
Hearing Bima's words, Renata tightened her embrace. If the words were spoken from the lips of Bima long ago, maybe she would be the happiest woman in the world because her love is avenged.
But now everything has changed. His feelings are no longer the same as they used to be. His love for the man who was hugging him at this time was no longer left, if there was any, let it be stored in the deepest recesses of his heart.
Renata no longer wants to remember everything. He wants to open a new page again. Do not want to go back to the past let alone back to Bima.
Let everything that happens between Bima and herself be a memory. The beautiful memories of having loved the man as well as painful memories because of the actions that the man who was now hugging him.
"I love you." Bima was still crying hugging Renata. The regret, the pain also the feeling of not being willing to mix into one.
Had it not been too late, he might have been living happily with Renata by now.
Bima let go of her embrace. His two eyes that were wet with tears looked at the beautiful face of Renata who was also both crying.
"I'm sorry." Bima wiped the tears on Renata's face.
"I've forgiven you."
"But I don't want to go back to you" Renata continued.
"I know." Bima looked at the woman while wiping away her tears.
"Thank you for forgiving me. Promise me you'll be fine there."
Renata nodded his head.
"I'll let you go as long as you're happy there. I pray that you will recover soon." Bima's gaze framed Renata's face. Keep it well in his brain.
After today, I don't know when else he will meet the woman he loves.
"I should be with you until you're healed, Ren."
"Don't start again, sir. Every time I see you, the shadow of my past is always present. Never heal, there I'll hate you even more."
"I did forgive you. But as an ordinary human being, I can't so easily forget all that's going on between us."
Hearing Renata's words, Bima smiled bitterly, as the pain hit her heart.
"I need time to remove all the wounds in my heart."
Renata looked at the man who had once been greatly admired and loved secretly. In the heart there is compassion, but pain dominates.
"We need to get to the airport now." Iren's voice made the two people who had just expressed their feelings turn towards Iren.
Renata and Bima nodded simultaneously.
A few minutes later, they were all ready to get into the car. Aldrian drove his car as did Bima. Rangga and Damar who just got into Bima's car. Their car headed to the airport.
***
Their car arrived at the airport. Luckily, the capital's streets were not so jammed that they reached the airport on time. Renata had about an hour before boarding.
Bima looked at Renata who was currently hugging her two younger siblings. Bima wanted to enjoy that beautiful face for the last time before the woman she loved actually left her.
After cuddling with his sister, replace Aldrian who approached Renata. The man who always triggered jealousy in Bima's heart was seen gently rubbing Renata's hair.
Renata shed her tears when she saw the man who had always protected and helped her was now in front of her. Aldrian hugged Renata's body.
"You should be fine there. You must be upbeat so that you recover soon." Renata nodded in Aldrian's arms. The woman was crying.
"Thank you, Al."
Aldrian took off his embrace, then wiped off Renata's tears.
"If I have time, I'll visit you there." Renata nodded back.
"Titip Rangga with Damar, Al."
"I'll take care of them. Don't you worry." Aldrian rubbed Renata's head with a smile.
"Remember everything I said when you got there."
Renata nodded back.
Aldrian looked at Bima who was still standing not far from them. The man then got up, giving Renata a chance to say goodbye to Bima.
Renata looked at Bima who was also looking at her. The woman looked at Bima with an unreadable gaze.
Hopefully, once I get there, I can really forget about you.
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