I'm Not a Seductive Woman
Hate to be love

After dinner, Kenan went straight to work. He fixed all the abandoned documents today. There have been dozens of emails from Siska, but only one he opened. It also saw Vicky sending some documents to that email.

Kenan opened one by one emails from Siska and started working on them. Occasionally, he called Siska to coordinate with the secretary about work.

Inside the room, Hanin was at a loss as to what to do. He walked back and forth while biting his nails. He knew that something was on Kenan's mind, but he was still reluctant to ask. Kenan's attitude today looks different. He is more quiet and spoiled. Just like earlier when Hanin prepared dinner, Kenan continued to rest his head on Hanin's back. He continued to stick and when he was not sticking, the direction of his eyes was always on Hanin with lips that raised a smile.

After that, Kenan disappeared into the study. Until late at night, the man didn't get out of there. Hanin was asleep and awake again. However, she did not find her husband next to her. Hanin is still disinclined by Kenan. She was confused about where to start to help her husband.

Slowly, Hanin came out of the room to go to work. He saw the lights in the room still on. Hanin turned to the kitchen to make her husband warm tea. After that, he returned to the study and opened the door slowly.

Hanin opened the door a little and peeked.

“Why peek? Just come in,” said Kenan smiling to see the wife who wants to enter like a thief.

Hanin opened the door wide while carrying a small tray. He showed his neat teeth.

“Sorry, Ken. I intrude. I just wanted to give you this.” Hanin showed me a tray containing a cup of warm tea.

“Sini!” Kenan told Hanin to come closer.

Hanin obediently put the warm cup of tea away, a little away from Kenan's table because the table was scattering a lot of paper.

“Sini!” Kenan told Hanin to get closer while patting both of his thighs.

Hanin according. He also sat on the lap of his husband.

“Not like this! I want you to sit facing me.”

Hanin stood up again and sat on Kenan's lap facing off. Both of his legs flank Kenan's thighs.

Kenan freely grabbed the body of the wife. Hugging his stomach and stroking his hair and face.

“Why haven't you slept?” ask Kenan lirih.

“Because you haven't slept.” Hanin put both of his hands around Kenan's neck

Kenan smiled and now his hands hugged his wife's waist while stroking her back. “You waiting for me?”

Hanin nodded.

Both silent. Then, Kenan placed his forehead on Hanin's forehead.

“Darling, I'm sorry. Sorry if I always hurt you.”

Hanin hugged Kenan's head. She knew that her husband was fragile.

“I used to hate you. Hate it so much, because you always make me hard.”

“But now?” asked Kenan, after he relaxed the hug.

Kenan stared fixedly at the wife's face without distance.

“Now?” Hanin pretended to think.

Kenan narrowed his eyes. “You still hate me?”

Hanin laughs. “If I still hate you, I won't want to sit on your lap like this, Mr. Kenan.”

Kenan's lips smiled wide. “Sgratitude.”

“Hmm ... one more,” said Kenan seriously. He looked at both of Hanin's eyeballs. “Do you love me?”

Hanin remained silent. Honestly, he was still confused by the question. Although now the affection is there, but for love, he must explore his heart more.

“Before?” asked Kenan again by looking at Hanin's lowered face.

“Eum ... Ink day, I'm worried about seeing you. I can't sleep without you. I'm comfortable near you. I'm comfortable in your arms and I love that you touch me. What is love?”

Kenan immediately hugged Hanin's body tightly and continued to smile. “That's love." Kenan repeated his words. "That's love, dear.just as I feel.”

Hanin returned the hug, smiling because it turned out what he felt for Kenan more than what he felt for Gunawan.

Kenan loosened his embrace and both of his hands were raised to cupper that gentle face. Their hearts are flowering. It felt relieved, after expressing what they each felt.

Cup

Kenan******* Hanin's soft lips and Hanin replied to her. The fusion of the lips that were once soft and light, now becomes violent. Kenan began to twist Hanin's tongue, until the sound of the sophistication rang out loud in the quiet room.

Kenan, who was beating the lips of his wife, still continues to enjoy the pangutan. Then, he took off the pangutan, after which Hanin's breath began to sting.

“Mmpphh ..” chest Hanin up and down. He inhaled a lot of air after Kenan released his pangutan.

“The more can compensate me,” Kenan's tease, while wiping the rest of the saliva attached to Hanin's lips using his thumb.

