I Need A Baby
Ch 15 - Day 2
Ch 15 - Day 2
Elsa is so moved, she does not expect Guse to even have prepared a practice during pregnancy for herself and Rifki.
Usually everyone will have a different practice.
So can not imitate or practice the practices of others.
After coming out of Ndalem, the two were greeted with congratulations from the fathers and mothers who used to join the jury (sitting together to discuss njai) on the terrace of Ndalem. Rifki was held there to answer their various questions.
Elsa asks permission to go first (escape) to the princess's cottage before Guse comes and follows the inn. Elsa thinks that Rifki wants to follow the banquet because she has not lived in the pesantren for a long time.
Arriving at the princess cottage, Elsa saw the busy mbak yu-mbak yu in the kitchen. It seems that later tonight there will be an aqiqah event because there are two goats hanging in front of the bathroom.
“Mbak Tho, you happen to come, there is a goat waiting for you.” Said Mom Fatty who was lowering the groceries.
Elsa used to be famous as an expert in mutilating goats because of her speed using a knife to cut goats.
As a santri who has seen how Mbah Yai ngeleti (mutilated) goats, it is not surprising that he is very familiar with the composition of muscles, bones and organs of goats.
Elsa can separate the meat, bones and organs of goats cleanly.
Mbah Yai teaches that basically, every organ has a thin layer of membrane separating it.
If we follow the groove of that layer and open it with a knife then it will be easier to separate it.
Because Elsa wears all white clothes and does not bring a change of clothes, she only gives directions to the santri how to mutilate a good and right goat.
“Mak, there is a Hubul Waton event?” Elsa asked Mom Fatty.
Hubul Waton comes from Arabic which means Love of the homeland. The event is usually held once every year.
This event is almost similar to the night jurit event but with a more complex arrangement where the participants are required to wear black-and-black pesantren silat uniforms.
Starting with the mujahadah event (joint prayer) continued with apples then the streets up and down the hill, absent in the cemetery, rest eating and ended by listening to the evening reflection.
“Not yet, Tho. Later if there is no.” replied Mom Fatty.
“Sini Mbak Tho, eat together!” Mak Senul who is famous as a swordsman from Pagar Nusa carrying a tray of rice and boiled noodles along with a few spoons to the hall followed by some santri.
Elsa was without shame immediately joined the food. Eating together feels better.
“Yu Elsa in search of her husband.” Shouted a santri who was sweeping the road.
Every morning and afternoon there will be one or two santri princess who sweep the way around the pesantren. The task of cleaning the pesantren environment is usually rotated, every one or two people will be responsible for one area.
Every Sunday they will hold Bhakti work or cool term Ro'an finished silat training.
In addition to religious knowledge, this pesantren also teaches several skills including silat, so it is expected that students can defend themselves if needed.
Mbah Yai always motivates his students, “santriku kok ndisiki gelut no jotos! Santriku to lose the gelut, not jotos!”
Which means: “my love to start a fight, I hit! Santriku lost a fight, I hit!”
It means that santri should not be arrogant and use his strength to oppress others. That power can only be used for self-defense.
Elsa goes out and meets her husband who has been waiting for her in the parking lot next to the cottage.
“Sampun completed?” (finished?) Tanya Elsa in Javanese.
Although Rifki forbids her to use Javanese on him, Elsa knows that it only applies when they are alone.
In the pesantren environment it will not be ethical if you use Indonesian.
“Sampuns. With breakfast sampun dereng?” (Already. Have you had breakfast yet?) Tanya Rifki showed her concern.
Because Rifki joined the list, he automatically had breakfast from Ndalem. From his time Mbah Yai, Ndalem will always provide breakfast for those who follow the line.
“Sampun wau kalih bocah” (already with children) replied Elsa.
“Badhe direct nopo stop by riyin?” (want to go home or stop by first?) Ask Rifki.
“Kulo want to stop by the tomb of Kang Mastur first.” Answer Elsa.
Kang Mastur is her husband, Kak Ely. He is of Chinese descent from West Java.
