I Need A Baby
Ch 20 - Angri Wife
Ch 20 - Angri Wife
After returning to the room, Elsa opened her laptop and wrote her meeting with the grandfather of the ruler of the ocean today while sleeping.
Elsa actually has a weakness to remember the past in detail so she has a habit of writing a diary with some names she goes by.
After re-reading it many years later he even still forgot what the details of the incident at that time were like.
After she finished writing, Elsa was interested in re-reading her diary nine years ago, when her days were spent with Rifki.
He also positioned himself on his stomach facing the laptop.
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November 2011
At three and a quarter in the afternoon, brother Ely came with the news that my laptop was being carried by Rifki.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?????
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
My data....
Oh my God, there's nothing I'm password on.
(yesterday I just opened one by one password)
My films. (there are some blue films that I still keep, there are also blue films my brother collection).
Oh, My God, where am I going to put my face???
Hopefully the recent document is not deleted by him...
hopefully his Ccleaner isn't activated by him...
I hope he doesn't have time to erase his tracks
(that alone is the most impossible thing for a hacker)
Khusnudzon...
I hope he's not interested in opening up my files…
(it seems impossible)
I hope he keeps my privacy...
(he is an expert in maintaining privacy anyway, pretending not to know, pretending not to see)
I'm in severe shock . . . My face is as red as a tomato . . .
It was like the time he got caught while I was in the shower . . .
looks like all my Aurat.
And this is the second time. Forgive me!!! Shall I put where my face is?
It was like walking naked in front of him.
There's no way I can hold back from having my face not red in front of him.
HU. . . .
I don't know what else to do. Complete are the proofs that I am an over-imagined person.
I was just getting out of bed, now my body feels weak again.
Ah, why am I so careless?!!!
Well, I don't think he's interested in my laptop at all. Because he looks very uninterested to see. Because I think my laptop is safe, yes my password I open.
I was stupid to name my folder by name
“ELSA HAS PRIVACY” of course the folder is very interesting to open.
That is the same as naming the virus with the name “Do Not Open.exe” and guaranteed that the virus directly spreads everywhere. Oh My God, I forgot that he graduated in Communication and Psychology.
Why don't I just put it in the ZZ folder?
The rice has become porridge.
Think of it as Rifki a good person, a really good person who will not cheat again. (T_S)
Impossible you know!
He is the most powerful monster of the kind with Arya’ and Suryo.
Just pray that you are not among the people who are of interest to him.
I hope you're not the one who's interesting for him to play with.
I hope he's the one who doesn't fall for you easily because he reads your writing (if I actually wish for him)
I don't know if he'll love me and come near me or avoid me more and more for reading my writing.
What do I expect from him?
Remember, your happiness is not located on “If your hope becomes reality”, but happiness is “how we are grateful for the reality there”
If it is true, “what I received today is the best for me at this time.”
Can I believe it?
Yes, no. . .
My hearth breathing…
My body is so limp…
To calm myself. Trying to think positive. Sort through and take the positives.
I'm grateful that I haven't had the time to move all my diaries and manuscripts to the computer.
I am grateful, because if he had time to read or copy my notes, it means I do not have to bother to convey my heart to him.
O Allah, grant me the fortitude and patience to deal with this.
Now or tomorrow, a time when the name of the secret will definitely be revealed, all just a matter of time.
I try to think positively, Rifki is a good person, a good teacher, she can definitely keep a secret.
Rifki is a very polite person and maintains privacy.
esokan...
I don't know what's wrong with me right now.
Now my emotions are no longer stable, since my laptop was confiscated by Kang Safi because of watching a movie when there was filial work.
Actually I'm a little grateful for that, it means I don't have to worry or worry that the laptop will be misused.
Last night Rifki came to ask about the position of the laptop.
Fortunately he uses Kromo language, so my animal language does not come out all.
But as a result my body became hot because of holding back emotions.
I tried to respond patiently, very patiently, answering in a low and subtle tone.
“Yu, how's your laptop doing?”
