If You're a Mate, How else?
Gamang

...Who is waiting for BasYang where does it sound? ...

...Yuk, in iqro. Let's not take long. Enjoyable... ...

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All the way home, I could only shut up. Whereas Retno asked me to talk a lot of things, but I responded to just that.

I don't know, it feels like my soul is floating around hearing Nico's confession. My heart and brain are at war. My heart believes his words. But my reasoning denies it.

Fortunately, Retno understood enough that I was like this again. He just turned on the music to fill the quiet to eliminate the feeling of snoring.

But I still don't think it out. Why would Nico have to go through that, God? Nico's a good guy. I'm comfortable with him. I love her too. In fact, my love did not fade even though Nico left me that way. The proof is, I can't be angry, hate or berserk with him. I accept all the honesty. And a little bit of pity even though I'm here to be the victim.

It just felt like it was all a dream. Our togetherness is not a finger count like I know Babas. I know both the good and the bad of Nico. I know what he likes and doesn't like. I know when Nico's mad, when Nico's back. I know his favorite food. Along with the clothing brand that he often wears, I know everything. Butwhy? Why am I missing that one thing?

In front of me, Nico never showed any interest in such a man. Butwhy? My brain won't take it anymore.

Especially here, it turns out I am the affair. He even got in touch with Boy. Jeezoo... What time Boy confided first, he's already knitting love with Nico? Crazy one!

I sighed loudly. Feels frustrated. But Retno's clap on my arm made me turn my head for a moment.

"Istighfar. Thank God for not bringing you together" Retno said as if she understood what I was thinking.

"Mr..."

"Hm. Whahuh? By the way. Not in the pendem itself," he glanced at me at a glance.

"Mr... L'm... I just didn't expect. Why Nico..."

"Wes. The way is already the way. Fortunately he said. If not, don't love what your fate is, Yang-Yang. Amit-amit if you continue with him," Retno spoke without glancing at me this time.

"Bak didn't squirm strangely from him all this time right? Why could it be? I still can't believe it, Ma'am," I said, turning my body to face Retno.

"Same. Ma'am was also shocked. Still not expecting. It's a shame for Nico. It's handsome, pinter, macho even so," Ma'am Retno shook her head. "Luckily, yesterday he actually said it. If not, you-"

"He intentionally left me!" my ketus. "He didn't want to ruin me" I said according to Nico's words.

"Goodoo. He's still self-conscious. Why was he not honest from the beginning? If you know from the beginning, you can't be stuck in love with him!"ketus Mbak Retno's.

I'm just diem. Males made it clear why Nico wasn't honest from the start.

"Alright if later you are still related to him, Yang," threatened Ms. Retno to me.

"Kc... Just that, Ma'am. I obviously knew he was. He knows, I have Tian, too,"

"It's good that he knows," replied Retno while turning the steering wheel. "Hopefully he won't bother you anymore."

"Bak be careful not to tell stories to others," I threatened to feel this was my own disgrace because I was dragged into the flow of the Nico. However, I was the one who was the shield in front of the people. 

"You don't believe me, Mommy?" insinuations.

"Bak likes to talk to Mama. Don't tell me... Mama's gonna nag" I sniffed.

Retno smiled, "Mangkane, the parents' words were heard. It's obviously not the same, but you're still insistent. Now that you know he is, you just realized. Where have you been all this time?"

"You can't deny that you're clear believers. The proof, Mas Tian who is the same age as you, your mother agrees," he said to make me think again of Babas.

"Start possessed by Mama," I muttered to make Ms. Retno slightly smile. "Just be careful if Mbak says the same Mama about the Nico. I must be angry with Ma'am," threatened me again who did not get an answer Mbak Retno.

I looked back at the streets. Unknowingly I played the ring embedded in the fingers.

"Mr..."

"Hmmm..."

"A holiday again?" my door.

Retno glanced at me fiercely, "whatever!" resounding.

"much. That's half who knows who wants to take the video outside."

"What are you bringing?"

"Kripik pedes, lotion, sandals, craft, same hat," he said.

"Yes already. Find a park, huh? But after it's done I want to talk to Mas Tian, Ma'am," I asked. Retno looked at me suspiciously.

"Just want mastiin, Mas Tian like Nico or not" I said to answer his gaze.

"If he's not like Nico, you're careful. Satan is everywhere" he said. "Don't be willing to fiancee then you do as you please," continued Mbak Retno after I told everything. Moreover, he saw this ring, how not hysterical try?

"Kc... What crazy? Nico's been for years, I'm a regular. Aja safe-safe. Especially with the new Tian, Ma'am. You know, I want to meet Tian out of fret. Boro-boro wants to be tempted by the devil," I said.

"Yes who knows you are even khilaf," Ma'am Retno still stuck to his stance. "Especially Tian is old. It could have been all this time he often snacked outside," he continued to make me stunned.

Oh, my God, yes, too.

"But don't nething first. Who knew that Mas Tianmu was actually on a straight path."

"How should I go?" many finally.

"The questions flow. Time must be Ma'am who intervenes," he sneered.

As if called by my chatter and Retno's sister, Tian suddenly called to discuss a family meeting.

Imagine you're in shock because of Nico. Now Babas tells her that her mother is coming on Sunday. That means three more days. Crazy... I feel so tired my head. Nothing yet, I'm the same she had a debate on the phone because of this. Sampe makes me excited to quickly finish the job.

"Tian tuh Yang," Retno's mother shook her chin looking straight behind me as Tian walked up to us to pick me up after we argued.

"Have you done the job, Ma'am?" ask Babas to say hello to Retno.

"Newly done. Don't you want to work, Mas Tian?" Retno asked back.

"Nrantor's. Justjust... I want to talk about something first with Yayang. I can take you for a minute to meet my Mama, Ma'am?" babas's asking surprised me.

"When do I see Mama?" my protest.

"Let it all be clear" replied the Babas, looking at me.

"Udah. You go with Mas Tian first, Yang. Just don't come home too late, Mom?" pinta Ma'am Retno's.

I was about to protest again but Retno's bulging made me stop talking.

"Yes, Mother. As usual at 9 or 10 p.m., the Babas replied, then glanced back at me. "Yuk," he asked.

I let out a breath. But only able to follow Babas walk to his car.

"Mas, don't see Mama yet" I asked as soon as we got into the car.

"Dar—"

"Before going any further, I want to ask you something, Mas," cut me making Babas' forehead wrinkle.

"What?" tanyakanya.

"Mas like men?" ask me to the point.

"Huh?"

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