He used to live in Singapore, Malaysia and Korea as a TKI.
Once back in Indonesia he took care of his mother and successfully traded in the market. After his mother died, he wanted to become a Sufi.
He left his home and property to Cirebon.
He stayed there the whole time in the mosque. Only come down to the real world to work when the money runs out.
He wanted to be a disciple of a pious man there but was instead rejected and directed to look for Aby, because he had no money, the pious turned his hand, instantly there was money emerging from his hands and given to Kang Mastur.
The money was enough for him to travel to Aby's place after a long search.
Arriving at the pesantren, he was immediately in-laqob-i (given a new name) Mastur by Mbah Yai whose atinya hidden or secret. From that name it was hoped that he could become a hidden guardian.
To meet his food needs, Kang Mastur works to wash the clothes of the son santri.
By Mbah Yai, he was married to Sister Ely who used to take care of the cafeteria of the son's cottage.
Because at that time he did not have money, brother Ely handed over the money he had collected from Mbah Yai to the Mastur kang to be used as a dowry.
Every day Eid al-Fitr, Mbah Yai and the Ndalem family always distribute angpao for all his students, by brother Ely the money was deliberately saved to keep barokah.
By Mbah Yai, their wedding was held simultaneously with the grand event that was held in the cottage mosque.
Initially Mbah Yai intended to bear all the costs of the marriage because both are the most manut santri (obedience) and have been considered children by him.
But from the family of brother Ely mature “If all in the responsibility of Aby, then what do we get?”
It means with full humility, from the family, Kak Ely also wants to join the sodaqoh food for the event in order to get the reward part as well.
Their wedding was very lively with the event of a procession of the bride from the princess cottage to the son's cottage.
Soon Mbah Yai also moved nature and Kang Mastur was the person given the mandate to be the caretaker of makbaroh (the name for the tomb of the alim) and maintain cleanliness.
After a year and a half Kang Mastur suddenly fell ill and died.
He was buried in a public cemetery in front of the son's cottage because his family no longer wanted to admit.
During his life, Kang Mastur was very diligent in leaving.
He always sat in the front row.
She also loves helping and keeping the cottage clean. His behavior is very polite and polite.
Her marriage life is very romantic and happy.
Although only briefly, but until now both Ely and Elsa still feel that the Mastur kang is still alive.
Many times Ely's sister was offered to remarry, but she refused. For him there is no man who is more affectionate and attentive to women than the Mastur kang.
Because sister Ely is so loved by the Mastur kang that all the homework is done by the Mastur kang.
Often the Mastur kang take brother Ely for a walk and vacation.
Elsa was very impressed by the way Kang Mastur saluted Mbah Yai.
How to pray the Mastur kang sungkem like how to worship the courtier of Keraton to the King.
Elsa and Rifki used to hang out with Mastur kang at the cafe.
In the past Mastur kang also liked to do (encouraging to match) Rifki with Elsa.
Therefore Elsa felt the need to show off their relationship now on the Mastur kang.
Not to forget also Rifki and Elsa offered prayers for some of the santri buried around the tomb of Kang Mastur.
When they finished, they both visited Elsa's mother's house. Rifki and Elsa offer mom to stay with them but she refuses.
In the end, Elsa asks Rifki's permission to take care of her mother whenever the opportunity arises.
Arriving at their house at half-six, Elsa immediately bathed and prepared for magrib worshipers with Rifki who continued with wirid reading after prayer and tahlil.
Then they also read the practices ordered by Guse until isya’ and closed with isya’ pilgrims.
Actually Elsa is not strong anymore, she is very tired and sleepy. After dinner, ordered outside. Rifki and Elsa enter the bedroom.
“Kang mas ngersakke kulo?” (Kang mas wants me not?) Elsa asked withstanding the sleepiness.
Rifki who saw Elsa so tired certainly did not have the heart to force her.
“You look so tired, how can you serve me?” ask Rifki wonder.
