If You're a Mate, How else?

If You're a Mate, How else?
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"Searching you from earlier, why just came?" asked Babas looking at me gently.


Just this time, Babas pulled my hand to a quieter place to be free to talk to me after I had foolishly run away when I came into contact with him. For some reason, so gazed earlier my heart was again treacherous to make me do such stupid impulsive things.


"Don't pretend you don't know, Mom. Mas also heard myself when I said the same Mas Andi and Miss Ellen, right?" sindirku.


Honestly, I'm really embarrassed to talk to him. Why did I try to run away all that? This is his sister's wedding, automatically I also congratulate him.


"Why not call Mas? Mas can thum—"


"After no communication, continue suddenly I have to call Mas? Helooww.." ketusku.


The Babas breathed a rough sigh, "pardon me."


"Make what?"


"Make all the mistakes, Yang."


Faced with his shoulder face, my heart was actually pinched. Moreover, he apologized first before we discussed the problem we were facing. But I can't just melt it down. Although honestly.... Ah already.


"I'm sorry, Mas's been missing for two weeks. Not that Mas ignored you, until Mas didn't understand you at all, Yang. It's just that, coinciding with our problem, in the office there is also a big problem that makes Mas have to focus there. Not to mention Ellen's wedding."


We were both silent, I was confused how to respond.


"Mas aware, Mas's wrong. It shouldn't be like this. You should be able to balance work and personal relationships with you. But because work also concerns the lives of others who depend on the company, sorry, yesterday Mas prioritizes Mas' work rather than contacting you first. Although honestly Mas also hope you contact Mas first. But in fact you are even further from the reach of Mas," he told me.


I'm still quiet. Although several times I stared at his regretful net. But my focus is not just on our problems. I saw Babas' face more slender. Is it because he's tired?


"As long as I don't call you, you're okay, right?" ask her which I answered with a nod.


"Jadi—"


"We'll hope, Mom," cut me quick. I understand where he's going now. And before the breakup, mending me broke up first.


"Oh, you already have an answer, Yang?" squeaky.


"What do you do anyway, right? From the beginning we were not in line. They don't need each other either. From the beginning I had to accept it. If it wasn't for the silly game that Put proposed all of a sudden, we wouldn't have been dating" I replied, clenching my own hand trying to strengthen my heart that felt sore.


Let him hate. Let him be angry. I don't care anymore. He also ruffled my life.


"From the beginning I needed you. From the beginning of your love. That's why I'm trying to get close to you. But it's hard to conquer your heart to feel the same way with Mas" he said to make me a little surprised.


What kind of flattering did he say love of all? From the beginning, he never said love at all.


"Honestly for two weeks without communication with you, I'm sorry Yang. Mas nyesel why ask you to rethink about our relationship while Mas tormented with his own longing," he said.


"Mas Niesel, why can't Mas be more patient and unselfish in this relationship until finally you're not comfortable with Mas."


I'm still quiet. How, he's like this anyway? Isn't he the one who talked about breaking up first? Now why cuckoo?


Why didn't he just ask me to think about this relationship from the beginning? Where were you yesterday? Even though he is busy with his work that is a priority, why can't I have WhatsApp? it doesn't take an hour for WhatsApp. The phone didn't take long either. Why does his attitude even encourage me to think negatively until I feel hung with him? I feel tired of myself.


For two weeks now, it's impossible for me not to think about Babas. For the past two weeks, it's impossible that I didn't even notice him calling me. Regardless, he was already deep in my heart and mind. There's no way I'm acting like there's nothing between us. After all, he managed to ruin my life.


"Well... How else, Mum?" ask me while smiling. "From the beginning, we were not in line. So let's live each other's lives as before." I'm trying so hard to say that. For some reason, sadness suddenly lingered in my heart.


"I'm sorry if any words or actions hurt Mas while knowing me" I closed this conversation immediately. I don't want to talk according to my original plan. I just want to get home fast.


"The one who should be sorry, Yang. Mas sorry because Mas has been selfish, impatient and maybe make Yayang uncomfortable with Mas," he said right staring at my netraku.


"Together." I offered my hand to shake him, "yes, Mas," I asked him. The Babas immediately greeted my hand without a sound. While I was all my might holding back tears to keep from dripping.


So ex doesn't mean it has to be an enemy, right? So be good, breaking up should be fine too. And I'm used to that with my past ex. Except for that jerk Nico.


"That's. mmm... You can take her one last time, right? Mas also want to apologize to Mama and Puja," he asked.


"Huh? Apologize why?" my many.


"Yes if Mas apparently can not take care of you," he replied straightforwardly.


