanin is not a frontal female type. He will keep his own problems. Ever since Brother and Mami pressured her by requiring her to conceive a male first child, I knew she was already depressed. Plus, sister's closeness with Misya, even though she had rejected him, but she did not know. Perhaps he thought, big brother often met secretly in this house with Misya before leaving for the office, let alone Mami close to Misya. That would add to his suspicions, Kak.”

Kenan's body is deteriorating. Indeed, he had hurt his wife unintentionally, even though he had tried to dispel all the obstacles that might occur at his marriage, but it turns out that something was missed.

“I've also felt what Hanin felt, Brother. Pregnant women are sensitive,” said Kiara again.

“Your words make me even more guilty, Ra.”

“Relax, Brother. I'm sure, Hanin doesn't want to run away from brother. He just needs time to be alone. I'll ask Mas Gun for help in finding Hanin. Patience yes, Brother.”

“Thanks, Ra,” replied Kenan.

“Kakak also always helps me in any case. Now it's my turn. Okay!” Kiara tried to comfort her brother with a voice that must have been accompanied by a smile.

Then Kenan hung up on me. He turned his head towards Vicky who was only replied with round eyes. Vicky heard the conversation. He is upset with his friend who cannot be sensitive to the opposite sex, especially this is his wife.

****

“Han, wake up dong. It was noon. Come eat! pity your baby has not had breakfast,” said Lani while shaking Hanin's body.

“Hmm ... I'm still sleepy, Lan. Semalem I really can't sleep.”

“Iya.” Hanin tried to open her eyes. He tried to blink both of his lashes, then grinned in front of Lani. “Lu is neat? Where to?”

“Gue wants to go home. You want to come?”

Hanin's eyes immediately sparkled. “We to the top?”

Lani nodded. Lani's parents' second home is indeed in cisarua, Bogor. Back then, when it was an office with Lani. Hanin is often invited to the place, usually they will take a walk around the peak afterwards.

“Yee ... “ Hanin immediately got up and got off that bed.

“Han,” call Lani, make Hanin turn immediately.

“Ya.”

“Lu don't tell Kenan if it's here again? Poor him, Han. He must have nyariin you again,” said Lani.

Hanin always told me about her husband who was so guarding his wife super tight. If according to Hanin it is the possessive attitude of her husband, but according to Lani, it is one form of love, even though the form that Kenan gives is too excessive, but everyone is different in expressing their love. Perhaps, that attitude was Kenan's expression in expressing his love for Hanin.

Hanin breathed out his breath. “Iya, later after home Abah, I went straight back to the apartment.”

Lani smiles. “Ya, later I directly drive you home.”

“Keep you alone dong here?” ask Hanin.

“Yeah, it's been a regular time. You do not need to think about me, the important thing is that you are the same baby, you can not sleep if you have not embraced his father.”

“It's not my son who can't sleep, but me, Lan. I can't sleep if I don't touch Kenan.” Hanin grinned, he finally admitted it.

“Dih shit. Mesum lu's. Amit-amit dah.” Lani shook her head. He was surprised by his shy and quiet friend.It turns out that after marriage, Hanin is very changed, her brain is getting shorted.

Hanin laughed and returned to the bathroom.

****

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Hanin and Lani arrive at Cisarua. He meets both of Lani's parents. Hanin had not been in this house for a long time. I don't know why before he always wanted to go to this place and it turns out that today his wish was realized.

“Wah, your stomach is round once, Han,” said Ummi, Lani's mother. “Male yes.” Said again.

Hanin smiled and shook his head. “Di USG many times anyway, she said female, ummi.”

“Ah, if guess ummi mah, this is male.”

“Masa, anyway. Mi?” ask Hanin.

“Iya, this shape is very round.”

“Ya already, want women or men not anything important healthy,” said Lani while removing food from the kitchen.

“Iya, right it,” sahut voice abah who followed Lani from behind.

Hanin smiled and nodded.

“Soal usg results are not one hundred percent correct, Han. I used to be pregnant again Lani, said men continue. Eh who came out turned out to be a woman, so it was a bit lakian gini.”

Hanin laughs. “Means that same Tio, Tio nguru dong, Mi.”

“Not caving anymore, Han,. But in smackdown in macem-macem,” says Abah.

Everyone is laughing.

Hanin really enjoyed the cool air in the area.he inhaled deeply while stretching his hands outside with a wide expanse of land and full of leaves. Hanin closed his eyes, again Kenan's face was imprinted in his closed eyes.

“By, how are you? You're looking for me again, aren't you? Is it fun at Mami's house with Misya?” ask Hanin inwardly.

“I miss you, By,” murmured hanin again, now not in the heart.

“Ciyee .. who else misses. Miss is heavy,” ledek Lani who heard the mutter while approaching her best friend there.

Hanin immediately turned to the source of the voice.

“Here phone?” hanin asked Lani who had left him for a long time because she was receiving a call from Tio.

Hanin had a chance to talk with Tio for a while, then the handsome man who had looked dashing was talking to his old wife. Hanin was stunned when he saw Tio on the phone call via that video call. Tio no longer looks gurgling. His body was very contained and proportional, then his voice was no longer soft.

“Lu love what Tio sampe changed like that?” ledek Hanin's.

Lani just laughed. “Gue is loh.” He puffed his chest, proud of the work of his son's permak.

Then Hanin laughed.

As the day progresses, Kenan and Vicky are still searching for Hanin in some of the friends on Vicky's hand list. Lani is named by Gunawan, as one of Hanin's closest friends besides Irma and Karmen. Info from Gunawan, immediately visited by these two people, after Kenan visited several other Hanin friends, as well as some of his wife's cousins.

“This is the home of the last closest person to Hanin. But according to the info, they have not met for almost a year. Precisely after Hanin resigned from the Kiara collision incident at that time,” Vikcy said.

They were standing right in front of the gate of Lani's house. Then, Kenan pressed the bell a few times. The atmosphere of this house complex is quiet, making Kenan can not ask the whereabouts of the owner of this house.

“It looks empty, Vick,” Kenan said.

Vicky nodded. “Iya, as it is the owner of this house is not at home.”

Almost half an hour, Vicky and Kenan patiently waited in front of there and kept pressing the bell. However, there was no sign of life inside the house. The house looked deserted and uninhabited.

Incidentally, Lani did not have anyone to help clean her house. He and Tio work together in managing this house, even though both work.

“Yes, we're back! Looks like Hanin is not here.” invite Kenan to Vicky with lethargic steps.

Then, Vicky patted Kenan on the shoulder to be patient.