“Women are only staying athang-athang (sleeping supine) only.” Elsa said as she fell asleep and spread out her hands on the bed.
“Where to play with people sleeping?” rifki.
“Ya, just pretend to play with the corpse.” Elsa tried to propose while closing her eyes.
“It seems that he hopes to be raped huh?” said Rifki while positioning herself on top of Elsa's body with both her hands on the side holding her weight.
“Yes, I would like to know how it feels to rape my husband.” said Elsa while smilingly raising her eyebrows with her eyes still closed.
“...” It felt like Rifki no longer had the strength to argue with Elsa.
Slowly Rifki tries to undress Elsa. Although lazy and blindfolded, Elsa makes it easy for Rifki to take off her clothes.
Rifki was astonished to see Elsa wearing a bra outside the inside sweatshirt.
Before she said, Elsa had already given her an answer, “because I'm super woman.” (If Superman wears underwear on the outside, then Super woman wears a bra on the outside)
The real reason is because Elsa feels itchy when wearing a bra directly without a protective layer.
Elsa does have a habit of wearing clothes that are layered so that her body remains warm.
After removing all their clothes, Rifki enveloped the bodies of the two and slept by hugging Elsa's body.
Somehow Rifki felt comfortable and satisfied just by sleeping hugging his wife's body without doing anything.
His heart is so full. There is peace in itself. It was as if his heart had become calmer.
Maybe this is what is meant by marriage so that the heart becomes calm.
Rifki looked at Elsa's face lovingly, then read her Al Fatihah's letter and kissed her forehead.
It is one of the teachings of Mbah Yai for husband and wife.
At twelve in the evening, Rifki got up for a big bath and tahajud.
Elsa wakes up while Rifki is still on her alphabet. Elsa then takes a shower and prays as well.
After the prayer, Rifki saw Elsa looked more beautiful and fresh.
Rifki kissed Elsa solemnly. Then kissed both of Elsa's closed eyes. He kissed Elsa's lips.
Elsa enjoys every sweet kiss of Rifki's lips. It was as if he could feel genuine affection from her.
Elsa can feel Rifki's desire for her. Where in desire it is not just to satisfy his lust.
Every soft kiss of Rifki as if affirming that Rifki loved and appreciated him.
Elsa felt Rifki's tongue gently caressing her lips as if inviting her to dance together. Elsa responds to Rifki's tongue dance with her tongue.
Elsa herself did not think that a kiss could be so delicious. It was like there was a stream of electricity uniting their flavors.
Both receive and give pleasure to each other. Elsa feels her body can sense what Rifki's body is feeling. He felt his body happy as Rifki's body responded to his touch.
Unknowingly, they also unite their two bodies while still giving and receiving stimulation.
The breath of both is so slow and long without the desire to immediately get satisfaction.
Elsa and Rifki looked at each other with glare. Both of them did not want to end this moment so briefly that both of them did not move.
But within them, they can feel the satisfaction enjoyed by their partner.
Elsa can feel the violence that is getting harder and harder Rifki's body in her.
Similarly, Rifki can feel the grip of the softness of Elsa's body that is getting tighter and tighter.
Both are in taste.
Suddenly Elsa involuntarily muttered…
“Dragon take a deep breath and keep tasbih in heart
Men and angels surround the Kaaba
Thawaf blood surrounds the heart
Thawaf plasma surrounds the cell nucleus
Neutrons and electrons surround protons
Feel how your whole body is thawaf and berasbih.
Keep your breath and keep running.
Feel the consciousness of every cell in you and make your whole body flourish with your heart
Feel every atom in you and invite them to vibrate with you”
Elsa and Rifki lengthen their breath and sprinkle in each breath and throw it away.
Both extend their consciousness throughout the body and spread the consciousness throughout the body.
Elsa can feel the happiness of every cell in her body in the seedling.
Both are getting more soluble in their tasbih enjoyment so as to achieve even higher enjoyment with deep gratitude.
The two also involuntarily fell asleep in their union while maintaining their breath and prayer until dawn.