IMPERFECT MARRIAGES
Chapter 42 - New Problems
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Goodbye my love, my,
my breath
half of my soul
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After being away from you, I'm not sure if my life, will be like living again.
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đź“ŤWinsle County Town House, Gyeonggi-do, Seoul.
1 week later.
“How? I'm sure you'll be at home here Bianca.”.
“Yes this, convenient place, well... Thank ye. Sorry to make you guys so hard, demiku. ”
“Hey, you're my dear daughter. I would do anything for the happiness of my beloved daughter... ”
“Mom has no problem going anywhere, as long as you are happy..” Larasti Sahut.
“Here we can start everything from scratch.” Larasati again.
*Yes here I can start everything from scratch, with a better life, even 1000 times my previous happiness. Without her shadow anymore.
I can, I should be able to...
For Father and Mother. I should be happy*.
"What about dad's job there?.” Ask Bianca. Of course it is impossible for Darmawansa to go back and forth to take care of everything herself, he thought.
“Don't worry about it, I've taken care of everything, son. ” Sure Darmawansa, to his daughter.
“Alright, but if this charges you. I don't care if we go back.. ”
“Dad rather you stay here Bianca. Don't worry about me, pay attention to your health and the baby in your cage. He needs you, so hang on.”
~Flashback on~
That night was exactly midnight.
The night I almost lost my love and Aditya's fruit. Everyone said that my son could not be saved. His heart rate was no longer heard. The only thing to do at that time, was the curettage, where my uterus had to be cleaned immediately.
“No... My baby is not, it is not possible doctor..”.
“Aaaarrrrghhhh. Please don't baby me. That's not possible. It's just a dream.please whoever wakes me up. ”
“Nak be patient... Relax Bianca.” Said my mother, who calmed me down. While my father, he's waiting outside. I knew she wouldn't be able to see me cry even when it was hysterical.
"The son of Bianca ma'am... It's all Bianca's fault. I am a wicked mother, I sin. I killed him... ” Tangisku.
“No don't be like that Bianca. This is a fate of power. Not salahmu.. ”
“Doctor please, do it one more time, I'm sure my son is still there, you're wrong... ” I keep pushy, even though it's just an empty hope.
“Alright we do it one more time. But whatever the result, you must still accept the fact madam.” Exclaimed the doctor who responded to me, accompanied by several nurses there.
The device began to be placed in my stomach again, he shifted it almost around all the areas of my stomach, but no sound was obtained. I really lost my baby, that's the truth.
Degs...Degs... Degs... Degs...
The voice suddenly sounded.
“Doctors say that it was the sound of my baby's heart rate? Is it doctor.?. .” I asked her to believe that what I heard was true.
Degs... Degs... Degs... Degs...
“Magic happened to you lady...your baby is back.”.
“Mother...You heard, my baby survived. He's still here with us.” I kept crying incessantly.
“The voice still sounds weak, you should be here. So that we can monitor the state of your fetus... ” Clearly to me.
“Do whatever, as long as it's best for my baby doctor... ” My name haru.
~Flashback off~
I almost went crazy. I've lost Aditya, I can't possibly have to lose my baby either.
I have no problem losing anything, as long as my baby is fine, even my life will be at stake for him.
The one thing I regretted that day, only because of the lingering sadness, I forgot my baby. Even Aditya who was supposed to be responsible for everything that happened to me, did not show himself at all, to make sure of the circumstances of me and our baby again.
I still remember, when Aditya was so happy, when I said about my pregnancy. He was so excited to say that he was going to be a father. But now I'm sure he's not really saying it. Aditya doesn't want us at all...
Even until I left the city, he never came to hold me back.
Meanwhile at Garden House.
After almost a month of intensive treatment in the hospital, Aditya was finally able to return to the Garden House. Nothing has changed with that place, it's all the same, it's just that he lost the woman he loved here.
~Aditya Pov~
If you think back, something like this shouldn't have happened. If only there had been me and Bianca in the first place. If only Kirana had never existed, or Eric, or anyone else. Maybe my marriage will be fine.
And Bianca. He also did not have to grieve over the loss of our baby.
Am I a bad husband and father ? I lost both.
It had been almost a few days, William had not gotten any news about him. Where are you really, Bianca ?
Do you really not love me anymore. This is how soon it's all over. I never let you go, never will.
I really wanted to hug you Bianca, I knew you must be so hurt. Our baby's gone and I'm not next to you. Had I not been in that stupid accident that night, we would not have lost our baby. I'm late...
I'm sorry, honey...
I'm so sorry, for whatever happened to you.
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