I'M SORRY, MY WIFE
Chapter 109 FORGIVENESS DOES NOT MEAN A RETURN TO THE PAST
"Whatever the reason, we're divorced, sir. I'm not your wife anymore!" Renata yelled in annoyance. He looked at the man he had not seen for a long time.
After all this time, it turns out that Master has not changed either.
Bima took a long breath. This time he will try to be patient. Bima did not want to argue with Renata. This meeting was the moment he had been waiting for a long time.
For months Bima held back and could only see Renata dice behind the villa fence because Aldrian forbade her from entering. Now, he couldn't possibly waste his meeting with Renata just by arguing and bickering.
"You're right. We are already divorced. But I never wanted this divorce. You forced me to get a divorce." Bima revealed his heart.
It is true, at that time he did not want to divorce Renata. Not because Bima already knew of Renata's rottenness, but she did not want to divorce the woman because Bima was afraid, after Renata divorced from her, Renata would fall into Aldrian's arms.
Bima doesn't like it if Renata gets too close to Aldrian. The man was very upset when he saw Renata with Aldrian while being with him, Renata stubbornly rejected him.
Bima did not realize that his frustration with Aldrian at that time was a form of jealousy for Renata.
His love for Renata that slipped into his heart without him knowing it made him always rise in blood when he saw Aldrian and Renata close.
"I'm sorry." Bima looked at Renata who was currently still staring at him.
"I promised you I'd forgive you after we're officially divorced. I've forgiven you, although it feels very difficult, but every day I try to forgive all the mistakes you've done."
"Remote ...." Both eyes of Bima. He really did not think that Renata had forgiven him.
"What did you really say, Ren?" Bima looked at Renata with both teary eyes.
"But sir, don't be happy just yet. I forgive you, but that doesn't mean I don't hate you anymore."
"What do you mean, Ren? You forgive me but you still hate"
"Renata-"
"Our past is over. I've forgotten everything, but this pain is again felt when I meet again with Mister."
"Remote ...." This time, Bima was crying. Hearing Renata's words made the corner of his heart ache. Hearing the woman forgive him, makes Bima's heart very happy, but when he heard the woman said she could not go back to repeating the past, Bima's heart that initially floated seemed to be dropped back to the bottom of the abyss.
Bima really wants to get an apology from Renata, but not only the word sorry, but Bima also wants them to be able to return to the way they used to be.
Bima wants to make amends for all the mistakes he ever made to Renata. The man wants Renata to give them a chance to get back together because Bima loves Renata.
The man wanted to show Renata that he loved Renata very much and would treat her well. But ....
"Don't see me again." Bima shook her head with tears wetting her handsome face.
"Give me a chance to come back with you, Ren. I'll prove to you that my love is so great for you. Give me time to make up for wasted time because I wasted you, Ren, I beg ...."
Renata looked at Bima who looked so pitiful. But in his heart he felt numb. All the wounds he had ever felt because of that man, made him no longer able to accept Bima.
Even the pounding of his chest that was usually crazy, now he no longer felt.
"I forgive you, but that doesn't mean I'll be back with you again, because the love I once had for you is no longer here." Renata patted his chest slowly. While Bima back sobbing.
Again, Bima felt his chest tight, his heart as if squeezed, and not his heart that seemed to be broken into pieces.
The time of their separation was not able to make Renata forget everything that had happened between them.
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