(“Yu, kabare laptop with pripun?”)
“Still at Kang Safi.”
(“Still with Kang Safi.”)
“Not taken?”
(“Mboten shorts?”)
“Can't, two more Weeks.”
(“Mboten saged, callih sunday malih.”)
“Why? What reason?”
(“Lha nopo? Reason nopo?”)
“Now, I don't know.”
(“Duko, kulo mboten ngertos.”)
I've been too lazy to explain how much my heart aches to Kang Safi because when I tried to talk to her she said
“You reported Aby there! I'm not scared! Making disease.”
(“Meh mok set to Aby yo kono! I'm a wedi rack! Marai disease.”)
Automatically my emotions peaked and I said, too,
“Abviously I'm a maturist?!”
while going to drive the motor crazily.
I have no problem parting with my laptop for two weeks, which is the problem is the way it talks like I'm a maturist or a snitch.
I haven't had Aby at all in nearly two years.
Whatever my problem is, I try to solve it myself.
Rifki also made me emotional, it was obvious that the position of my laptop was in his hands, but he did not feel guilty at all.
They think it's funny and worth laughing at.
After that incident, I told Fara, her sister that she wanted to be responsible, there was no way her sister would not tell her brother, they met every day.
Three days Rifki didn't show up in front of me, is it wrong that I think he's not responsible.
There was no apology or remorse for the incident.
It was obvious that he was avoiding trouble with me.
I don't want to get into trouble with him anymore, but at least I can't hope he'll apologize to me?
Fatigue is dealing with people who never feel guilty and do not want to be blamed.
After asking that, He continued to persuade me to take the laptop, supposedly if the laptop was not turned on for a long time the system could be damaged, at least anti-virus is damaged and so on.
Fortunately in this matter I am not easily persuaded or frightened.
My body feels hot hearing his voice.
I felt like I wanted to get out of there, I finally went out for a while, under the window I sat down and cried.
I try to regulate my breath as slow as possible so as not to be caught if I am emotional.
I was lying on the cold floor hoping that the earth would neutralize my body heat.
But the heat didn't go away either.
I was too afraid that my emotions would be unbearable and come true.
Because of my emotions, my spirit is gone.
I don't care about the dirty things around me anymore.
Confine myself in the room continues, I remember the word Arya’ if I emotions should not go out of the room, because it can be dangerous, my emotions can affect nature.
Maybe I'm being too selfish when I'm emotional.
I hope tonight I don't see Rifki again.
It's better for my emotions.
And because of this problem, I hate it even more.
I know, Rifki is not Arya or Suryo who will hold me, or hold my head, or calm me down when I am angry.
Between us there is nothing.
And I realized, I didn't mean much in her eyes.
My heart screams, I miss, I really miss the coolness.
Fragile.I feel how fragile I am.
Just because of a trivial matter I was already so emotional.
My body is all sick.
Now I understand why Arya’ always hurts when he's angry.
Now that I feel it myself, how much pain it is to stem the anger in the body.
It feels heavier than the pain of taking sins.
It felt like it was completely exhausted in beating up the whole body, in every cell. I don't know how Arya’ survived that time, but his strength was bigger and bigger than mine.
Of course it would take a greater amount of energy to withstand his own burst of anger energy.
I really feel the war inside me.
My energy became chaotic and unstable.
Sometimes it's calm, sometimes anger wins.
My tears continued to flow withstanding the pain in my heart and in the heart of every cell in my body.
I felt how much they needed more than just a calm.
And I haven't been able to control myself to produce that calming energy myself.
I finally decided to escape my consciousness into the middle of the ocean, dancing the water dance so that my soul would cool back.
But it can only last a moment.
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Elsa is so immersed in her reading that she does not realize that Rifki has now been sitting behind her, coming along to read.
He slowly hugged Elsa's body from behind.
“Are you still mad at me?” rifki whispered right in Elsa's ear.
Their posture made Elsa very embarrassed. Unknowingly, his face began to blush. And his eyes glared in disbelief.
