I Need A Baby
Ch 17 - Flash Back

Ch 17 - Flashback

Because of his sleepy habits and because of his proximity to a santri who has a bad history so that the man fled from the cottage, Elsa gets slandered.

Elsa was still in High School. After school camp, Elsa is called and taken to the house of one of the secluded students. There he was asked to wait or his police language was secured.

A son santri suddenly came and warned him to be careful. There is a possibility that Elsa is accused of being a drug user and dealer.

“If I become a city, books I do not rent, but buy!” Elsa replied while laughing amusedly and a little bit inadmissive.

After the man left, a soldier Elsa knew came. At first he came to look for a rented house.

Then the man came back to see him and he told me.

“So I counted in this house there are six jin. Then I caught them all. When I got home, I counted seven. When I asked, he said he was the genie who came with you. I ask you again since when? She replied she's been following you since you were in the womb.”

Elsa was not too surprised to hear that. Because he already knew that there was another soul within him.

But he is not sure of his type.

Elsa also knows that some people have a good genie or a so-called khadam or guardian creature.

Generally it is obtained because of protection from elders who have magic or from the living (shaman or kyai-kun or kyai-dukun).

“I just told you, you don't trust them too much. Because they have a deceptive nature. They can only be honest when forced. Although I can torture them and force them to work on me, I myself do not fully believe in them.”

The man also told me a lot about the creature. That leaves Elsa's mind open.

So all this time he shared his energy with the creature so he always needed more food and always felt weak.

The man also told me that the cottage was also suspected of being hit by drugs and he was asked to be careful.

Of course Elsa already knows because she is the main suspect.

A few days later, Elsa was taken to the lab for a urine check. As for how it turned out he was not told.

In the end, the case was finished and forgotten. A few years later Elsa found out that there was a santri who was suffering from psychopathy.

Santri likes his best friend Elsa, because Elsa does not want to help him Elsa was slandered.

One day in Ramadan, Elsa reads a psychology book called Seven Human Intelligence.

In the book it is explained about the various senses of man and the potential of the human mind.

There are two types of mind: open mind and closed mind.

An open mind is a condition in which humans can see everything and can interact with everything.

In comparison a closed mind is like a computer without internet and an open mind is like a computer with internet that allows the mind to receive information from outside itself.

By practicing open-mindedness, Elsa is suddenly able to magically see some of the dimensions around her where at first Elsa can't see ghosts.

He can see a lot of ghosts and genies who participate in the sight of Mbah Yai.

Elsa is not afraid of ghosts living in the cottage because they wear ‘mode gorgeous’ instead of wearing 'horrible’ mode like they used to scare people.

Elsa can also see that in other realms the cottage has many levels where each level has a different occupant.

The higher the level the higher the level of scientific occupants.

Out of curiosity, Elsa unfolds her consciousness to look at each level in more detail.

Elsa sees her grandfather and great-grandfather who have not paid with Mbah Yai.

Elsa could see that the inhabitants of the other dimension were more diligent in learning and reading the Qur'an than the santri of man.

While teaching, Elsa noticed that there were several dimensions stacked up.

He looked at the person sitting with him, in a different dimension, the notebook he used was different from the one in this world, the paper is plain yellow with no lines like the paper commonly used for yellow books.

It looks like parchment but it's very thin.

The questioner also uses a quill pen, as in the Harry Potter films.

Every hour of one night, in the pesantren there is an activity called mujahadah together in the mosque where the contents are recitation dhikr compiled by Mbah Yai personally.

The santri inhabitants of the other dimension were very diligent, they had been ready since twelvepm.

There are so many mujahadah.

With Divine Sense (that's how LPN and JTI enthusiasts call it) Elsa estimates the entire hill and the housing around the cottage is overcrowded by them.

In the middle of the mujahadah, suddenly came a group of spirits entered the mosque and went straight into the deepest part led by a man wearing a green robe.

Elsa predicts that they are the high guardians of God.

