If You're a Mate, How else?
About Over Thinking

It has been two weeks after I was sent by Mama and Mbak Retno to apologize to Babas Tumbas, my WhatsApp has been in wine for two weeks. Di-ang-gu-rin viewers.

Damn that Tian!

He was intent on getting me to. Let me be embarrassed plus diomeli all-out with Mama and Mbak Retno times huh? I was forced to apologize to him but not respond at all. Ngenes!

I'm done, turn, cocky, live again! Why are people whose nature is like that even given a handsome and well-established face? As if to support once if they are 'expensive'. Feeling himself the most "WOW" of anyone else.

And here again, why are there so many people who are so great? Cool, or cool by some. They really don't appreciate other people. The definition of man sucks my version, yes.

Actually, I forgot that Babas. I'm thankful that he didn't call me. That means, I can live a quiet life without having to talk and let out my acting talent to reason and spread a fake smile.

But, suddenly Mas Andi invited me to meet. Automatically my brain recalls the same possessive boyfriend. Lest Mas Andi get a report from Babas Tumbas about my lie. What if Mbak No's speech actually happened, if suddenly I was cut to BA HPEC?

Honestly, being in a world like this really has to be mentally strong. Right said Mbak Gita at that time, we must really sell ourselves. In a sense, it must show talent and achievement. Although some people are strengthened by relationships. Not a few also like to lick here and there. In fact, mutual elbow and dropping it became commonplace for the sake of popularity. Not only that, sometimes some of them also do the setting, yes because it was just for the sake of popularity. Miris.

But I'm not. It starts everything from zero. Crawl little by little without a single relation or lick here and there. Hence, I have to take care of what I have achieved at the moment. He said the higher the tree, the stronger the wind. Does this matter include strong winds for my career?

If I can pull back, I mending not know at all with the lekong. Just met for the first time, instantly made my life shaky.

Because of the indigo of a speck, broken milk. Original. I do not understand my life, why so complicated like this anyway? I'm afraid Babas Tumbas used a subtle way to bring me down. But yes, HPEC is not professional? I am not in a scandal or in trouble with the law.

The one you lied to was BOS OKE.COM, WHO!

No, Retno's voice was ringing again in my head. I'm the one who walked to Mas Andi's table, it feels like mules are not bad. From last night I kept thinking about my meeting with Mas Andi today. While Retno's mother was ordinary. Oh, yeah, he cares. I think he would be happy if I humiliated them.

Even the wave of Mas Andi's hand made me even more nervous to approach him. I saw his face getting charismatic. Different yes, whose inner birth needs are met like this Mas Andi. Sampe aur-auran.

"Hi, Yang, Ma'am Retno... How are you?" greet Mas Andi to me.

"Healthy, Mas. Mas Andi how are you?" my broom back.

"Healthy, and happy dong," he answered with laughter.

It is so happy to have a partner. So envious, eewwww...

"Sorry if I'm surprised suddenly call you, Yang. Don't mind, do you?"

"Not so Mas. Time to object,"

It was all a lie. Don't use owuouwoo kayak song loh. Obviously from yesterday was hit by anxiety, deg-degan even difficult to sleep after he called. Pinter really acting, the same mouth of the heart can not be in line.

But it's also impossible if I say I object. He said later, I don't know myself anymore.

Luckily chatting with Mas Andi was fun. Moreover, seeing his face is so cool like a mosque tile, my anxiety and fear melted a little.

"Ehm... To the point aja yang, I invite you meet, actually ad—"

"Hi, sorry I'm late" said someone who made our attention diverted.

Me and Mbak Retno exchanged lyrics to see someone who was playing with Mas Andi.

"Finally, come too," Mas Andi smiled widely. "I'm sorry I can't pick you up, Beb, too" he continued, pulling up a chair to let the beautiful woman sit next to him.

Who the hell is he? The new Mas Andi girlfriend? How do you call him Beb? Don't-don't his name is Baby again, just like me who seems like a nickname baby.

Or the... Andi player as well? I see, Mas Andi every time I meet a girl not enough handshakes, must be a chipika-cipiki. Typical flirty man money. Fortunately, he had a handsome face. Not a distended and slippery-headed Om-Om.

"Hi, this is for sure... Ms Yayang?" greet the girl to me.

I nodded while receiving a helping hand. "Betul Mbak, Ma'am." I replied confused. 