Seeing that, Rifki increasingly wanted to pounce on Elsa.
She kissed Elsa's lips and laughed.
Elsa simply rolled her eyeballs and let out a long sigh.
Elsa recalls, Aby often taught her students if the husband or wife was angry, to relieve the anger was to hold her tightly from behind.
“For what am I mad at you?”
“That's what?” Rifki said while pointing at the laptop.
“Oh, this.” Elsa scrolls the page and shows the date it was written.
So Rifki thinks Elsa is angry and writes a diary.
Elsa was feeling a little sweet in her heart.
After reading carefully, Rifki frowned.
On the one hand, Rifki feels happy she did not expect that Elsa had actually long ago harbored a taste for her.
On the other hand, as a husband his heart was a little jealous of the names of Arya and Surya.
It seems that the two have a deep relationship with Elsa.
“What have Arya and Surya done to you?” Tanya Rifki is suspicious.
“Aplenty. But take it easy, they never kissed my lips.” Said Elsa trying to find a crack.
Rifki narrowed her eyes in suspicion.
Seeing Rifki's suspicions, Elsa suddenly felt angry.
“Yes, what if I used to be a whore?! You can divorce me if you are disappointed in me! Sorry, I'm not the clear girl you want!” Snap Elsa.
Rifki didn't expect Elsa to be so irritable about it.
Rifki realized, he used to often insinuate Elsa with various things about “cle” girls.
With the hope that Elsa will be able to turn into “cle” girl as expected by her grandfather.
Hearing that somehow Rifki became a little hurt Elsa's heart to him and it really made her heart sad.
Rifki does not realize that it turns out that the wounds he caused in the past turned out to be so deep.
“Sorry!” Rifki said as she tightly hugged Elsa's rebellious body.
Rifki tries to channel her cold energy into Elsa's body to reduce Elsa's body heat.
After a while, Elsa calmed down and cried.
Elsa doesn't know why she could be so fragile in front of Rifki.
When Elsa calms down, Rifki removes Elsa's laptop and hugs her back.
“If you want to be mad at me, be angry! Don't just cry and be quiet. It makes me sick.”
Persuade Rifki, trying to get Elsa to open up to him and not harbour her own feelings.
Elsa remained still and did not move.
His heart softened slightly at Rifki's words.
But he wants Rifki to bear his anger.
Elsa wants Rifki to know that her anger cannot be easily dispelled.
Elsa wants to punish Rifki and teach him a lesson.
Elsa stared at Rifki with sharp and strong eyes.
Elsa then kisses Rifki's lips viciously.
While both his hands try to remove all of Rifki's clothes.
Every time Rifki tried to stretch out her hand holding Elsa, Elsa looked at him with an angry look.
Rifki's body became stiff not daring to move receiving kisses and vicious suction of Elsa's lips on every inch of her sensitive skin.
Rifki thought, If Elsa always vents her anger by tormenting her body, she's the one who will benefit, it seems she should try to make Elsa angry at him again next time.
The anger and heat of Elsa's body make Rifki's animal instinct appear.
Rifki is eager to avenge Elsa's treatment of her body and slams Elsa's body down.
Unfortunately Elsa did not give him a chance to retaliate. Elsa tightly bound Rifki's hands to the top of the bed.
Elsa's lips and tongue make Rifki's body feel happy and tormented at one time.
Rifki suppresses her impulse to avenge Elsa's treatment.
Yes, he wanted to take revenge on Elsa even more fiercely.
Rifki wants to throw Elsa's body under her all night until she can't get out of bed to the next day.
But it seemed that he had to be patient first and enjoy the beauty on top of his body moving without being able to retaliate with both hands.
Elsa continues to suck Rifki's body until Rifki feels her body is running out of energy.
Elsa looked so satisfied as she looked at Rifki who was lying helplessly and started to fall asleep after spitting out her bodily fluids up to seven times.
Elsa also untied Rifki's hands and slept while hugging Rifki's body with a peaceful heart.
His body felt lighter after releasing all of his anger at Rifki.