I'M SORRY, MY WIFE
Chapter 119 RELEASING
Bima came out of the airport with a broken heart. The man got into his car. He leaned his head while closing both eyes.
Tears flowed on her handsome face that looked full of sadness.
If letting go of you makes you happy, I will let you go sincerely.
If only this love had not come too late ....
Bima crying. His shoulders shook as sobs sounded from his lips. Pain ... it was very painful, to breathe it was very painful.
Renate ....
Renate ....
Bima's clenched hand hit the steering wheel, then hid her tear-soaked face on the steering wheel.
Renate ....
The man cried again lamenting his fate.
Regrets always come too late. If only he had not hurt Renata, he would have been happy with her by now.
The sound of the plane taking off sounded in Bima's ears. The man looked up, opened the windshield, looked at the plane that was now flying above him.
Goodbye, Renata .. Goodbye, may you be happy and find your happiness there.
Bima closed her eyes, expelling the tightness that squeezed her chest. A few minutes later, the man drove his car out of the airport.
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Goodbye .. I hope you're happy after I leave.
Renata rubbed a round of clear water that was now flowing down her cheeks. He is now on a plane that will take him away. Go far from the life of Bima.
Renata is about to start a new life with Devan and Iren there. The woman will heal the wound. His heart and inner wounds, as well as the wounds on his legs. He wants to heal, so he can go back to normal and be able to walk again like he used to.
There are still many dreams that he has not achieved. Renata will not give up. What had happened between him and Bima was a valuable experience that he would make as a lesson in his life to come.
His feelings for Bima were feelings of love that had been stored in his heart for years. The feeling that always makes him happy at the same time hurt because he can not have the man as he wants.
In fact, when she can already have the man become her husband, still she can not have the heart of Rega who has been adrift with the woman of her choice.
However, why was it that when he wanted to end all the pain in his heart, suddenly the man turned to offer him love?
When he wanted to try to go to heal his wounds, why did he suddenly come to confess all his feelings of love?
Doesn't he realize his mistake was so great? The pain he put in this heart is so deep?
My mother and my future son are victims of his selfishness, am I wrong if this time I really don't want to go back to him because my wounds are too deep? This pain is even greater than the amount of love
I have for you, Bima.
Maybe true, the apology was spoken from my lips. However, doesn't forgiving mean returning to be together?
I forgive you, but not to come back with you. Let all these bitter memories be stored in my heart. I'm not going to be stupid and come back to you just because you apologized to me.
Even though you apologized so many times and prostrated myself at my feet, I will still not come back to you.
How could I go back to the person that every time I saw him make my heart ache?
Life is only once. Life is a choice. We just have to choose. Let go of the pain and pick up the happiness that is coming your way, or .. continue to be immersed in the wound that will kill you slowly.
Just like you finally chose to leave Shinta because she had scratched the wound in your heart and now, you turn away from her and say that you're so sorry and just realized that you love me so much. You seem to have just realized that I am a good woman that you've been wasting.
You think, after the deep wounds you have inflicted on me, is it worth it to take you back to have my heart?
The answer is no!
If you hadn't known that Shinta had betrayed you, would you still insist on saying that you love me?
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