I Need A Baby
Ch 11 - Elsa Diary's

Ch 11 - Elsa Diary's

Elsa tries to get up and get rid of Rifki's hand. Rifki who felt Elsa's movements began to wake up and get out of bed.

Actually, since last night, Rifki hasn't been asleep. There were some problems he had to solve that night as well. So that he felt a little tired. His sleepiness came after he transferred energy to Elsa.

He slept for a while until Lady Viona arrived. And he seems to have missed something. Because he can still feel the presence of traces of Master's energy and aroma. He could not identify who was coming.

"Ki, look for your assistant up front." Lady Viona told Rifki. Lady Viona's words made Rifki rush into the bathroom without saying anything.

"Hey brother Elsa!" Jack suddenly came into the room. Jack is Elsa's cousin.

"When do you get, brother?" With a relaxed young man and beautiful tall that landed his ass on the mattress greet Elsa and invite Elsa to hi-five.

"Hey Jack!" Elsa says she has to live with Jack. "You're getting white now." Elsa loves teasing Jack. Because Elsa is a pretty boy lover. For Elsa, teasing Jack is a pleasure in itself.

"Sister, that's a deranged name. Being beautiful doesn't mean you can bully me." Jack said in a timid tone.

"Yes, I so want to try making in your dress." Elsa said with a laugh. Followed by Lady Viona.

“Let's eat first!" Lady Viona said while memorizing Elsa with a tray containing corn soup and water.

Lady Viona put the tray on the nightstand and touched Elsa's forehead to check Elsa's body temperature.  

"What happened to me?" Ask Elsa astonished. He felt that there was nothing wrong with his body.

"So morning I found you feverish and unconscious." Lady Viona said as she landed her butt in bed.

"I have a fever?" Ask Elsa astonished. Because now he doesn't feel any pain at all. Elsa finally remembered that last night she had been naked for six hours under AC temperature, her human body was vulnerable to AC, and her body was vulnerable to AC, so every time he got on the plane he had to ask for a blanket on the flight attendant and cover his entire body with a blanket to keep warm.

"Yes, now you have breakfast. After that rest again." Lady Viona tries to feed a spoonful of soup into Elsa's mouth but Elsa then takes the bowl and spoon that Lady Viona holds. Elsa likes to pamper, but she doesn't like to be spoiled.

After eating and chatting with them, Elsa took her phone and brought it back to life. Shortly after, a video call request came in. The request came from Fara, Rifki's younger sister.

“Sister, I'm with you and my sister want to get married. I'm happy, finally Elsa's sister is really going to be my sister." Fara's eyes seemed sparkling to see Elsa who was as if she was timidly acknowledging her relationship with her brother.

For a long time Fara wanted Elsa to be her sister because for her Elsa was more attentive than her own brother.

"Aren't I considering you a sister?" Ask Elsa astonished.

Even though they had not met for several years, Elsa still considers Fara as her sister. Her feelings for Fara were completely pure, regardless of Fara's identity.

"But it's different." Fara said spoiled.

"Hhh..." Elsa is lazy to explain her feelings to Fara.

“When do you guys meet again?” Ask Fara curiously.

“Sunday ago.”

“How can you guys so quickly decide to get married?” Ask Fara again.

“Ask that to your sister!” elsa said lazily.

“Ah, Brother Elsa sucks.”

“I'm a bitch, so are you sure you're happy that I'm your sister?” elsa Goda.

“Alright, it's up to brother. I'd like to prepare an invitation for you guys first. See you kak.,”

“See you.”

After Fara closes her call, Elsa then contacts Ve.

"Ve, position?"

"Yes boss, this is me in the Java sea. What's up?"

"Delay plan. Wait for news from me."

"Is there a problem?" Ve was astonished because the plan was ripe. He has prepared everything.

"I got caught by Rifki." Elsa then explained in detail.

"Haha..." She laughed at Elsa. He seems so happy that someone can stop Elsa.

Because there's rarely anyone who can stop Elsa.

"So you've caught the boss? Do I need to kidnap you back?" Barat Ve was half joking. Kidnapping Elsa from Rifki, it's the same as kidnapping a tiger cub from his lair. Kidnapping her is easy, her run is difficult, because the tiger will soon smell her whereabouts and find her again.

"No need, he said we'd get married soon. For a while you guys don't do anything." Elsa's words made Ve's heart relieved. At least he was free from the ridiculous high-level mission he proposed himself.

"What's? Married boss? I didn't hear wrong? Yes, I'll tell Na'U and Nita. They must be happy to have papa now." Elsa turned her eyeballs to hear a noise and imagined Ve's surprised and happy expression.

"Lu can't be bragged, Ve?!" Said Elsa holding back her anger. Because Ve seems to be too exposed to the happy virus on top of the suffering of others.

"Can't!" Ve said while still holding back a laugh. He sounded so happy that it was hard to be silent.

"Yes already. I better hang up the phone." Threat Elsa.

"Yes. Yes, I'm quiet." Ve said forcing herself to hold back and be quiet.

"Good" said Elsa "You find Deshi's position now. Dial him. Get him back. I have a job for him." Elsa had tried to contact Deshi before, but because every time Deshi hunted always left her identity including all contact with her until the hunt was over, Elsa could not contact Deshi.

Only Ve can find Deshj's whereabouts by utilizing CCTV networks and pre-created programs.

That is if Deshi is within range of CCTV. Because there are times when he goes to inland areas that can not be reached by signals.

"Good boss." Answer Ve seriously.

"And one more. As usual, I don't want any news of my marriage to leak out to the public."

"Ready boss!" This time Ve replied with a hold of his laughter.

Elsa turned her body back on the bed. Mind tired. He can't think straight.

