I'M SORRY, MY WIFE
Chapter 85 WOULD IT
Bima exited Renata's room after a nurse entered the room followed by Devan.
Bima stepped with gontai. All the words spoken from Renata's mouth were ringing in his ears.
The man held onto his chest which felt tight.
'If it's true that I don't have any feelings for Renata, why does my heart hurt so much when I see that woman looking at me hatefully?'
'It hurts my heart so much when you say you hate me so much, Renata.'
Bima breathed a long breath. The man sat down while bowing his head.
I don't know what feeling Bima is feeling. The side of his heart he thought of Renata, but the other side of his heart the man thought of Shinta. The woman he loved so much left such a deep wound in his heart.
After years together and do anything for the happiness of the woman, it turns out that only the wound that Bima got.
The person who has been the center of his happiness is actually giving a deep wound. Bima rubbed her face rough.
'Is it because of this, Mom? Is it because mom already knew from the beginning about Shinta because that mother forbade my relationship with her?'
'Forgive me for not being able to carry out the message you gave me. Haven't taken care of her yet, I've already inflicted a deep wound on Renata. I'm sorry!'
Bima let out a long breath. Trying to expel the pain that now penetrated his heart.
Regrets always come too late. Had he listened from the beginning to the mother who forbade him from contact with Shinta, his fate might not have been like this, and had he tried to accept Renata as his wife at the time, he would not have been, maybe Renata's situation won't be what it is today either.
"Repent now it's no use, Bim. It's too late!" Aldrian came suddenly and sat down next to him.
"I've warned you a lot, but you never listen to me" Aldrian continued. While Bima looked at her cousin with an indecipherable feeling.
"I'm sure, right now you're very happy to see how I'm doing this."
"The brother who stabbed his own brother in the back. Can you still call him brother?"
Aldrian clucked annoyed at Bima's words.
"It's just the past. You heard it yourself, too, Vanya confessed. He's the one who's after me, not me who's after him."
"At that time I didn't know that Vanya was your lover. You know, right, I was even a few days back from overseas when it happened." Aldrian reminded Bima of his past.
"Why should I meet women who love to betray? It used to be Vanya, now it's Shinta. What are my flaws to the point that they're not loyal to me?" Bima looked at Aldrian who was instantly speechless hearing his words.
Aldrian patted his cousin on the shoulder.
"Nobody is less than you, Bim. They are stupid for not accepting you. Had you been willing to accept Renata as your wife from the beginning, I'm sure your life would have been better than this."
"When your mother chose Renata as your bride, you should have realized your mother's intentions. You know for yourself what kind of person the woman who gave birth to you is not it?" Aldrian looked at Bima who currently seemed to be thinking.
"Tante Erika must have thought well, otherwise Mr. Dika might not have prepared a ruler who immediately married you at that time."
Bima's memory goes back to the time when she arrived at the hospital when she heard the condition of the critical mother. At that time, the mother actually forced herself to marry Renata, just before finally exhaling her last breath in front of her.
"If you weren't stubborn and selfish, I'm sure, you wouldn't have lost Renata, Bim."
"I know, you hated her back then because you thought Renata and her mother had teamed up with Aunt Erika to get you both married." Bima looked back at Aldrian.
"If from the beginning you'd have accepted Renata even if you didn't love each other, I'm sure you'd be happy."
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