"Oh, don't do it. Let me just say it," I refuse. It's not important to use the show to say 'can't take care of me' everything. Are we married? If marriage is natural to be returned to his parents' house like the old song, but we are just dating. I don't think it should be that normal either.


"Please. Let Mas also calmly take off, Yayang," his force.


"Hm... I was picked up by Retno's mother, Mas," I refused again.


Yes, where is he? How is it still not nongol also at this hour?


"Kok Didn't say anything?" my spray.


"sorry. Mas once knew that you had gone on a public transportation, Mas directly called Mbak Retno so he could take you," he replied feeling guilty.


"Ck.." I'm so sorry. Breaking up is still a high initiative.


"Will we go home now or later?" askinya.


"How's masa? Mas kan who has the dream," my insinuation makes the Babas even smile thinly.


"What a smile all!" my ketus.


He is yes, only I just melow peng nangis. Now I've sprained again.


The Babas shook his head, "nothing. Justjust... I have not heard the word Hajatan for a long time. So kayak.. lupain deh," he answered still faithfully with a thin smile on his lips.


Here we break up lhooooo... How does he even look happy? Is this what he wants?


"Maklum, Mas gaul sama wong deso so the language is also a village," ketusku.


"Congress dungeon? That's not what I mean, Mom. Mas— Mean"


"Yes, understand. Yes, I want to say goodbye to Miss Ellen and Mas Andi now, Mas," I deliberately cut her words so that we do not return to the debate. Have broken up. Males really if you have to debate because of trivial things. Anyway, when will we continue to debate? From dating to dating time makes no difference?


"OKAY. Go to them, "he replied.


"No need. I'm alone, Mas." I refused.


Later there is Mas Andi and Sister Ellen more excited. From now on, they still want to code me as Babas. Could it be at her own wedding, Miss Ellen nanyain progress my relationship with Babas? Kan's crazy. Yes, I answer for what it is. In fact, since there I was the same Babas did not communicate anymore.


"Mas Tian, here," Ellen called the Tian who was talking to her mother.


Well, my hunch is starting to get bad again.


"Can you take Yayang home? Yayang van was leaking, so here take a taxi. Isn't that right, Yang?" mother asked Ellen after knowing Retno did not come to pick me up.


Not a taxi, Ma'am. But onlen's car. Ma'am Retno's.


"No need, Ma'am. I'm going home by myself" I refused in a hurry.


"Udah is okay. Just relax, Yang. The show was also done. It's very malem after all. Your home is far from here" Ellen insisted.


"But Mbak—"


"Can you please?" cut Ellen's mother without paying me any heed.


"Mas should help—"


"What help? Go get the show. I just said pause. Later if someone is looking for it, I say Mas again poop aja," said Miss Ellen without feeling guilty.


"But..."


"But Ma'am," we said together.


"Cieee... Compact. There been. It's a real night hunt. Poor Yayang, Mas" Ellen's mother blinked her eyes.


"Yes, come on Yang.." invite Babas to pretend. He walked ahead of me. But suddenly, Ellen pulled my hand until I turned to look at her in surprise.


"Well, I'm sorry if I was presumptuous. This is the last time that I have worked with Mas Tian. If it is still stuck in place, I sincerely look for another guy," said Miss Ellen while holding my hand.


"Mbak, I—"


"From the beginning I met Yayang, I loved Yayang. Actually, I've been following you since, you know. So a little bit I already know Yayang from there" I was embarrassed. "Eatya I dare to mate Yayang with Masku. Yeah, who knows you're a soul mate, right?" Ellen smiled. "It's all right, Yang? Once this is all, after that it's up to Yayang." Ellen's mother didn't take her grip off my hand at all.


Could it be that I feel shocked to hear the confession of Sister Ellen who said that she follows me? Honestly, I feel above the wind if he begs like this? I feel like I'm the person most needed right now.


"Hehe... To get home, it's okay. But if for the relationship, look ahead yes Ma'am. My time is perfect, Mas Tian. Hehe." my laughter is so crisp. My relationship with Babas now.


"Yes. What matters now is Yayang in between Mas Tian first, huh? Take care Yayang. Thank you for coming to our wedding. Uh, where's Andi, huh?" askinya.


It's weird, Sister Ellen. Her husband no longer knows where. Fortunately, she was beautiful, so she understood her strange attitude. And again I could not refuse his will. I also don't understand myself why I want to, huh?


"Yang, you go to Mas's car first. Mas's on Andi's phone. Wait, yeah?" he handed me the car keys.


A laaahh... How's this? We broke up, Baaaasss....