"I'm Ellen, I'm Ellen" he said kindly, who immediately turned to Retno to introduce himself.

How does he know my name? Does he know me? But I don't know him. Oh my... Not likely. Couldn't he replace me as BA HPEC?

"Why Yang? Kok, bengong," Mas Andi teased me.

"Eh? Hehe... It's okay, Mas. I just. mmm. Miss Ellen is beautiful" I replied.

Original. She is very pretty. I just don't want him to shift my position.

"Yes dong. Whose future wife used to be," replied Mas Andi proudly.

"Huh? Seriously prospective wife Mas Andi?" mama Retno sounded a little hysterical.

"Yes that. My time is telling me the front of the person," Mas Andi laughed cheerfully. Original, I think very happy.

But Ma'am Ellen suddenly elbowed Mas Andi's arm, "yet official Hon," he said, glancing at me.

How am I so confused anyway?

"Yes, just want to ask for help with you guys," said Mas Andi.

"Huh? What do you mean Mas?" my many.

"You haven't spoken, Hon?" mother Ellen asked Mas Andi.

"New to talk. But you're coming, Beb," he replied, glancing at me.

So this isn't a replacement BA thing?

"Just get to the point, Yang. Mm... So gini, I'm the same Ellen would. Well, because we want a private party. It means simple because it is only attended by nuclear families and near sabahat. And we want the show to relax. Not that formal, Yang. Do you understand what I mean?" asked Mas Andi who made me reflex nod.

"Therefore, Ellen and I agreed to ask you to be the MC of our show" Mas Andi said as he looked at me.

"So Sister Ellen is not to replace me as BA right Mas?" tanyaku who immediately got a footstep from Mbak Retno.

Sick, Bestie!

"Huh?" Mas Andi bengong's. Then he laughed, "Who wants to replace you Yang?" tanya Mas Andi was still laughing.

"I mean I'm a Brand Ambassador?" now Ellen asked.

Pestilent. Kan, this shy mouth.

"Hehe... Sorry Mas. You see Ellen's very beautiful, I think—"

"He was always that, Mas. Over thinking. Have that fear. Not nothing, he always thinks about the bad things first," Ma'am Retno cut that makes me grimace embarrassed. It's not that I was deliberately embarrassed by myself.

"Silence Yang. Calm. No one wants to change your position. You are fit to be BA for this type of smartphone," said Mas Andi. "Again, he wants to be a BA," mocked Mas Andi while glancing at Mbak Ellen.

Ah... Mercifully.

Relieved.

Bangeeett...

"Sorry Mas. Duh.. so enchanted with my sister Ellen so ngaco like this. Sorry, Mom, Mom."

I swear, to enter the burrow. The shame is not. It's obvious that I'm afraid of being loved.

Luckily Mas Andi and Ma'am Ellen's response was just an amused laugh to see me.

"Mbak Yayang is funny, Hon. Well, you said, I think it would be a good fit," Ellen's mom laughed at me.

"I told you what, too" Mas Andi also looked at me. Original, where do I put my face?

"Just so, Yang. My goal is to meet you today. Ellen and I would like to ask you to be MCs at our show. You see, I was interested when I watched you broadcast at that time, fun so. Educate people, but the way you explain it is different. I came to think how if my show later also impressed different if you are the MC-in" continued Mas Andi who made me fly flying because of his praise.

"When do you think?" ask Retno.

"Next week. I'll send you the rundown show. Can you?" ask Mas Andi.

"Ready. Can Mas. Coincidentally next week free. I used to want that vacation. But especially for Mas, God willing we are ready," replied Retno straightforwardly.

"From you, Yang. Wanna?" ask Mas Andi. I think he is bored if Retno continued to answer.

"Huh? i... Yes Mas. I want to really Mas. It is an honor for me to be able to contribute to the happiness of Mas Andi" I replied.

Although a small heart was disappointed he did not choose me. Though I have been geer every Mas Andi glanced at me. Hiiks...

"Ah, thank goodness. Thank you, Ma'am Yang," now Sister Ellen smiled gently at me.

"Call Yayang aja, Ma'am," I replied.

"OKAY. Let's promise Yang," Ellen laughed crisply. His laughter is really nular. The difference is that beautiful people laugh. I think it makes the world beautiful.

If you look around, Mas Andi and Ms. Ellen are very compatible. Both of them looked like they were full of love. Uh, if Mas Andi is with Sister Ellen, what is the fate of Babas Tumbas?

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