I'M SORRY, MY WIFE
Chapter 93 AGAIN PLEADS
Bima approached Renata who was now trying to get out of bed. The man quickly helped Renata who looked troubled.
After Renata sat on the edge of the bed, the tired-looking handsome man immediately knelt down and hugged Renata. Bima laid her head on Renata's lap making Renata a little surprised by Bima's sudden action.
"Sorry! I'm sorry ...." Both of Bima's hands hugged Renata's waist.
Renata looked at the man with an unreadable look. Every time he tried to pull over, still, every time he saw Bima, his memory always returned at the time of the accident.
I tried it, but still can't. I can't forget everything.
Both of Renata's eyes glazed over, while the sound of Bima's sobs made the corner of her heart ache.
'Even if you cry in front of me, still, things won't get back to how they were.'
'If only you had given me a little chance, even if you didn't love me, I'm sure our relationship wouldn't be like this.'
'We are both victims of the selfishness of Lady Erika, if from the beginning you can accept me even though you do not consider me as a wife, at this time, we will definitely be fine. Even if we parted, the separation would definitely not be a wound for me because at that time I knew very well that you loved your lover so much.'
'But it's all too late. Because of your selfishness, now I have to bear it all.'
Renata clenched both of his hands. Trying to neutralize his heart. Meeting this man, made his heart not okay. Anger, anger, and hate being one.
'How can I forget all that every time I see you makes me remember that incident?'
"I beg .. forgive me. I'll do anything so you can forgive me." Bima's voice again sounded in the middle of her sobs. However, Renata remained unmoved.
"I beg you, forgive me." Bima looked up her head at Renata. Her tears kept flowing down her handsome face.
"I beg ..." Bima repeated, staring pityfully at Renata who was still silent. Looking at Renata who looks unconcerned and ignores him, Bima's heart feels squeezed. His heart throbbed with pain as the woman in front of him seemed to not even care about him in the slightest.
"Ren, I know, my mistakes don't deserve to be forgiven, but I beg you, give me a chance to make amends for all my mistakes." Bima repeated his words again.
"I'm sorry, Ren, because I made you this way. I'm sorry, I beg ...." The sound of Bima's cry was getting heard. The man was now pouring out all his regrets as well as his longing towards Renata.
Already a week more Bima busied himself with work so that he could forget the face of Renata who continued to shadow him, but, instead of forgetting, the desire to meet Renata was getting stronger.
Finally, today Bima is determined to meet Renata, no matter what. The man did not care even though Renata and his two younger siblings rejected him again, he would still come, until finally here he is now.
Spilling all the longings that strangled him these few days.
A miss? Yep! Bima misses Renata very much. Missed him so much. I don't know since when, that feeling slipped in his heart.
"I missed you. These few days, I tried to hold it in, but I couldn't bear it. I really miss you, Ren," said Bima as she continued to look at Renata who was still silent staring at him.
"I'm sorry." Bima again buried her head in Renata's lap. Shedding her tears while hugging the woman who now occupies the space of her heart.
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