If You're a Mate, How else?
About my Thought

Intention to go home to avoid Babas, uh in fact even more dizzy with the talk of Mama.

Honestly, Tian is handsome, charismatic, but also. But from the beginning I met him, my value for him was minus.

Despite the first glance, he fascinated me. But after he misunderstood, it immediately dropped in my eyes. Fuck that handsome face. After all, his behavior makes me upset. Plus the hape number thing that made my life shake. The more my frustration.

But that human is insensitive. He doesn't feel like I hate him. Even without a marriage.

Who made her noise again, what did she say? I avoid making him curious? I'm jutekin, he said adorable? You dumb-ass crocodile! Sorry-sorry jek, the shake doesn't make me clamps.

Now I have to turn my brain, how do I let him pull back his marriage invitation. It's okay, he's filthy or hates me too. Importantly, I was able to break up contact with that strange human.

Oh, he's not the only one I have to deal with. But Mama too. Surprisingly, the selective Mama, who likes this comment is the same as my ex, suddenly can melt like the Babas. When I first met. What the hell's that guy wearing pellets? Kok, the effect can be very powerful to Kanjeng Ratu.

Although it is undeniable, judging from the glasses of a mother, the Tian is a material husband as I mentioned earlier. He's got everything tempting. But right, if the behavior is turned upside down with his appearance, I am ogah. Not dear, how to suffer if you have to spend a lifetime with him.

^^Tumbas Tabas :^^^

^^^I'm already home, Yang. You rest yes... ^^^

Bodo. Want to get home, want to get to the afterlife also do not care. Why try using WhatsApp all the news? Doesn't matter!

^^Tumbas Tabas :^^^

^^^ Yes, thank you for taking the time out for me. Don't forget, consider the offer that was yes, Yang.^^^

No need to consider. I immediately rejected it, right? Why reconsider? No, there's nothing I should consider.

When viewed only from his handsome that I have to consider, there are still many men in this world who are handsome without piquancy like him. In terms of financial? I don't want to ask my husband. For me it's a bonus. What is clear, my future husband, want effort, hard work. I am not unemployed either. Besides, sustenance can still be found together, right? It's even good when the results are together. He will not feel big because he has borne the burden of financing my life.

Keep on being honest about what is like he mentioned earlier, I think all who want a household is so right? Not a special thing, but honesty is very much needed in a household.

As for the household theory, I can still comment that the household should be like that. But I didn't know the practice would fit theory or not. After all, the household can run successfully with whom we partner, right? If our partners are toxic, do not make us grow, yes...for what to marry? And, if our partner is also able to make us crazy. This point is the one in Tian, which makes me instantly 'say no' without a second thought.

"So, last night Mas Tian got a date?" asked Retno who made me literate for a moment when I heard her voice.

"Healthy Ma'am?" sweep me with a hoarse voice. Still cuddling my life, already at the end of the question that makes it difficult for me to sleep all night.

"Eating here early in the morning is also healthy. So really, Mas Tian likes you?" ask again.

"Hoooaaaammmm.. still sleepy me, Ma'am," I said.

"Don't divert my question, Yang. Last night, Lilik also told me that you picked him up. Mbak was suspicious of the fitting he asked for your home address," he explained.

"Minorning still, Ma'am. Talk later," I replied sitting down.

"Lha, why not the founder, CEO, or his high position?" tanyaku. Start, material, cuan, number wahid.

"It's okay. But if that classmate has a crush on you, you can live a good life without having to bash, Yang," she grinned.

"Neighbor! Dah, I want to take a shower first ah," I hurriedly darted to the bathroom before Ma'am Retno asked a variety of questions again.

Need to be on the bottom line. I don't want to yes, marry just to use the man who became my husband later. About the husband tajir keep I just barges legs doang. That's not tsaay... My principle is that I have to stand on my own feet. Like Mbak Gita who can still find his own. Not ungrateful if I get a rich husband later. But if I want to — lulled with the luxury he gave — continues if one day suddenly he bored with me, then I was deposed of his life, how? Don't want to, my life is like a soap opera. Uh, amit-amit.

I work hard like this is normal. Enjoy having the busyness as it is now. Thankful in this day and age, it can still work. Moreover, it works relaxed like I gini. Alhamdulillah, in love enough sustenance and live on. Not a little, which is difficult to find work.

And many women who have already married, resigned their work and then totally take care of their households. In the end, they also want to work again. Just like the story of my friend who already got a good position in his office when the girl first, then resigned and now regretted giving up his job because it turned out his household did not run smoothly. I don't want to like that.

What I remember most to this day, my family's experiences. When we left, Papa was gone forever. Mama who incidentally housewife, confused how to finance Mas Puja and I who are still in school. Borrow family, no one wants love. Nothing to rely on either. Until finally Mama sold our luxury home, and moved to the house that until now we live. And the rest of the money is used for Mama's business as well as for our daily needs.

That is still fairly mending, Papa left a legacy in the form of a luxury home, not debts. What if I have the same fate as Mom if I don't work? So I do not want, what we have experienced first, later my son also experienced it. No, don't want to. It's not good to remember those difficult times.

Mama was still lucky, Mas Puja was quite mature at that time. He was willing to work, so graduated High School and postponed his studies to help Mama. Well, what if later I live in my husband when my son is still small? Who will help me if I don't stand on my own feet? A brother? A fella? A pal? They had a moment of joy I think.

I told you, right, that I'm over-thinking badly? I always think long ahead to face the risks that will be encountered in the future. So I don't want to be rash and glare just because of Tian's offer.

"So how did you guys get so close?" todong Ma'am Retno again to me.

I think he's been out of the room since I took a shower. It actually fell on my bed.

"Nearly. Just a coincidence," I replied.

"Can you fool me? It can't be just a coincidence! Udah Mbak said, right, he was eyeing you from the beginning," he said.

Tuh. If it has not been answered, it is like this.

But if answered, Ma'am Retno is a concone Mama. Who he must be on the same side. So, I don't want to leak or any story with Retno anymore. If only I knew how he was going.

"Good morning, Yang. What's busy today?" mbak Retno read WhatsApp with a loud voice from my phone.

"So besides meeting, now intense WhatsApp-an also?" sindir Mbak Retno's.

Kumaat!

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Does anyone have the wild mindset of Yayang no? I thought I was going to Arab. He is also in Jakarta-Jakarta. Anyway, this Yayang his life must be organized. Want marriage should go through step by step in accordance with the flow in general. Pdkt - courtship - marriage - having children. Dikasih random guy who suddenly ngajak kayak si Tian, real life Yayang immediately jolted-dog.

How do you tryaaaaa?