He felt scared, not daring to look and guess who they were.

That is why Elsa was convinced that Aby had a high position among the guardians of God.

He who was not anyone could see with Divine Sense, let alone Mbah Yai who was greater than him.

Elsa is not surprised if Mbah Yai can appear suddenly in Makkah to meet his santri there when they hajj.

As often told by the santri who returned home Hajj.

As the group came out, they suddenly approached and stopped in front of Elsa.

Elsa lowered her head, not daring to stare.

Elsa clutched tightly onto the hand of the santri sitting next to her, as the santri could also see, they tried to convince each other of what she saw.

Elsa said hello to the man in her heart.

The man said something to Mbah Yai while pointing at him.

Elsa does not know what they are saying but she is afraid that she will become more noticed.

The thing that Elsa fears the most is that if she becomes too GR, feeling that she is in love then it turns out that all of that is just an illusion.

However, he did not have the courage to ask Mbah Yai directly about it.

Elsa was afraid of herself going crazy because usually those who had high and not strong science would go crazy. (She didn't realize she had been crazy for a long time)

Elsa does not believe that she can get glory like the guardians because Elsa is self-conscious, she is still too gholah (forgets to remember God) or often unconscious because of sleepiness.

Elsa knows that to be a guardian at least the person can always be awake to remember God.

Since it was impossible for her, Elsa chose to forget about it.

On Eid al-Fitr, Elsa prays that her ability to see other realms is closed.

Because Mbah Yai said that on that day all prayers were answered, Elsa was sure her prayers were answered.

Since then, Elsa has been unable to see other creatures.

Since the beginning of entering the cottage, Elsa is the laziest to do the permit procedure to go home because the license must be signed by the chairman of the gorban (room), Lurah (leader of the cottage), and Guse.

So Elsa often goes without saying goodbye alias stop by and often get punished because of it.

No doubt if the managers gave a stamp on him as the cause of the problem. (Don't copy!)

While in college, Because he often went home and left without saying goodbye, Mbah Yai said “Keep in by himself indeed this is your grandfather's cottage?!”

Mbah Yai knows that Grandpa Elsa has a cottage on her mother's side, but Elsa doesn't want to live there.

In the end, Elsa was expelled from the cottage.

Elsa was devastated.

He also lives more often in the game center and spends his time playing games to train his concentration.

Elsa tries to divide her consciousness and concentration between breath, prayer beads and gaming.

Yes, Elsa is crazy she likes to mix truth and evil.

Elsa was the only girl there.

Elsa's practice paid off a little.

Now he could firmly maintain his consciousness all night.

From the exercise, Elsa was even able to determine the night time of the air pressure felt without looking at the clock.

During the day, Elsa does step exercises to strengthen her legs, of course she still maintains her breath and prayer beads.

His days were spent on training and training without feeling like crazy.

Elsa is a woman without morals and ethics who has mixed good and bad deeds. Elsa considers herself a dancing prostitute, stealing nature's attention with her ability to play with lust without hurting her body.

Yes, Elsa is a person who likes to play on the coals of lust while keeping her heart cool.

Elsa's heart belongs to His Lord, the Master of the Universe, and it is only in front of Him that she performs this show.

Since childhood, due to memories of her past life, her body was trained to become a prostitute.

But along with that, his heart was trained to always mention His name in every obscurity.

His heart was crying every time he saw the messiness of his body. However, Elsa could not resist the longing of every cell of her body trained to prostitute.

“Syakir”... ah, that word is too beautiful for him. (Shakir is the name for a man who is crazy/drunk because of his love for his God)

“Is it me who always misses “Horny” by mentioning His name in every sigh of my breath?” that's how Elsa's mind goes.

Elsa knew that her science and practice were not yet worthy enough to make her the Beloved of His Lord.

Elsa calls herself His whore because for Elsa a lover will always remember Him, whereas she only remembers Him when she is horny.

But Elsa realized, she is not Aulia’, she is not his true lover. He did not deserve that noble position.

