
Tian and I are like water and fire. I've been stirring up by spewing out the lava of emotions that ran through my heart and mind for as long as there was Mama, but the Tian's response was as calm as water. He even smiles seductively. I think his head asked to be shaken.
"You should be grateful, Yang. This relationship is growing rapidly before we go far," he said.
Growing rapidly!
"Your mama's my mama too" she grinned as if to make fun of me.
Can't take it anymore, I really want to shake his head, I approach the Babas.
"Have a son!" I punch Babas' arm. Intentions want to shake his head, but instead ended up punching his arm. It was as if I was still upholding manners by punching his arm only.
The Babas even complained while stupefied. Very satisfied with his laugh.
"Laughter, keep laughing!" I'm about to hit his arm back. But my hand was hunted down in Babas's capture.
"We are not married, you are not KDRT, Yang.." he said to make my heart betray. God fucking. I even deg-degan.
"Mas!" hisisku.
"Ouch... It's so bad for a future wife, Mas," God again.
Double kill's!
Ask in the sumpel to put on the lips of that person. Uh, Yaaang! You are also not sane!
"What the hell!" I clapped his hands but he smiled.
"Don't keep getting angry. Accept the fate of dong if you are indeed created to accompany Mas," he said.
"Think distance!" ketusku while dropping down on the chair next to Babas.
Babas smiled again. Crazy times yes, this is the guy!
"Why does your brain and heart keep pushing, Mas?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, it's weird! I've never been in a relationship because of this ridiculous thing. Seeee all my life," my fierce eyes made Babas hold a smile.
"good right? So a special memory for you," he said.
"Yes. Bad memories!" my ketus. The Babas was even crushed again.
"Yes... Yang.. you drive me crazy, Yang," he murmured.
I just snorted. Pretend not to be horrified, let him not be more.
"Cock angry anyway? Seneng people you know, his partner is well received with his family. It's usually not easy to unite two families" he said.
"Two families what!" ketusku while glaring at him.
Babas smiled, "meaning, familiar with the family," the Babas said.
"Not a big head! It's not just the same Mama!"
The Babas straightened his body, "you mean?" tanyanya seriously.
I looked at his face, "my ex was also close to Mama, too" I said trying to shrink back his enlarged head.
The Babas snorted, "but no one is close to Puja right?" sindirnya.
Aarrrgh...
"Some," I lied.
"Who?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, there is!" my ketus.
"Relatedly? I know what Puja is like. He looks like Mas. He's protective. Same as Mas to Ellen too," he said.
Also true. They were Papa's replacements.
"Yes, if it is close to Mama should be close to Mas Puja as well?"
The Babas nodded as if digesting my words. "Regrettably, to get to that level, Mas already pocketed the blessing of Mama and Puja," Si Babas did not want to lose.
"Mas!"
"Kidding, Yang.." she smiled again.
Why the hell, people like him like he was two-faced? Can be cool, calm, antennas, serious, assertive in front of others. But turning flabby, tame, installment with the person he considers close?
Is he bipolar? Why not show yourself what it is?
If I were, I would be like this. Want in front of my followers, want in front of my friends, my family, my coworkers, yes... I stay this way. I can position myself when dealing with anyone. With an older person, I can search for topics that are appropriate to their age. With children, I can also discuss fun things for children. Especially with my age, it is easiest to discuss what hits in my past. So, every time I talk to anyone, it becomes something exciting.
"Thank you, Yang. You make me comfortable. I feel like I have known you for a long time. I also don't understand why this is," he said.
He's the one who can read my mind. So strange. Don't you think, not just people's pellets, but he can also read people's minds? Oh my...
"Yes..."
"Hmmm..."
Ask not, right?
"Mas... Mas...know my mind?" many fear.
"Fill your mind?" babas frowned in surprise at my question. "You're getting married tomorrow, aren't you?" goda.
"Mas!"
Babas was even broken.
"Ouch... Which, why are we just meeting now anyway? Why not from the past if you can make Mas kayak gini," he said.
"From when? When I was born? I was born, I'm ABG!" my ketus.
He laughed, "not really ABG either. I'm still a kid, though. But the important thing is that Mas is not comfortable because Mas is not in a hurry to marry people. If you're married, you could be with someone else."
"Mas, why is it that Mas is a gini now? Yesterday I wasn't very happy," I protested.
"How is this not?" tanyakanya.
"Yesterday Mas haughty, cocky, bummer, res-"
"Well, that's what hasn't been erased from your memory," he cut.
"Mas already said, your first impression is the same Mas because we misunderstood. Although Mas does not deny that Mas is quite introverted. But that doesn't mean that I'm arrogant, haughty, the nyebelin you mentioned earlier."
"But it's the same with me!"
The Babas shook his head, "Mas said that Mas misunderstood because the Andi said your name," the Babas smiled amusedly. "If you remember that incident again, Mas likes to smile himself," Babas shook his head while laughing again.
"Didn't know me before?" my many.
"No. Are you getting hit?" ask her with a nice face.
"No ngetop. Who the hell am I. Just a crumb of bakpia that happens to be the star of an advertisement for jamu reject the same wind wara-wiri in doang magazine. Once twice entered tivi even though it was just a cameo. Continued to be censored Mas Andi to be BA his company. Not the same class!" ketusku long.
"It's not. Indeed Mas do not know the same model or Indonesian artists. I almost never watch Tivi" he said.
"A snob!" tweet slowly.
"Not arrogant, Yang. I'm busy with deng-"
"He's busy!" cut me.
"Yang, Mas's not the son of a conglomerate. Life is not as good as you think. If you told me about my life, would you believe it? Minimal reduce the minus Mas value in your eyes?" tanyanya seriously.
"Must show off" I said.
"Kc... It's not okay to think so, Yang. I want to tell you a story, let you know. Let you understand about Mas. Let you get to know Mas and judge Mas from Mas's own story. Not the weird perceptions that pop into your head" he said.
"But I don't mean it, do I?"
Babas smiled, "no, don't believe it anymore. What do you have to do so that you can trust me?" tanyakanya.
I'm confused too. Sometimes I want to believe, but sometimes I'm scared too. Honestly, yesterday's experience with Nico made me more alert to men. Especially the one facing me now, not the same age. He's Om-Om. Much more than that everything. From the age, to the financial.
Not to mention, his presence that came suddenly with the strangeness he made, made me not understand the same way my life. Plus the misunderstanding that happened yesterday. How am I supposed to trust Babas?
"You hear a little bit about Mas, Yang?" ask again.
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Ndaaakkk... Brother Tian will tell you. Let's get the kids together... Show me manaaa's thumbs