I'm Not a Seductive Woman
Big decision

Right at the same hour, Kiara was making a sandwich for herself. From today, she will no longer cry for her husband. He will no longer mourn his fate and will no longer seek his love. He did not know, this morning Gunawan has left for the office or still in his study. Ua doesn't care.

“Non, how do you make one sandwich? You're not in makein?” asked the Auntie, when she passed Kiara in the kitchen.

“Loh have you not yet left?” Kiara asked back.

“Numbered, Non. From last night, I didn't get out of the workspace.”

“Oh.” Kiara just rounded her lips.

Before long, Gunawan also came down. His face looked messy and his hair was tangled. Gunawan also still uses the shirt he wore yesterday. Really, that man is like a married man and is not taken care of. Kiara lazily turned her head towards the man. For some reason, his heart froze, which was originally love and admiration, turning into hate.

“Ra, sorry I didn't go to the office today, so I can't take you to Mami's house,” Gunawan said casually, walking towards the fridge and passing Kiara who was sitting at the dining table while eating a sandwich.

Kiara just nodded. The direction of his eyes did not go at all towards Gunawan. He ate a sandwich while reading an article about the life of Lady Diana.

Gunawan poured cold water into the glass and drank it. His eyes glanced at Kiara who was sitting sweetly without turning her head towards him. After finishing the water, Gunawan sat in front of Kiara.

“Sandwich where am I?”

Kiara did not answer Gunawan's question. Either he didn't hear or he pretended not to hear.

“Ra.”

Kiara was still seriously reading the reading on her phone.

“Ra.” Call Gunawan again in a slightly loud tone.

“Hmm ..” Kiara just looked up at his face. “What?”

“Where is the sandwich for me?” ask Gunawan again.

“Oh, I only made one.” Kiara stared at the sandwich she was holding and only a third remained. “I guess, you've left for work.”

Kiara refocused her eyes on the phone she put on the table. Then, Gunawan got up again from his seat and was about to head towards the stairs. Since last night, he has not cleansed himself because it is too late in grief, considering the woman he loves is now Kenan's wife.

“Mas.” Call Kiara.

Gunawan also stopped his legs who were about to climb one of the stairs at the bottom.

“Before, I remember.” Kiara got up from the dining table chair and rushed to a sideboard. After coming out of the room, he deliberately put the paper wrapped in a green envelope there.

Kiara slightly ran over to Gunawan who was standing under the stairs, carrying the map. “This! I've signed.”

“What is this?” gunawan asked confused, because he had forgotten the paper.

“You used to give this to me, but I insisted on not signing it and now that I have come,” Kiara replied smiling.

Gunawan glanced at Kiara who was still smiling, then opened the envelope. He scrunched his forehead, the paper was inscribed with the symbol of the religious court.

Gunawan quickly closed the envelope. “You're pregnant again, I can't divorce you.”

“Terlarah. The important thing is that I signed it,” said Kiara casually, then left Guanwan and returned to sit at the dinner table.

Gunawan looked at the wife's relaxed face. Kiara has really changed, he thought.

He set foot back to go up to the room. I want him to feel angry. Scolding Kenan, scolding Kiara, but it was impossible because Gunawan realized that all this time he had sinned a lot on his wife. Although he was upset that Kiara set him up in this marriage. However, Kiara always strives to be a good wife for her. The woman always prepared all her needs.

Gunawan throws the original paper on the bed. His mind was completely confused. Just last night he lamented the departure of Hanin who now belongs to another man. Now, he must accept the fact that Kiara is no longer the way she used to be. In fact, the wife had completely given up and wanted to part ways. Shouldn't Gunawan be happy? This is what he wanted long ago.

Apparently, the farewell he no longer wanted. Gunawan took a rough breath and stared at the paper on the bed. Should he be happy? Gunawan thought again.

He ignored all this fatigue. He wanted to relax for a moment his body in the bathup. Shortly after, Gunawan went into the bathroom.

On exiting the room, Kiara had already brought the suitcase and paper that she signed at the same time. Arriving on the first floor, she placed the suitcase at the end of the sofa and was almost invisible, while she placed the paper in the closet and it had now reached her husband's hand.

“Bi, I'm going to mom's house and probably won't be coming back here again. Titip Mr yes, Bi. Please make a meal and prepare all the necessities.”

“Loh, Non. How so?” The aunt looked sad.

While in the upper bathroom, Gunawan did not know the departure of the wife.

“Iya, Bi. I've signed the divorce papers.”

“But earlier you said you will not divorce Non, because Non is pregnant again,” said the Aunt who secretly always heard the burning of this married couple.

“Hmm ... most until my birth, Bi. The new divorce process will be in the title, but from now on parting is also the same, right?”

“Non. Why surrender? Though Non will have tried, dear all the sacrifices Non Kiara so far,” said the Aunt

Kiara shakes. “I'm sorry, Bi. Why am I just conscious now? I was a fool to have wasted my time and devoted my life only to people who did not appreciate the love I gave.”

Kiara clasped Aunt's hand. “I say yes, Bi. I also told Mr.”

Kiara smiled and left the house in an online taxi that she booked half an hour ago.

“Be careful, Non.” The Aunt waved her hand, after driving Kiara to the yard and carried the suitcase into the car.

“Goodbye, Mas Gun. Thank you for teaching me so many things,’ muttered Kiara as her eyes continued to browse the house she had lived in for more than four years.

Then, he grabbed his phone and typed a message on Gunawan.

“Mas, I'm leaving. Sorry for always bothering you and thank you for teaching me so many things.” Kiara's message ended with a smile emot and both hands on the handle.

At Aditama's office, Kenan gets a call from James, Vanesa's father.

“Halo Dad,” Kenan greets Vanesa's father via video call.

“Hai, Son. Right later tonight you'll have dinner at home?” ask James, who is Kean's best friend, Kenan's father.

After Kean died, James became a substitute figure. The middle-aged man who was the same age as Kenan's late father who always taught Kenan to be a reliable businessman. Kenan often asked for advice and advice from the wise man.

His decision to get engaged to Vanesa and have not cut his relationship to date, it is all because of his bad taste to James. However, tonight he will be honest with the man he already considers his father. He is determined to end his relationship with Vanesa gently through his parents.

“True Dad. There is also an important thing I want to say to daddy.”

“Seems serious?” ask James.

“Yes, Dad. This is serious, because Daddy is like Papi to me,” replied Kenan.

“Good.” James nodded with a smile. Kenan always asks for advice and advice in any case.

“Come, Son. I will wait for you,” James said.

“Thank you, Dad. Greetings to Mommy.” Kenan smiled and the call was ended by James after returning a smile from Kenan.

Kenan will have a one-on-one conversation with James, and confesses that he has married another woman. He was sure that the wise James would understand, because James and Kean had the same principle, that love could not be forced. The two men also strongly resisted the desire of the wives to match Kenan and Vanesa when they were children, before Kenan and Vanesa finally close and dated themselves as adults.

Now, Kenan realizes that his feelings for Vanesa from long ago to now are only as a friend, even as a brother. She could not make Vanesa her wife. Especially at this time there is Hanin who managed to make him fascinated and he has been editing to be a wife.

Eventually, Kenan and Kiara take a big decision in life. Possible decisions will make the mother disappointed and may give a bad reputation to the business and good image that has been built Aditama family since long ago. However, the decision leads them into real life and not camouflage.

Is this all because of Hanin? I don't know.