I'm Not a Seductive Woman
Cruise ship - five

“Non Kiara, Sorry. Kayla was crying and I could not let go,” suddenly the voice of the Aunt broke the tension of this game.

Kiara immediately turned her head towards the middle-aged woman who had been the nanny of her daughter since birth.

“Come, Darling. We're going to Kayla.” Gunawan immediately stood up and invited his wife to leave the game that might make his past open.

“Oh, Kevin.” Suddenly Hanin also remembered his son whom he had long left behind.

“Alright, our game this time stop here. Next time, we continue again,” said Kenan who also stood up and took his wife.

Vicky breathed his breath. “OK! Let's go to each other's rooms. If Kenan and Gun are busy with the baby. We are busy making babies.” Vicky raised his eyebrows while looking at his wife.

Rea also melengos. She was lazy to see her husband's perverted face. While the others were just laughing, they knew very well how ridiculous a Vicky was.

“Bye ..”

“Bye ..”

“See you tomorrow.”

“Oke.”

Hanin, Kiara, Rea, and Vely kissed each other on the right and left cheeks, while the men just stood while waiting for the wives to have a cipiki. Then, they waved their hands and walked towards their respective rooms.

Arriving at the room, Kiara immediately carried Kayla. Yes, his daughter was crying when the bottle of Asi was already in her tiny hands.

“Honey, here let me be the fat one. You clean up first,” said Gunawan took over Kayla from the sling of the mother.

Kiara smiled. “Still yes, Mas.”

Kiara then kissed her husband's lips before going to the bathroom. Tonight, Kiara sleeps with her parents. Usually, the tiny baby sleeps accompanied by the Aunt.

In Vely and Dave's room, Vely had just undressed to change clothes, displaying a slightly distended stomach while standing on the bathroom glass. Then, Dave's hands hugged him from behind.

“Almost everything is revealed,” Dave said by drowning his face in the back of his wife's neck.

“I won't spare it to Kiara, Dave.”

“And, Vicky's friendship with Gun is back cracking. I don't want to see that either,” said Dave.

“Not to mention Kenan's expression later. I can't imagine if Kenan asked Kiara to divorce Gun.”

Dave sighed. For Gun, this is complicated, because they are interconnected. Different from him who has no connection with Vely's past. So that everything is easy to forgive.

Dave stroked his wife's distended stomach. “Daddy's son is healthy inside ya.” Dave Sumringah's face when interacting with a prospective baby who is still in his wife's stomach.

Vely smiled and twisted his body to face the husband's face.

“Dave.”

“Hmm ..”

“Thank you for everything,” said Vely, because the presence of Dave is like a horseman who is able to arouse the belief of Vely will love, after previously run aground by Gunawan.

Dave smile. “Sama-sama, Darling. I'm also grateful to you. My little elf who has a million greatness. I admire you.”

Dave kissed Vely's lips and forehead. The two hugged each other tightly and expressed love.

When Vely met Dave, Dave was in business. Then, Vely joined a company that was almost bankrupt with a salary that was below the standard salary in the country. Vely's brilliant ideas with the team led Dave's company back to success. They were able to get through the slump and distrust of Dave to build his business. Vely gives encouragement to Dave who was devastated after the death of his fiancee who died due to a single accident. While Dave encourages Vely that true love exists.

In Vicky and Rea's room, Rea sits at the dresser. He had just finished cleaning up and now Vicky was in the bathroom.

Rea pulled her bag, then took a drug that she had been taking for two weeks. Rea weighed the words of Vely earlier. He learned a lot from the great wives. Then, Rea stroked his stomach. He smiled to himself.

“How does it feel, if anyone lives here.” Rea imagined that she was pregnant. “Sure, Thia and Nisa will be happy to have a niece.”

Rea smiled back.

“Aready!” Suddenly Vicky hugged his wife from behind. He noticed his wife's movements.

“Eh.” Rea is shocked by Vicky's sudden presence.

Then, Rea and Vicky looked at each other behind the mirror in front of him.

“Who is what?” ask Rea.

“So mom.”

“How about my lecture?” ask Rea again.

“All depends on you, Re. If you can, it will be lived. College with kids is hard. But don't worry! I'll help you. We will work together for it. educate children and still achieve your dreams.”

Rea looked at the face of her husband who was so mature, considering their age that was quite far away. Vicky and Rea were fifteen years old. Therefore, Vicky can be a father figure to Rea and his two younger siblings.