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Too many surprises for Elsa today. This fact he had just learned was hard to accept. It was his great-grandfather who turned out to have betrothed and tied himself to Rifki.

Well, Elsa and Rifki have known each other for a long time. His family is good too. Although sometimes Rifki sucks, Elsa also admires him. But Elsa knows enough herself that she is not the ideal type of Rifki.

So, Elsa was very curious, why would Rifki want to be betrothed to her? Lest Rifki have her own plan to play and prank herself.

What exactly is Grandpa's plan? Why did Grandpa match himself with Rifki?

And now, what else is this? Why would Rifki ask Elsa to marry again if they were married?

Bad thoughts came to Elsa's head.  Of course, Elsa still couldn't believe it just like that.

Elsa was interested in reopening her diary a few years ago. Elsa also opens a diary file on her phone. And enter his password.

Although Elsa knows it might not mean anything to hackers like Rifki or Ve. But at least no one else knows the secret of her heart including Fara.

Because usually Elsa never locks cell phones, laptops, closets, rooms, homes.

Elsa believes that God will take care of her belongings and only people who fear loss will experience loss.

Elsa frees anyone to wear it and borrow it. Therefore, it never keeps confidential data in it.

Elsa's memory drifts into the past. It was like a normal day where Elsa still loved writing her diary about Rifki. In a file, he reads...

I fuck in silence

Love in imagination

I enjoy my time with you

In laughter, in silence, in shahdu

Without words, without touch

Just a soul vibration

Just taste

Like missing the moon

That's what friends say, though,

But let it be, my love doesn't want to have

Haven't

Or not brave...

In one moment,

I can feel calm and sure that she doesn't have a boyfriend now.

Would it be wrong for me to feel that way because for the last few years he's never been anywhere. S

every day we stay in the pesantren.

In that moment, I really felt his attention towards me, and I also felt his desire to always be by my side. Maybe it was just my feeling.

I felt I could read his eyes, I could read his movements, I could also see a pink tinge on his face, I could read his sincerity, I could read his tactics, I can also read her nervousness, and I am very sure of her heart to me. Maybe I read it wrong.

In another moment, again,

When he was not next to me, I felt as if he was avoiding me, because he also deliberately did not invite me to talk so that I would not GR him, he was deliberately busy so as not to look, as if he made a fort abiding "Don't Disturb" and I mean it as "You don't come near me". If this is me, I'm sure I didn't misinterpret.

In another moment, again,

He seemed to be arrogant to show that he has now been converted to not dating again the same girl.

It's like saying, "i'm serious about you, and that's why I left all my girls and my world behind". And it was my imagination that made me laugh.

At another time,

He seems to deliberately make me jealous or worried by spreading the news that he will go long, or want to marry the girl there, SMS-an the girls around me with sweet words, and, attention-grabbing, cute pretentious, which of course makes me feel more amused.

Just hearing it could make me laugh out loud, which obviously wouldn't make me feel jealous.

He's an unreadable and unpredictable person, he's not like everyone else, he has a much more extraordinary life than I imagined. Honestly, I also believe that he already has a candidate, a girl I don't know at all.

But, in my heart I can't accept that.

I believe more in my ability to read people's eyes.

Though I myself know that my eyes are minus, aka blawur.

Maybe my eyes are minus and I am reluctant to wear glasses so I can't see clearly in a distance.

Maybe my abilities aren't what they used to be.

And I admit, my imagination is high.

Too high to make me crazy.

But, I think my ability to read nature and read vibrations is still fine. Although not as detailed as before. Yeah, that's what makes me overconfident.

I mean, maybe he's been trying to be neutral to me in the sense that no matter where, when and who he faces, he will always radiate positive and encouraging energy.

Where the energy it emits in all directions is so full of love and perhaps the concentration of love is the same as the energy emitted by lovers who are in love, or even more. So if some people, including myself, could misinterpret love and attention it is really something natural.

I heard my heart begin to play happy tones.

As I was writing this note, he suddenly came to order food and joked with some of the people there.

Ah, my heart is so much more out of taste.

Talking about that guy, uh he came all of a sudden.

Just imagine how embarrassed I would be if he could read my mind.

My face was as red as a tomato.

For a moment I saw him close his eyes for a moment, like a man falling asleep to unwind, straightening his feet on the floor and leaning against the wall.

With his abilities, he could always turn this simple cafeteria into a stage play.

With just a few words, the people around him immediately actively enliven the atmosphere.

His words never bore me.

It was through the script that I learned a lot and was interested in learning again.

With his charade he comforted me, made me laugh, made me introspect myself without being told.

And by his words I knew that that was how he spoke to me.

On the invisible stage he created, in front of the audience, we were both a compact couple, supporting each other and complementing each other.

As if there were no problems between us.

Maybe it was just me who felt strange because we were both silent when we were just the two of us.

Tonight, in my eyes he looks like a man in love.

Dancing and jumping around laughing.

Maybe he was laughing, laughing with his heart, but in my eyes it was just a mask. A mask he created to cover the fatigue of his soul.

Maybe it was a laugh that came from the heart, but in my ear it sounded empty and meaningless.

As a person who is used to playing characters, I know how great this one artist is. So I'm really interested in being like him.

But, this time he really laughed, a laugh that was not just a charade.

Elsa smiled to herself reading her writing back then. There was a sense of amusement in itself imagining his innocence at that time. His grammar at that time was really bad.

For some reason, his heart began to calm down... Elsa no longer cares who she will be betrothed or married and begins to accept Grandpa's decision.

"Grandfather, I accept him to take care of me and educate me. I don't care if he has feelings for me anymore." Elsa's whisper in her heart.

Elsa also begins to accept Rifki's attitude, all because Rifki wants to protect her from slander. Elsa understands because in the world there is a lot of slander.

The calmness of her heart made Elsa fall back into dreamland.