Elsa knows, in the teachings of sharia (law of Islam) she is guilty of mixing rights and vanity at one time.

If you think Elsa's crazy, she won't be mad, because she's crazy.

Because of her madness, to forget her sadness Elsa will invite the surrounding nature to go crazy.

She would dance and sing with her spirit body expressing her feelings of love with nature, creating her own stage.

He accidentally meets Arya. At their first meeting, suddenly another soul who had always been asleep in Elsa reacted.

“Who are you really?” Ask Elsa via SMS. At that time there were no Android phones, so their communication was more done with SMS.

“I Swarna Bumi.”

“If you are Swarna Earth, then I send greetings to Goddess earth.”

“What are you? Why should I send your regards?” ask Arya wonder.

“Say, I am the daughter of her best friend.” Elsa said she was trying to pretend.

“If you Wulung, there's no way you didn't recognize me yesterday.” Elsa could not believe it, even Arya could guess it right.

“Oh, so if in Java the name is Wulung. What does this have to do with Wulung?”

“Wulung is my grandson.”

“How did you know it was me?” Ask Elsa astonished.

“Of course, because you are the girl I trained swords with a few years ago.”

“Oh, then have you heard of Ling Zhan?” elsa asked back, she tried to stay calm and pretended to know.

“Ling Zhan is currently not reincarnated into a human being, he is currently reincarnated into a blue whale in the Pacific ocean.”

Arya's knowledge of nature makes Elsa want to go back to find out who she was in the past and regain her strength.

Although he knew, it was impossible for him to find Ling Zhan directly.

But at least he's not crazy alone.

Um, I mean if it's all just imagination.

But it is impossible right if some people have an interconnected imagination?!

At their second meeting. Unknowingly, Elsa unseals Arya's power and absorbs all that power into her so Arya is injured.

Elsa herself had no idea how that could happen.

Elsa also suddenly has the ability to copy the paste of science or power.

Arya told me that she had power since childhood and often could not control it.

As one example, if he wants to meet with Nyi Roro Kidul who is the queen of magical nature in the southern Sea of Java, then Arya will move him and his palace.

(Phix! This is totally crazy!)

(Author: I don't faint, I'll wake up, yeah!)

Even the ruler of the seas (who did not want to be named) recognized Elsa as a granddaughter.

Because the ocean is his power.

So with the money proceeds to become a gold broker he also established an import export company with Arya and her friends.

Armed with his experience in the underground world of Jakarta, Arya also began to conquer several mercenary groups and set up military bases in the ocean.

As Aryan's right-hand man, Elsa receives jealousy from Aryan's wife so Elsa decides to separate herself.

Therefore, Elsa keeps her distance from Arya and is closer to Surya and his family.

A year later, Elsa gets word that Aby's health is starting to deteriorate.

Elsa knew that Aby never ate, only drank coffee, never slept, always short of breath, every day scrapings, always dropped but Aby always forced herself to teach.

Until the position of the hand on the infusion and wearing an oxigen hose, Aby still insisted on teaching.

With her knowledge at that time, it was very easy for Elsa to understand what Aby was going to teach. Every time she saw Arabic, Elsa automatically knew its meaning and intent.

Aby was never angry with him again. Elsa feels Aby's view of her a little respect for her, but it is not shown in plain view.

Aby even repeatedly praised him without mentioning his name.

But Elsa knew that Aby meant her.

It was then that he began to know and pay attention to Rifki.

Elsa knows that Rifki has the power to see things she cannot see.

Therefore, Elsa was hiding her strength.

Elsa felt that only in front of Aby would she never be able to hide.

At least Elsa was grateful she could still hide her strength in front of Rifki and Guse.

During her stay at the cottage, Elsa leaves all outside affairs to Ve and Deshi. Until Aby finally moved dimensions. Elsa is back abroad.

However, even if Elsa has high knowledge and great strength she still does not believe that she is a true master like Aby.

Elsa still feels herself unworthy and considers herself crazy.