“Married to me doesn't mean stop chasing your dreams, honey. I'll be there for that. I will be there to support you. Believe me,” said Vicky again made Rea smile wide.

This made Rea fall on her husband. There are some similarities between Vicky and his late father. In the past, the father who was adrift in age far enough with his mother, looked so mature. Rea can feel even when his father is still alive, he is said to be a child. But he had felt how the father who always supported every dream of his mother.

Rea nodded his head. Then he got out of his seat and threw out the medicine one strip of medicine that left more than half of it in the trash.

“You sure?” ask Vicky again.

Rea nodded his head. “I like little kids. I want to feel someone alive here.”

Rea laughed too. Both look cheerful. No pressure, no coercion. Love flows as it is.

The night is getting late. Kenan and Hanin are asleep. Kenan hugged his wife's body tightly from behind. The man always sleeps soundly if in the arms of the wife. He could not sleep if he did not embrace his wife. And vice versa.

In Gun and Kiara's room, Gun lies down restlessly. He turned his body to the right and left.

“Mas, can not be very diem anyway,” said Kiara who felt the bed was moving so that her sleep was disturbed.

“Sorry, Dear.”

Kiara opened her eyes slowly. “Why? You can't sleep?”

Gunawan nodded as well.

“Ke want?” ask Kiara.

Gunawan smiled faintly and shook his head.

Kiara tilted her body towards the husband who was lying down. Then, Gun also tilted his body to face Kiara.

“Honey, there's something I want to say.” Gun paused his speech for a while and said again, “but . ah already.” Gun stretched his body back.

“Hey, what's up?” kiara asked confusedly and slightly got up to approach her husband. “What's up, Mas?”

Gun got up from his sleep and sat on the bed. Kiara did the same. They sat facing each other without distance.

“Ra, you know me right?”

Kiara nodded.

“You know my past?”

Kiara nodded again.

“You know I'm a jerk?”

“Iya.”

“If you knew that long ago, I was more depraved and a jerk again. Are you going to accept me too?”

Suddenly, Kiara fell silent. “Means?”

“There's my past that you don't know. I don't think you need to know because it's all just the past. But since my past people are your best friends. So it seems, you should know.”

Gun clasped Kiara's hand tightly.

“Really, Kiara. Today and into old age, I love you, only you. All the women of my past are the past, and as I once said. You are my present and my future. You believe it, right?” gun asked with a serious face.

The silence of the night in the middle of the sea became silent in Gunawan's tense room. Kiara is confused by what Gun wants to say. His heart was also tight. She knew that her husband was not a good man, even she had seen Gunawan who often brought women from clubs to their homes.

Gunawan hugged his wife's body tightly. “Kiara, I love you. Hugely. I hope what I say doesn't change anything. I just want you to know from me. Not from anyone else.”

Kiara fell silent. His face was very tense. He was ready to listen to that thing. He put his ear.

“Vely's girlfriend used to be me.”

Jedars

Kiara surprised.

“The baby that Vely once conceived is my son.”

Kiara. Tight chest. He remembered very well the moments of Vely's slump. He cursed the irresponsible man who made his friend suffer.

“And, all the messes of my life used to be because of that. I get a reply from my irresponsibility. I got karma for my depravity that had made others suffer without me noticing. And from there, I want to change.” Gun looked at both of Kiara's eyes which were now staring at him.

There was no lie behind her husband's eyes. Kiara could feel Gunawan's sincerity.

“So the woman in the cafe at that time was Vely?” ask Kiara.

Gun nodded.

As Kiara cried, the tears were unstoppable.

“I'm sorry, Honey. Sorry I just said it now. I'm not strong enough to say this to you.”

Gun hugged Kiara tightly. Kiara cried a mouthful in the chest of her husband's field. Kiara didn't refuse that hug. He doesn't know how to behave. On the one hand, she is not a good woman. Where there are good women who get pregnant with someone else's child but hold the men accountable is different.

“Honey, forgive me,” said Gunawan lirih.

Kiara took off the hug and she broke down. He pulled the thick blanket and tilted his body with his back to Gun.

Gun kept approaching his wife. He still hugged Kiara's body from behind by continuing to say sorry.

“I just don't want you to know from someone else, honey. For me and Vely. This all means nothing.” Gun whispered in Kiara's ear. He kept kissing Kiara's hair.

“I love you, Ra. Very.”

Kiara is still silent. He also did not want his household destroyed just because of the past that has passed. However, he needed time to accept this reality. It just takes time.