Kenan laughs. “Actually I want to teach you something else again, but again fasting, so can't.”

Hanin laughs. “Basic perverted acute.”

Eventually, the two men laughed together. Kenan was very comforted by Hanin's presence, as the woman always made him happy. Maybe, if he hadn't found Hanin. He will certainly scold everyone who meets him and perhaps Siska is increasingly becoming the leopard's moons.

“Thank you, Darling.” Kenan plays Hanin's straight hair. He rolled the ends of the hair.

“For?” ask Hanin.

“For the apologies you give and for this sense of happiness, you always make me laugh. I feel like I have no burden, if I am here. But out of this apartment, the burden comes back to.”

“What happened earlier?” ask Hanin again.

Kenan. His index finger was still rolling the ends of Hanin's hair in a slow motion. For a long time, both were silent.

“If you still don't want a story, it's okay?” Hanin patted her husband's chest and smiled. “Now break yuk! It's night.”

Hanin was about to rise from that lap. However, Kenan held back Hanin's waist.

“I want a story.”

Hanin sat down perfectly to her husband and listened carefully to every word she said.

“Vicky? Vicky your assistant?” ask Hanin.

Kenan. “I'm disappointed in him. All this time he was the only person I trusted. However, stabbing me in the back with what he did this.”

Kenan returns to tell the story of his friendship with Vanesa, Vicky, and Gunawan. Long Kenan told me, until Hanin understood. He can also draw conclusions. It turned out that he was also one of the victims of this tangled thread.

“Yes, God. Why is it so complicated,” said Hanin.

“Yes, this is very complicated. I also do not know how to get out of this problem,” said Kenan lethargic.

“Please also Mas Gun,” said Hanin lirih.

Kenan. “I always call him a jerk. It turns out there is a cause of his asshole. And, now the woman he loves I have married.”

Hanin took a breath. “All is predestined. The road is like this.”

“Ehmm ..” Kenan nodded and gently rubbed Hanin's face back.

“Then, how is your relationship with Vicky?” ask Hanin.

Kenan shakes his shoulders. “Entaihah, I am still reluctant to meet him.”

“Hmm .. one-on-one path is forgiving.”

Kenan looked at Hanin.

“There are two simple words that are actually easy to say, but difficult to practice,” Hanin said again.

“What?” ask Kenan.

“Sorry and thank you,” replied Hanin. “Vicky has confessed his sin. Kiara has admitted her mistake and it looks like from your story she has changed. So forgive them. And, we should also thank Mas Gun, Vicky, Kiara, because from the tangled thread of their love, instead gave birth to a new love. Me and you.” Hanin pointed at himself and Kenan.

Kenan smiles. “So I have to forgive?”

Hanin nodded. “Harus.”

“But I still feel guilty for Papi. I can't run Papi's message. I failed to be a good sister, darling.I can't keep Kiara,” said Kenan lethargic.

Hanin smiled. It turns out that behind Kenan's proud, arrogant and cruel soul, there is a soft side. The man was very responsible and kept the promise, because that's what Kean taught his son. Kean has always taught Kenan to be a knight-spirited man. From childhood, Kenan has been taught to take responsibility, dare to admit mistakes and not give up. It is also what makes Vanesa crazy about the figure of Kenan who ‘cowok really’.

“That's important you've tried. God does not judge man by the outcome, but the process,” Hanin replied.

Kenan's lips smiled again. It is absolutely not wrong to make this woman on her lap a wife. Hanin is the perfect woman for her. She's beautiful, gentle, kind, and mature. Maybe if with Vanesa, he did not get this comfort.

Kenan hugged Hanin tightly. “I love you more. Thank you, Darling.”

“Sama-sama, Darling” Hanin patted her husband softly on the back as they hugged.

Later, Kenan invited his wife to sleep. He hugged and rubbed Hanin's head, until she fell asleep. Then, Kenan returned to the workspace, because there are still many jobs that he has not completed. He did the job until dawn and went back to the room. He approached Hanin's face and stroked her.

"She's a good woman. If Mami knew him, Mami would have agreed," muttered Kenan lirih.

One thing still stuck in Kenan's mind until he kept thinking while in the workspace and probably still will not be able to sleep well. He thought of the blessing of his mother.

Then, he slowly laid his body beside his wife and hugged Hanin from behind. He also began to fall asleep a little.